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20071128


[xavier] if the meaning of life is to forget unhappiness, then why does unhappiness just keep coming up. why in the first place is there unhappiness for us to forget

can someone jus tell me wat on earth is going on with my life
and its not only me i can say

一件又一件 不随心的事
接二连三地发生
一波未平一波又起
根本是冲着我们而来
如果这是老天给我的考验
对不起 我之能说一句
我承受不起！

好辛苦
我能不能 不要有爱或恨
喜怒哀乐 差不多 也够了
但 该开心时 我无法感受到
该难过时 我丝毫没感觉

我只知道 我只有几个字可言

我真的好累！

累到 连之前我在气什么
我也忘了
我现在 该做什么
我也不知道

我只希望
这一切都结束

ah gong went hospital
looking at his condition
theres nothing much i can say
except
the good news that i want from the doc
will never exist

9:30 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071127


maybe it's just my attitude that decide yours
so i don't think i have the right to say anything
how i wish i can push the blame
to the accumulation of so many --------
i simply had enough
but i guess they are totally different things
and i shouldn't be comparing them side by side
sorry

okay. i think no one will get what i'm trying to say
but i hope today won't bring you any bad memories
sorry

11:40 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071125


[iris] whack for wat. i rather use it play music (: i seldom scream and i donno how to vent anger =/ jus force it back thats all. one day will jus explode one la
[ersy] it wasnt due to ur influence btw :p
[yc] i totally not silently liao? can jus say it out liao?
[soap] yah and they include some bill that i nvr use at all some more

never
will
i
ever
forgive
such
an

serious.

im jus so sick of everything
sick of my life
sick of his attitude
sick of this world

i somehow see the similarities
between me and some random people
maybe its jus a common characteristic among us

i jus have this feeling that
u guys will spoil me rotten.
when i am halfway there already

2:01 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071124


WHAT






THE








FUCK







I AM SO FREAKING PISSED OFF
I CAN JUS

sorry first time scold this word
but like hell will i care right now..

everything today is out to pissed me off?
especially after dinner
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG

number 1 guy
the stupid bus
the bus driver
number 2 guy
my dad
phone bill. - singtel

11:58 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071123


okays.
i know nothing except that
im no longer half dead, but nearly dead
my backbone might jus break any moment
if i continue sitting up
my shoulder is aching like crazy
and my eyes don wan to open =/

jus came back from chalet, go my aunt house
fell asleep for half an hour
go home bathe
go out.
settlers was fun
but i still wan to sleep

hmm..
guitar is totally fun!! <3
had guitar 'lesson' and i managed to learn quite alot from junjie?
but i got problem changing from one note to another
so if i play a song, alot pauses =/
and nail too long :D
gor i wan learn acoustic leh..
and i shall say.. those few who played guitar at chalet
very pro...
maybe coz i jus learn only so i lousy la but yah =/

7:08 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071120


the way people ask question is jus kinda weird

'wat school are u going'
its like..
is the sch choosing me or am i choosing the school?
its not like my results will ensure me a space
in any sch i wan to go
neither will they even have enough space

how the hell will i know wat sch am i going?

am i too sensitive or wat

the people im talking about is no one from crescent (:

1:26 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071118


[hor] hair i cannot la haha.. unless u wan ur hair to be messed up by me (:
[moni] don need take care of them la huh. and i not even paying u..how to raise pay.. ask ppl for entrance fee then pay u yah. and don talk rubbish it wasnt a sexy dress. since cash is cold, i shan't pay! (:
[ivan] sorry la i own a personal airport =/ wan me raise her pay, u pay lor (:
[eunice] yah change to let u take care bah! (:
[yeechern] err i promote her to...SENIOR ZOO KEEPER! hahah who ask u don put sun block
[iris] heels maybe next time la huh.. afro hair. NEVER
[ersy] BAHAHA

ok its good that the frens u go out with have blogs as well
for more information, check out yeechern's blog
ahhaha (:
hmm
went sentosa
not really nice at first
tot can cycle to rot away
but nowhere to cycle unless we go main road
so at first wan cycle 3 hr, to get 1 more hr free
end up we cycle 1hr cannot take it liao
and yeps!
too long nvr exercise and under sun some more
dehydrated again
cannot stand properly
giddy
everything i see is going white
drank like almost half my bottle
sit down and stuff
finally ok.. =/
reminds me of the guides footdrills and stuff
get to sit down and rest while watching them do drills
but it isnt a nice feeling when u are about to faint
nyahh i miss those times

then.. we went around
buy coffee bean drinks
took skyride!!
okays
i conclude that i am not afraid of heights
but i love it :D
i don mind doing it again~

and I LOVE THE LUGE!!
TOTALLY LOVE IT OMG
I WANNA PLAY AGAIN!! HAHA
(:
easy to control
thats the reason why i don wan to learn how to drive a car =/

that cine blast or watever it is
quite funny la
laughing throughout
its weird =/
but extremely exp

but anyway.. have to thank my sis those two frens
they lend us their islander card
then got discount for bike rental
and the skyride (:
arigatou!!

saw mr tay yah
donno he remember us anot
but he kept looking at me when he came out of toilet
like seem to know but don remember me kinda look
call cynthia there
haha =/

hmm
and the fun thing is!
yeechern and nekuin got sunburn!!
and i all i got is tan~
im jus a little reddish
i love tanning

i wan go nekuin house swim~

tell me the purpose of life
tell me wats the meaning to it
wat is the ultimate goal we are aiming for
wat do we get after all these
wat should we be doing with our life
why do we exist
wat do we exist for
why do I exist

sorry but i cant wait for it to end

put me to sleep

6:54 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071116


woo.
went to school early in the morning
like totally half asleep
and i left my ezlink on my table -.-
then my aunt went to scare me can
i asked her to help me check
she come tell me she cannot find it =/
in the end its right on my table
nyah!!

they wanted to go nekuin house
but i went home instead
so tired
and yep!
one of the rare things occured
i slept at noon!
until like 6
erm no 5.58 or something like that (:
so i not going for pri sch fren gathering lor
sorry lah..
erm not like any of them read my blog but
:D
im still tired.

sunday at sentosa!
anyone?
only know edlyn and xinyi wan go
others either haven reply or not going

6:48 PM
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[horace] hmm. u wan me help u put makeup? haha (:
[iris] its harmless but quite scary at the start! i have problem removing my right eye contacts. haha
[ivan] thats why its.. super
[yc] nyahh

bet the whole world will talk about grad night.
and so am i!!
hahah
made the houses at yc house
but abit wasted. shldnt have brought it along
nvm~

and everyone look so pretty!!
jieen and soap too!!
yes soap u are pretty yes u are
hahaha (:

i think its quite funny la
half the time the table is empty
nearer to the end of grad night
like everyone disappeared to take photos
so our food oso.. yah not really eaten
[no one ate the desert i suppose]
so alot food wasted :D
then the lady seem abit irritated
haha

ok i oso donno wat to say.
tml sch at 9
I AM NOT GOING TO REMOVE MY NAIL POLISH (:

i love crescent
i love the people
i love 4g1'07
every single one of them
i love ug
i love the guides

if there was a time machine
where i could go back to the time
when i was choosing the secondary school
i will still choose crescent
provided that all the people remain the same!
even though we complain alot
rant alot
study like crap for prelim and Os
but still don feel like we are studying alot
totally get so sick that we couldnt take it anymore
we still had fun didnt we?
inbetween all these
bits and piece

erm but it jus feel so weird that
all of a sudden.
its over.

goodbye for now



12:44 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071114


for more information about wat happened today,
please visit yeechern's blog.
haha
and mission accomplished?
got xinyi her dress (:
and got yeechern necklace
got my shoes
got some basic makeup

and got grad night present for ppl
PLEASE APPRECIATE IT
coz i kena super glue on my hands -.-
and yeechern will be contributing too nyahh~

tml go yeechern house
do the present
then her dad give me a lift there too!!
arigatou yeechern and yeechern's otou-san!!
(:
but i shall make my mom fetch me after grad night
nyehh

seriously. grad night is so troublesome!!
i have no freaking idea of wat to bring to yeechern house
like.. there are so many parts to it
i only know.. grad night present. yep

unlucky. shit

11:24 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071113


listen to the song!!
it has wat we always do!!
NYAHH (:

lolx went out today again
didnt get anything
but yeechern got her dress!
yay (:
tml go out again.
haha =/

saw sushi tei today
and nekuin
and jieling
and shuyi
haha

my tagboard is screwed la
i cannot see the black and white
i see all black
highlight it then can see the word =/

got contacts
totally love it
can see everything
not limited to spec
everything within my open eye~
woots!
but i still not used to it (:

9:01 PM
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20071111


ok im bored. when im not done with studying
sorry ah anyhow do. base on my memory
which is extrememly.. bad (:

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is:
- moni
- eunicejie
- ivanhohyouyuan tangyuan gaygor

2. Your relationship with her/him is:
- classmate for 4 yrs,UG,fren bestfren nyahh?
- jie la then -.- classmate fren
- fren maple o2jam

3. Your 5 impressions of her/him:
- sweet funny fierce scary. too caring
- sweet nice fun
- tangyuan nice to eat lor LOL nice to bully and always bully me. demon devil evil

4. Most memorable thing she/he has done for you:
stm.
- always there,nagging,scolding (:
- heh that present (:
- bully me la then

5. Most memorable words she/he had said to you:
stm.
- stop nyahhing
- consider that kind of operation
- nyahh =/

6. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
- thats kinda scary :D
- she my jie leh..
- ask him go die first

7. If she/he becomes your lover, she/he will have to improve on:
no one is perfect? improve still will have flaws, so improve for wat. stay as they are nyahh (:

8. If she/he becomes your energy, the reason will be:
- going siao all of a sudden :p
- being able to steal her stuff :D
- nice to bully

9. Most desired thing you want to do for her/him:
- NYAHH(s)! haha. hug them(the first two) and say thankyou (:
- bully him kill him watever (:

10. Your overall impression of her/him:
the best people i can find, ones that i wont forget
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

Pass this quiz to 10 people you wish to know how they feel about you:
(some don even have blog but watever (: )
1. tyy
2. moni
3. soap
4. nekuinsaur [nvr spell wrong le ba!!]
5. eunicejie
6. shou-chan
7. iris
8. ivan
9. xavier
10. kido

[i hereby state that my compre fail and i don wan change it! (: ]
1. Who is 6 having a relationship with: erm.. tys (: no! ao-chan! heh
2. Is 9 a female or a male: male
3. If 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing: erm. scary. iris is fierce!
4. What is 2 studying about: now? physic?
5. When was the last time you had a chat with 3: erm. on her tagboard i donno when
6. What kind of music band does 8 likes: eh.. eh.. eh.. eh.. eh.. eh.. i know theres kazuko - rettou hoshi, gazette? erm caramel drops. erm aiya their own jamming (:
7. Does 1 has any siblings: nope!
8. Would you woo 3: heh no?
9. How about 7: NO! haha don be sad, frens forever, i don wan les (:
10. Is 4 single: i guess?
11. What is the surname of 5: tan
12. What is the name of 10: kido? george W bush. don ask me who gave that name
13. What's the hobby of 4: fighting with muu-chan, bursting into flame, sound like a cat
14. Do 5 and 9 get along well: they donno each other bah
15. Where is 2 studying at: cgs
16. Where is 9 staying now: yishun bah
17. What colour does 4 likes: akin! answer urself (:
18. Are 5 and 1 best friends: yep! tyy is eunice mei too
19. Does 7 likes 2: i donno? go ask them
20. Does 1 have any pets at home: last time. alot. haha!

sorry.
joke of the day

A : wat time end?
B : 2
*minutes later
A : [something i forgot]
B : oh we end at 4 leh

A : how much u buy
B : at far east

A : where is 9 staying
B : not even studying

1:50 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071110



there. the bag
for grad night
ok bah..? =/
yc got the same one (:

and i might be getting another pair of shoes
my mom said it looks old
like for her age ppl to wear one


my 'window' (:


gor psp
i realise that psp is not an item i wan
even if i got psp
no games that i play
haha

o.m.g
hana yori dango 2
ending
is
just super
sweet and
100% insane!

*tears

12:09 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071109


abt the boy or girl thingy
im jus ranting nyahh
and jie i wont consider those operations (:

piercings.. more on ear
and ankle is kinda nice
or maybe a tattoo on ankle
tattoo a star on face! tsubasa senpai!
nyahh

bought bag and shoes today
match with yc
yc had a hard time hunting for the dress
and now shes kinda complaining a little about it
she has a fat butt? wth la -.-
obviously no -.-

first time buy this kind of bag
and my sis say it looks ok
[at least she nvr say its ugly]
but she ask why pink =/
its jus a bit of pink nyahh

the shoe
i scared not suitable leh
don really like the bottom
whole thing connected
with the heel
i donno if anyone understand
but it looks ok from the top

and i donno how to walk with heels (:

i like that earring

9:46 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071108


eww
wats so good abt being a girl?
go toilets in shopping centre
can queue all the way until.. -.-
grad night need go through so much trouble
my gor jus wore a shirt and jeans thats it!
=/

my ear seem to be bitten by something
a patch of red over there since morning
but not ichy not pain or anything
weird

except for
im sorry
and
im so lousy
theres nothing
else i
can say

i drag people into troublesome things
without knowing
thats the
worst.

wat gives u the right to talk to me
like u knew everything
ms 'know-it-all'
jus because u are older than me by wat 4 years?
talking like that only make u seem more like
a

i
am
freaking
pissed
off

wan do some airbrush with gor
if thats how it is spelt as
temp tattoo..
but i wan a permanent one
not those huge kinds but yah
and i wan more piercings
and i wan electric guitar

10:33 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071107


nyahh 2 more papers
and i totally will slack like crazy
still donno wat to give as farewell gift

baka yeechern!!

3:33 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071105


o-kay. lost the job again!!
erm not like it has been mine in the first place
but..
heh!! stupid la jie why nvr ask me before that..
so.. im gonna slack through the holidays
and.. i no money
how to slack
wth! =/

so conclusion having stm is not bad
i step out of the hall and don remember a thing about those papers =/

[ersy] my pet got walk fast meh..
[yeechern] 稀客 稀客!! haha. but the bg of my pet.. the colour changes.. go study.. nyehh =/
[eunicetan] i bet everyone became zookeeper =/
[moni] moni isnt any better at weird sounds (: and u are not gonna get paid~ haha
[iris] wat was that love something something. wats that Oo and why is the panda made of playdough.. -.-

honey: oh well, the white team will win anyway [flowers]
mori: no, the red team will win
honey: wanna bet? i want cakes for 3 months [flowers]
mori: chick food for 3 months

hikaru & kaoru : long time no see since 1 hour ago!! [hugs]

from ouran which i read like on sat. lolx

got w910i
ok la.. jus that its red
the earphones are red
and i used a red handphone strap

hmm
thought about it that day till i couldnt sleep
no idea why it jus kept coming back
round and round
more qn afterall
but jus
no answers at all
stupid
i jus wan to drop dead

12:51 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20071101


nyahh
tsubasa 16 was traumatizing
omg
omg
i am so going to hate the story line! arhh

8:09 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*