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20070131


im so sorry to be repeating myself
but i so love jesse!!
not about the fact that hes a ghost
he is so super sweet and funny at times
lolx
and he kissed suze on the lips
in fact twice
once when she became a ghost herself to find him
the other when she was in her room a few days later
being a human yah
and hes so sweet!!
he was trying to talk seriously to suze
but she didnt wan to talk at all
so it went like..

["Fine," he said. He reached up and cupped my face in both his hands. "We don't have to talk."
And that's when he kissed me.
On the lips.]

omg~
sweet
they two end up together
and jesse became a human
don ask how
edlyn let the cat out the bag :D
with yanyue yeechern and xinmu almost murdering her :D
i cant wait to read book 6
and the more i read
the more i wanna buy the books :D

<3 !!

and anyone wans to know how my blue black looked like?
i donno how i got it
at the edge of my wrist
it was like greenish with purple dots in the morning
then for the whole day
not really
awhile only
i keep rubbing it
and it transformed!!
to that kind of normal brown one
but!
with white in the middle
lolx
werid huh
yy say is chicken pox -.-
well.. it look totally abnormal
but its quite cute in a sense
the circle is quite perfect
LOL

6:16 PM
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20070130


ahhh
i so love jesse!!
omg he was describe until so
gasp gasp!!
lolx
he is suppose to be a hot guy in the book
but he is actually
dead
lolx
but since suze can see ghost
she kinda like him i guess?
and he kissed her on her lips at the end of book 4!!!
OMG~
lolx
:D
and the whole class
i mean those who read already
don wan tell me the ending
all gang against me
and i end up shifting all their stuff away (this is usual actually for a person like me (: )
shaking their table
banging the chair in front of their table
and disturbing them from their compo
who ask me write faster than them
and they die oso don wan tell me ending
they jus keep saying its super sweet
and its perfect
=/
MEDIATOR
kya!!!

first time a book actually attracted me so much
that i read during lessons (:
i wan buy the book
sponsors pls!!
which i think can nvr happen
edlyn bought it ok!!
we all wan this set of books
):
kya!! omg (:

and omg i actually said a word out loud today by accident =/

8:54 PM
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20070129


OMG!!
i so love that guy in 十兄弟
that 大力三
omg..
i can say
his tan like <3>
the tone is like so great!!
its not very dark
but its not pale either
its like a bit of tan only..
and its so super even
plus his complexion is
Oo
gosh..
how can anyone be so
wow
ok fine maybe i jus have bad taste
or maybe i jus have different views from others
but omg i love his tan and complexion so much
and maybe becoz of that i think that
the way they made him fight with the supernatural power
jus seem so cool
the extra 'movement of air' around his arm and stuff
his that 'power' jus suit him so much :P
<3
nevermind
err
that eldest brother..
that 千里眼 guy
whom i forgot wat hes called
he has nice features
as in 五官
but he jus look too pale
and his role in the show
has some sort of leadership
lolx
so far they seem to be the only ones
who made me take a second look at them
LOL
anyway
the show is kinda crap
but i jus love their 'superpowers'
of coz especially the strong arms (:
but sad is that they make them put up some makeup =/
which is..yah -.-

anyway
one of our common test days
happen to fall on
14 feb
which i think is also our x-country day
which is so super great
becoz ITS VALETINES DAY!!
omg wth
x-country.. make us so tired?
donno before or after test
hope is after
then valentines day
wah everyone wan to at least enjoy for this day pls
*i bought roses for UG (:
orange for all and pink for ka (:
lolx
love everywhr and hatred everywhr too
love for valentines day
hatred for common test
GREAT SCH WE HAVE
not forgetting that
they FORCE us to bring tablet
AND MAKE US USE IT FOR MOCK PAPERS
*%^&%*^
lucky its jus a emaths paper
which happens to be some ultra easy sums which no one will actually bother studying for
if they actually use tablet for other harder papers
i swear i wan a petition
and i guess im easily amused?
wat kind of __ is this?
it says exercise 1 - 50 is on page 1-100
wth?

and wow
they actually have a page to write all the dates and scores
for each and every exercise
anyway
its the book i bought by mistake
how fun to discover weird things in this book =/

too much rants
and mediator rocks
i recommand that book
can actually finish 2 book in a day

9:40 PM
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20070128


i got the same character as this person
in 恶作剧之吻
yup
his mom is like..
wan to control his life
like wan him to do things according to her likings
but he didnt wan to
however
theres one thing which his mom wan him to do
which is to like xiang qing (did i spell correctly?)
he actually like her also
but coz his mom obviously show that
she wan him to like her
he went against it
like show his mom that he don like her
coz he don like his mom controlling him
so xiang qing is like abit poor thing =/

im quite similar..
not about the incident but the character
i jus don like being controlled
even though its something i myself wan to do
i will not if i know my mom wans me to do it as well
its kinda contridicting myself
but
who made me like that

2:02 PM
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20070127


Kagome Kagome
Kagome Kagome Kago no naka no Tori wa
Itsu Itsu deyaru? Yoake no ban ni
Tsuru to Kame ga subetta.
Ushiro no shoumen dare ?

translated:
Kagome, Kagome, the bird in the cage,
when will you come out?
n the evening of the dawn,
the crane and turtle slipped.
Who stands right behind you now?

i only remember the tune of the first 2 lines
the rest forgot
its quite a interesting game which kids play
they will hold hands and form a circle
with a choosen 'oni' in the middle with eyes covered
they will sing the song and when its stops
the oni has to guess whos behind him
if guess correctly, that person has to change place with oni
i jus like the song (:
kagome kagome~

The Starfish Story
As the old man walked the beach at dawn,
he notices a bboy ahead of him picking up starfish
and flinging them into the sea.
Finally catching up with the boy,
he asked why he was doing this.
The answer was that the stranded starfish would die
if left until the morning sun.
"But the beach goes on for miles and there are millions of starfish,"
said the old man.
"How can your effort make any difference?"
The boy looked at the starfish in his hand
and then threw it safely into the waves.
"It makes a difference to this one," he said.

heard the story before but was like the opposite..
like the old man was throwing starfish =/
Sometimes, the things we do
don have to make a difference in millions
even if it makes a difference on one out of the millions
it is a difference made
its not like it is insignificant or something
it makes a difference
so reach out and make a difference in others!! (:


u made my day
but did it spoil urs?
maybe it wasnt on purpose
but it jus happen that way

my healing power!! LOL

12:03 PM
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20070126


i actually forgot wat i wanted to say (:

actually found chem mastery interesting
i nvr knew that mole concept was so easy to understand

the rain was so nice today as well
but not as well as yesterday's after our pe

and the pro me
bought 2 close passage assessment
when i wanted 1 close passage and 1 mock paper (:
and shiqi went all the way to popular jus for a 30cm long ruler
we are the pros~

and yy made me addicted to the mediator
i finish book 1
brought book 2 home
but realise i will finish reading by tml
<3!!

still cant remember wat i wanna say

<3

8:19 PM
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20070125


love mozilla!!!
ie don let me blog
but mozilla let me
got super pissed with ie ok..

today was fun!!
though i cant remember a thing that happened
except pe and chem lab
i love thurs so much
excluding wat happens after sch [guides]

pe was ultra interesting
it has been raining like non stop before our pe
but stop right after warm up
and we got to play football at the wet field
actually the field isnt wet
its jus moist
oop: our field rocks alot
becoz alot of schs softball teams came use our field for competition.
LOL
anyway
ractially
our group has 10 ppl
out of which 6 are not interested
so its acutally a 4 vs 10 game
LOL
and that obviously didnt include me
me and yeechern were jus walking around all the time
while the other 4 were 'defending'
and another 4 attacking
plus the ball jus love us
we stand there do nothing it jus come to us
lolx
some parts were super funny which i donno how to say
like how yeechern kana kicked though she was doing nothing
how the ball jus flew between her legs
and how i wanted to kick but let the ball go past my leg
=D
lovely game
which earned us 1 point while others get like 3 or 4
=/

and the drizzle after the game was great
a drizzle i nvr felt before
the rain drops were so tiny so soft
and the wind was so cooling yet not to the freezing extend
all those landing on ur face
i jus wanna stay there and not go for chem

but chem was fun!!
jus talk about the end products
we had one clear dark blue solution
one ultra light blue solution with white ppt
(which totally look like snow when it drop down from
the walls of test tube when u turn it round)
one brown solution with grey ppt
and a colourless solution
ok only the light blue solution with white ppt caught our attention
omg it totally look so smooth
*shrieks
i wanna bring it home!!

and i cant stand the ppl who use our table before our lesson
like &*^*(&^&%
they don clean the table
they don clear the sink
wth we cleared it for them
they jus threw their leftover solid in the sink
which will obviously block the whole sink?!
but ours still better than xinyi their row
their sink even rusted
so i shldnt complain that much (:

im so freaking dead for o level chem prac

<3

10:50 PM
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20070124


i totally hate blogger like %&^%&*#
give me so many errors
put in pic suddenly disappear

anyway..
something i guess
i shld be proud of?
lets explore my notebook


the so called yanyue's page
my notebook de coverpage
lolx
she wrote so much on this cover..
and the red cross sticker for her flag day
and MAR
lolx


a totally 'lovely' page
wasted by this person called jieen
does that even look like my handwriting?
-.-
bottom 2 lines by erika
but yep
chen lao shi rocks (:


fav!!
jap (:
got quite a number more
but i lazy to write in
lolx


bookmark from yanyue
she wrote
'akiramasen' don give up
'itsumo ureshi' happy always/forever?
'ore__ishi___su' which how the hell do i know wats that
LOL
my jap is like not good at all?
cant even remeber simple words (:
and our great teacher is cynthia~
who always unwillingly fill in the blanks for us (:


lolx the other side of the bookmark
jus some random thing in the tissue packet (:

YUP
ultra random post
but i love my notebook
which says 'think out of the box'

i am not smart at all
jus plain stupid


tv says that..
cds cannot be scratched no matter at top or bottom
means neither the shiny not the printed one
coz the printed thing need to reflect the lazer
the shiny contains the info
next time do not scratch cds no matter wat
LOL

8:24 PM
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20070123


really really
blogger is screwed
at least for me
there are like wrong stuff in the previous post
but i jus cant change it
heck

yays
no mock today
but got chi compo course
might as well say
writing compo hour
the whole thing she went through..
but kinda useless
and made me even more confuse
=/
anyhow crap out a compo..
wonder if i can even pass

and yays
zhong zheng sec mock paper
i got 39/60
its a B3 ok!!
so much better than our first mock paper
at least encouraged me abit

drinking mushroom soup in sch is funny
coz u get to be called crazy by anyone who knows about it -.-

and we were like deciding on wat to get for the class
jersey as class t or water bottle
i don see the point on it
becoz
everyone jus kept insisting on their point of view
might as well
not get anything
and they really cost alot?

im already broke la
wat 50 bucks for class fund
20 for chinese
now another 12.50
and 20 for class fund
wah we open a bank can..
so freaking broke
had like wat 6o cents for lunch?
wat can i eat?
air

im lazy to continue

<3

6:14 PM
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20070122


blogger
is
screwed


ok im lazy to shift this pic..
that badminton thingy for cca day
cute right!!


and rcy and com club
(:
com club that char look like something right..
yah and im covering the bottom of badminton thing
coz they wrap it up with string and tape -.-
which is ugly (:

okays
have a fun time reading
nothing much but a huge gap
of pix from 010107 to today (:


alot of ppl saw this on 010107
first day of the year
rain rain rain and
2 rainbows appeared
i took like hell lot of pics
40+ =/
but none had the second rainbow in it
too faint
AHHH but i love this pic
so natural
except that i donno wat building at the side


its a plant
thats soil
its a pot
ITS A TURTLE


the first time i saw it
was like 'wth is that'
scared me
apparently my dad picked it from the floor
and jus left it there
its a fake btw

i so love the next part..
present for chuting
and don be mistaken
i took the present out to tape it to the base
coz it keep moving about
and i turn the angel to make them face front
but actually
they will face the back when the ferry wheel is turned =/


jiang!
baby angels
so super super cute
okay i know chuting don come my blog
so..
this thing cost like 20.90
which i tot it was quite reasonable
its so super cute
every alternate angel has a musical instrument
another alternate are angels jus acting cute (:


obviously not to miss out this (:
so super cute
orange
and a star at the forehead


peace on earth and good will to men
if i nvr remember wrongly
and it looks like part of the metal right..
but actually its made of paper
like wow?


<3>
how i wish i have a pair
anyway
today's telematch
i think our station is quite ok
jus go through the twine spider web
that is rubbed with chilli sauce
and we got to throw water bombs at them
apparently spiders got interested as well
and climb onto me -.-
anyway
yah
amanda yeo and vannessa group
they were like asking us
to throw water bombs at them
the other stations are totally horrible terrible vegetables
nah
they don have vege
they have coffee and chocolate powder
they totally mix all those rubbish and
put on them
wah
poor sec 1s
i wonder if that will scare them off
yah and
@#$%^&*)
that group wash themselves with our pail of water
it totally turned colour
thanks ah
and
i keep scratching my hand that kana chilli sauce..
im not allegic wat..
Oo
yah and the rest i don wanna talk abt it
i jus think that its utter failure
but i don have the right to say anything
dont u get it?
wrong person

8:23 PM
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20070121


i cant blog at all?
wth
type everything come out
no colour one
then cannot put pics
i cant even see wat im writing
stupid tablet

ahhh
wat will happen next

10:55 PM
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20070120


half a month gone
without even realising
nothing changed
except that things got worst
its wrong to wan something
but its wrong as well to not wan something
wth
wat do they expect me to do
100% baised
i rather not stay here at all
i don giv a dam
it simply jus sucks

im a part time pefectionist here
not getting paid yah
lol?
jus that..
im a perfectionist if i do things myself
or doing my own stuff
if other ppl doing things
they wan perfect stuff
i will be like 'its ok one lor.. so nice for wat'
myself..
even print stuff oso..
omg i cant stand it myself?
i print the chem notes
wasnt paying attention
then the printer got problem
cannot print all double page at one go
then i print page by page
in the end
i printed 2 same page on a paper
super pissed
yah la threw it away
and my worksheets
must not have any folds one
or else i will be making a big fuss over it
even if i staple it
its always 90 degree to the edge of the paper
then turn over
folding the top.. oso 90 degree
these are actually stuff i realise after quite a long time =/
unknowingly did them..
yup
became a habit =/

anyway
WOOTS
monday telematch
we super nice ok..
other groups dirty the juniors like siao
wat butter
lick the face
wat sauces all those
we use water
help them clean (:
i wanna take pictures leh
but ka is there
sure don allow me
she might kill me =/
):
gonna have so much fun(:

why is confession so hard

12:57 PM
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20070119


im so so so amused by magic
that magician is so so so amazing
he can refill an empty can of coke
make the crushed can go back to original shape
use his shadow to shift cards on the floor
[which means he totally didnt touch it]
and get out a card that another person has chosen
he even change a white ping pong ball
into lots of small white paper
the ball one is so touching
i wanna know about how they did it..

5:56 PM
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20070118


I TOTALLY LOVE TITRATION
telling almost the whole world
rocks!! <3
err actually is for potassium maganate
lolx
coz of the decolourising
AND THE ORANGEY SOLUTION
yeechern and i agreed that its cute
and an extra drop will cause it to turn pinkish
<3!!
i wanna steal it home =/

i cant stand it..
that freaking o level disability thing
they ask things like
'based on your observation, please provide information
on whether the student benefited from the special arrangements'
i don need to ans that qn coz i don have
those arrangements during normal exams
but the problem is that
they ask until like we wan to have those arrangement?
hello we need it coz we got no choice
its not about the benefit thing
its a need thing
cannot hear our fault meh
i mean cannot hear properly
if can i rather don change seat
its freaking troublesome

and its some amazing
the health centre sent my report to the sch
and i oso donno for wat
LOL
wee wees
o level~
die

oh guides was super fun today
we were suppose to paint banners
for thinking day
and ya there wasnt enough brush
imagine almost all sec 4 guides came
yah
and there was like nothing for me to do
qiwei oso
so we went up to ac
the sec 2 and 3 practicing thinking day performace
woo
luck azlin not there
or else i wont be able to stay
but anyway
i stayed there throughout the whole guide meeting
(:
aircon some more
LOL
and our dear qiwei is gonna stand on stage during thinking day
plus gonna march for total defence day
and shes freaking out
and she wanna fall sick on those days
LOL
i think of it i wanna laugh
its so funny..
sherylteo said her year that time
after the thinking day thing
she went back to class
and the whole class started singing thinking day song
so funny
nice class of hers

woots mass run tml
im gonna die
run 2 rounds round the sch
i half dead liao
mass run is like 1.2 -.-

8:37 PM
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20070117


orange.. so typical of xiaorong

YUP
lolx en said that when she
saw my national symbol info booklet
ORANGE
(:
my pencil case is orange
almost everything i write in my notes
is orange
and emaths powerpack is orange
and i scream at anything thats orange
LOL
rocks don i

anyway today's such a long day
yet i don feel tired
i didnt even sleep in class (:

finally got the application
for o level disability
but i don wan sit in front during o level
but i oso don wan to cannot hear when sitting at the back
hope its only for listening
then the rest of the exams don need (:
heh got yeechern pei wo
lucky
almost the same conditions (:

and i forgot to say
cannot forgot..
coz my chi deproving like #$%^&*(
i got 69-2 which is 67/100 for compo
37.5/70 for paper 2
argh
jus pass
and i got 7/10 for zhong he tian kong
wth
is my compre that pulled me down..
totally deprove
howhowhowhow
o level is like so so so soon
i don wanna flunk it
my eng already dead
i don wan chi to die -.-
some more its normal chinese onli!!
and i jus don understand
my compo i don even add in cheng yu or yan yu
but i can get a B? or even A?
how come..
im like writing anything i can think of
but i still can score a bit..
argh
and wats wrong with my compre!!
^#(&*&$#*&

and adelicia really really can talk alot -.-
she talk non stop during lessons
do alot of siao siao stuff
go home together
she forever got something to say
oO

跑了这么远,我不想停下脚步
我不要再次和别人站在同一起跑点
没有必要
这是个人的成就
与他人无关


lets jus work hard
i need more assessments

5:34 PM
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20070116


ahhhhhhhhh
my hair
is
so super screwed today
my hair really see its mood one lor
today hook until donno like wat at donno whr
#$%^
and it die oso don wan stay still
i need a haircut

im like so dead
thanks lor
i handed in the endorsement letter
and later realise that
sec 4 dp is mdm lim
OMG
isnt she the one who spot check us
then wrote down my name
and i said i got the endorsement?!
crap la
then she will know that i don have endorsement
start of the yr only leh
i don wan demerit

yah and am i the life advertisement for crescent?
from i sec 1 to 3
totally no crescentians live near my area
not even one take the same bus as me
now..
got sec 1
totally take same bus yahh
so cool

cant stand my blouse..
keep coming out today

and im so depressed
first
i know that a sec 1 guy from my block
is same height as me
am i that short!?
then another guy same block oso
last time around same height one
he seem so so much taller now
im so freaking short
):

march to april
april i sure wan change phone when gor contract end
and..
something's gonna happen
if nothing goes wrong
and it stays like that from now to april
please (:

5:02 PM
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20070115


today's
a
normal day =/
but
wth spot check
kana shocked like hell
coz mdm lim checking
ahhhh
donno my skirt long enough anot
though i think its quite ok..
but i know teachers abit..siao yah..
don even allow peiting to fold her skirt when
it was like freaking long..
and everyone starting pulling up their socks
unfolding their skirts
tuck in the blouse
alot of actions here and there
lolx
but onli spot check our class
and s3 i think
moni case was super funny
her skirt was very very long
but yah cannot fold wat
so she unfolded
and fold in once..
yup
it was totally below knee
yah
and mdm lim came
pull up her blouse
see her folded skirt
see the length of the skirt(totally below knee)
look at moni face
didnt say anything jus go off
LOL
omg
laughing non stop can..
and yah -.-
got caught for hair
like again?
but omg i die
i said i got endorsment..
but i didnt say
is last last yr one
LOL
2005 =/
coz i onli got caught during sec 1
sec 2 that time i got the endorsment but didnt get caught
so i found it ma fan
and nvr renew it
so now..
mdm lim said she wan to see it next time
OMG
how how how
later she tml come find me durin assembly..
then i DIE
argh
yah the hair colour is nice
natural brown
yes nice
but keep getting caught
ma fan can..
and mdm lim is scary =/
gotta type the letter
AGAIN

and that moni got abit siao during lunch
lolx
shiqi was on her seat
and i on shiqi's
then moni stood right behind shiqi
and said.. like talk to herself..
stuff like
'i would like to have my seat back'
bla bla..
and wat
'do you like being tickled?'
then she start tickling shiqi
shiqi said i was on her seat
so moni repeat the whole thing standing behind me
omg the whole situation was so funny
which i don think anyone can imagine..
that i cant stop laughing
and we were guai today
we did amaths hw all the way till 3 oclock
to realise that
CCA STARTING SOON LA WTH
lolx
but i still reached earlier than some ppl =/

guides was totally boring
did heritage badge
and was falling asleep
stupid
band over there playing..
that was normal
coz they always practice there
but the freaking construction work was like right beside us
headache..
ended up
jus copy and paste the stuff
and show ms azlin
lucky she say ok..
coz i say i still editing the stuff
and she didnt bother reading

yah i was so tired
my brain isnt functioning properly
gave adelicia and shuyi a lift
and
adelicia say 'wat's ur mom buying'
i heard why is ur mom buying
dinner i mean
and she said 'can i go ur house coz i don have the keys'
i heard her ask me if i can go her house instead
stupid stupid me

i wanna sleep

8:03 PM
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20070114


歌手:卓文宣/曹格 专辑:习惯
梁山伯与茱丽叶

词 曲:曹格专
辑:习惯

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心
千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶
茱丽叶
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱
永远
不放开
i love you
我爱你你是我的罗密欧
罗密欧
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着未来

为什么你还是不言不语
不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

and am i blogging too much?
lolx
nothing to do
jus blog =/

10:05 PM
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if only things are like the way i thought they are..

my wings have now forgotten how to fly
because i always pretended to flap

i wan to wrap up the words and store them forever

2 of them are quotes from somewhr
that anime alot of nice nice quotes =/

if only things are like the way i thought they are..
that kinda of feeling is weird
its embarrassing..
i donno if things are like the way i thought they are..
i don dare to ask
i wan to know yet don wan to know
argh
if things can be understood without words..

new uniforms~
they stink =/
lolx
the skirt
i bought it like last yr june =p
didnt wash =/
i tot i cant wear
but now then realise
its too long
totally too long
everyone was like laughing like siao when i wore it =/
don even know how come buy so long
26/26
26 inch?
folded like 4 times then ok..
lolx
super funny
but i still prefer old uniforms
the faded colour
and the 'softness'
lolx
like tt then like sec 4 wat.. =/
new uniform make me look like sec 1
so..
i match the new blouse with old skirt
and the new skirt with old blouse
LOL

sometimes my words can be a little mean
not a little.. but very
but sometimes i felt like they deserved it
there are moments when i think i said the wrong things
but the next moment they themselves make me think otherwise
this world is in contrast of itself..

3:34 PM
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20070112


cca day
okay short term memory loss
i forgot everything
erm
it was raining the whole day
so we cant make the gadget
sad
no outdoor cooking too
i totally cant stand the sec 3s
or 2s
i donno
but the juniors
we make the souvenir so super nice
i mean the skeleton
but they write the words like crap
either too thick all stick together
or too light
then we have to redo them lor
then some of them are like dropping out?
gosh
the sample given to them was like so super super super nice
yet they can make until
like crap
even edlyn say that our souvenir was nice
but make them write until like that
who on earth can say its nice
sorry i realise that i was being quite mean
thought about it..
yah i appreciate the work..
the time the effort..
yes i do
but i totally love the np, rcy and badminton souvenir
np got this little char wearing np uniform sticked into the icecream stick
they colour until super nice!!
omg
i hope our juniors can look at their juniors
and see the effort put in
pls la
why they can do thing properly but u cant..
i wished the sec 4s have done all the souvenirs..
and
rcy ones are like stuff for first aid..
like the strecher..
donno how to spell
but that thing they use to carry ppl away if they are unconcious..
then some other stuff i nvr see
then badminton
omg so cute..
a mini racket
cheryl gave me for exchange of our souvenir
i chose a better looking one for her =/
oh
en was super funny
she was standing as the guard at the booth
then we walk past
turn around and saw her
then i burst into laughter and she started smiling
trying not to laugh
HOR
smile while guarding huh..
lolx
and they don wan give me their souvenir ):
they say its rare
but will keep one for me if theres extra
i'll be glad to have even the leftovers (:

yup
and we have like 4 lists of names
4x30 = 120 names -.-
siao one
jus don understand why guides can be so popular

i hope rcy got quite a number of names too..
moni has been quite sad about it
they always have like single digit names?
last yr was 9
and the rest of the members are like kicked in
no choice kind..
i felt quite sad
coz i can see their effort and stuff
i really felt that they are a super good unit
but somehow others jus don know a thing..
and they said they win competitions and stuff
but cant get recognition from the sch
wth..
i don know abt that
but i know that the sch thinks highly of guides
azlin say one..
coz the orientation campfire is always organized by us
and bla bla i oso donno wat
then guides don get the time to promote our cca to the sec 1s
while np they all get to..
donno true anot
but =/

anyway
2nd coy is like a few points away from getting gold for PNA
i really hope to get it
coz the past few yr they always get
and wth..
gohqiwei top the sch for chinese last yr
sherylsim said it today
and sherylteo top chi when she was sec 2
why all the cl like..so pro -.-
and my chi seem to deprove
die

8:08 PM
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20070111


seems to be rushing abit
but hope we are prepared enough tml
for once
i felt like im doing something useful for guides
erm im doing gadgets..
table and tripod..
i think they think i can do gadget
always put me in gadget stuff =/
erm nothing much to say
but im scared if i will screw up anything..
always
but
muahaha
i don need wear guide u tml~
more like we
those doing gadget
cool (:

had another chinese test
gosh..
right after mock when i haven even get over it
quite ok ba..
but got a word i forgot how to write
and i forgot wat word it is
and we get 15 more mins to finish it on mon
coz today no time
lolx
i like the word 'and'

tml's gonna be a long long day
supposed to do some hw
but since mostly hand in on mon
im not interested to do as usual
bringing alot books home tml
ahh
all the freaking-me-out homeworks

oh
have i said that
i haven gotten over the fact that
sec 4s are still at the second and third level
jus move down a few lvls
but not at bottom level
do they realise how much time we waste everytime
we go up and down
and do they realise that the sec 1s are
having a too-good a life in crescent?
being at the bottom level when they jus come crescent
hello we suffered for like 3 years at the top level
thinking that it will be just a while more before
we go to the bottom
but now
is jus to get moved down by a level at sec 4
coz of lockers? coz of wireless
every single classroom has all that now
and why are we still not moving
hope sec 1s all get overweight and
let the sch realise that they shld not be at bottom level
*beams
im evil =/
but i rants too much (:

hey i wanted to say something but i forgot
oh
the sch height and weight machine is like spoilt?
last last yr
the height got problem
everyone grew shorter
like wow
now the height back to normal
but weight got problem
i weight 2 kg heavier in sch than at home
wow?
2 kg
i after meal oso nvr get so heavy before
its called height and weight
not height or weight -.-
and lets all aim for borderline underweight
haa
im jus 2 kg away from it
which is easy to achieve
haa (:
edlyn is crazy..
she hit a 170 and she was like complaining
we wont mind if she can give us some of her height
she wans to be shorter while we wanna be taller

im of same height as moni(:
taller than en ka qiao
shorter than soap obviously =/

8:29 PM
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20070110


die die die die die die die die
DIE
omg
yesterday was mock
i felt that it was quite ok
but the compre abit sucky
lao shi marked the mcq
zhong he tian kong total 10 marks..
and she said
程度好的同学有的拿到两分
程度普通的同学有的七八分

still ok..
maybe some ppl think too much get wrong and
BUT THEN
she kept looking at me when she say
not bad one get 2 marks
omg
me get 2 marks?
i will die..
wth!!
ahhh
):
i know 100% compre cant pull me up can..
how how how how how

'then' is a boring word thankyou

the changes seen in everyone
seems too big for me to believe
will i be the same next time too?
i guess i might

5:12 PM
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20070109


u shld know me don u..
i jus hate it when u come looking at my work
i dislike the fact of u knowing about my work
i'll simply stop doing every single thing when u come
u shld know
i have no interest to know wat u are doing
and thus don expect u to have any interest to know mine either
没来没往
jus stop coming and look as if u even care about me..
and don talk as if u even cared once about me before..

11:05 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20070108


yay!!
we packed the guide den
more like pack the accumulated parts
lolx
everything thats on the floor
and..
i got a feeling that one day
everything in the shelf will jus drop out
LOL
i practically stuff everything in
bet the next batch of qm will have a hard time
(:

and ms ong is our cme teacher
Oo
taught us for pe last yr
but weird
she here for not long onli
she became dm
anyway
she's daniel ong that dj from perfect 10 if im not wrong
de sis
lolx
he even sponsored for this stall during 50th celebration
cool huh
anyway
first lesson
she come checking our attire
wth..
and she was checking the shoe colour
then i said
i got pink on my shoe
jus a casual remark
coz i like my shoe de colour combi
and she really turn to me and ask whr
was like wth..
lucky mine is ok..
jus the nike logo pink
lined with purple
lolx
then yy was like
'u wan me die issit'
lolx
i didnt realise
her shoes even more pink than mine
somemore the linings near the sole all pink
lolx..

fun

"i like walking in the rain, because when i cry, no one can see my tears."
把眼泪流成一阵雨 能不能够流到你心里
oh i can post chinese words!! next time type in chinese
LOL
no
i myself will die

8:52 PM
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20070107


they are sec 2s
they are sec 3s
we are sec 4s
omg
i still cant get used to it
im like so used to having someone above me
someone telling me wat to do
someone organizing everything
all we do is help
nothing to worry about
nothing to even think about
now its like
we are in charge of things
anything goes wrong
fingers are pointed at us
i jus hate that
not that i rather seniors get scolded
jus that..
i don like the feeling
it seems so
unsecure..
AND WE SEEM SO SHORT TO BE SEC 4S
-.-
and abit old
LOL
4 more months and im 16 (:

and
wth
i forgot to return library books
due on 030107
now 070107
-.-
expensive

im gonna be so super proud about my geog homework

5:57 PM
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20070105


campfire rehersal
yesterday
kana scolded like hell
almost everyone cried like crap
i couldnt even stop after reaching home
quite embarrassed coz sherilyn's dad drove me home
=/
ok to hell with that
but

first time we in charge of campfire
first time doing everything
a little lost but
quite sure of wat each need to do
we were like super scared
if we screwed up anything
but everything went well
(:
jus that
it rained the moment campfire was announced close
but better than in the middle
jus that we had to be drenched abit
other than that..
sec 3 replaced our dance
wth im still not used to being called a sec 4
anyway
ya
all effort gone to waste
all time used for a totally nothing
but
we will jiayou for annual campfire
we will make crescent proud

however
there is jus one thing i wanna say
we were told that we didnt do enough badges
but
adelicia handed in all the stuff to her
and who was the one who dragged and dragged
till we don even know if we are doing the badges
was it totally our fault?

and we had dedication ceremony during assessmbly
simply..
pin sch badge on the sec 1s
listen to the teachers pledge
say crescent pledge
abit lame and i donno wats the point of doing so
and
4s3.. had a petition
they
wanted ms malini to be their
form teacher
wth
and the sch allowed it
wah i wan her to be our form
shes so nice can
evil s3
and i heard that the sch wont let sec 4 have new teachers
but we got all the new teachers la
cant stand them totally
they have no idea of wat we need at all
i feel like we are being treated like sec 1
omg..
i don even wan to listen to them
the amaths teacher can spend like
1 whole hour
talking crap
about his eye.. about this about that
which i have totally no interest in..
i wan ms chua..

thats the problem..
had good teachers before..
now i think that
other teachers seem to be like
crap =p
so sorry..
but im still not used to it

11:04 PM
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20070102


wees~
my luck next yr not bad
4th out of all ^^
wei wei an lao shi say de stuff quite zhun
she say
aries
money not bad
but don spend too much
health very good
like burn midnight oil oso not tired
GOOD
like that i can study like siao (:
yep
and sagittarius luck the best ya..
best out of all..
like.. all -.-
but i don understand wat wei wei an lao shi was talking
lolx
then leo..
gemini?
and ARIES (:

1:01 AM
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20070101


decided to list them out

revise all subject by june
finish all assessments by july
read more books
quit gaming
l1r5 reach 10 for mids
7 or 8 points for o level
train 2.4 [i wan a 10 mins]
all the rest of our days as a crescent guide to be smooth
all campfires to be a success
juniors no more attitude problem
and stop rolling their eyes right in front of us
not touch tablet
o level faster end [i wan go work part time buy stuff with my own money]
not mess up my table
adidas shoes for walking [issit called sneakers? donno how to spell]
new nike shoes for running
new phone
either contact lens or new frameless spaces
noone to touch my stuff
grow taller
pluck up courage [wan to yet don dare to]

i still remember
last time when i think of it
feel like crying
now i think of it
super happy
jus cant stop smiling
=D
hope from now on
i'll get happier and happier
go up up up
but not get pulled down
<3

5:27 PM
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happy new year(:
first day of a new year
first hour of a new year
true frens.. thankyou ((:

wat are we gonna do today..
slack =/
2007
jus that makes me scared
coz
it totally bring a whole lots of
creepy stuff
sec 1 campfire
crescent annual campfire
stepping down
WHOLE LOT OF WORK
big big big O level
doesnt seem to be much
but
seems alot -.-
but lucky
i not in PGA
president guide award
seriously takes alot of time
though i can say the reward u get from it is great
all the things we get to learn
all the knowledge we will gain
and to realize how good u are when
competing against other sch guides
ohoh
and
i think like 6 cca points?
or is it 8
if u get the award..
well
cant remember
but alot =/

anyway
cut my hair yesterday
nothing suprised me
but
the huge mirror
lolx
they use mirror to cover the whole
back area of the shop
so all the chairs and ppl will reflect and
i actually tot it was how big the shop was -.-
was like telling my mom
'eh alot ppl'
stupid me


done by myself
ladder wai diao liao
but the middle of the two tripods..
all the knots there are perfect ^^
i jus love gadgets
though many say i siao

and
OMG
my tan line all come back liao!!
near ankle there
exactly whr my socks is
ahhhh><
but good thing tights there de fading

once again happy new year

2:14 AM
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