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wat a fun day in sch
was watching hanakimi during emaths
LOL
yanyue couldnt stop smiling when she watch
i couldnt stop laughing at yanyue's action
LOL
ersy is so super smart
ok i donno if she listened during the lesson
but i didnt
and yah she knew how to do the qns
and i didnt =/

debate was horrible
but i forgive joanne for choosing the wrong person
because throughout the whole debate
i have obsolutely nothing to say
joanne and yanyue so pro lor
end up our point was the strongest
i mean the judges thought so =/
im never good at debate
sec 2 that time oso try before
i jus cannot make it

and wats going on..
i seem to be like a clown today please
i donno wat happen
but an unintentional act made ppl laugh as well
wat on earth am i doing

MCR ALBUM
gor bought it (:
but he never say if i need to pay him
so i assume i didnt have to
LOL
oh he went to mcr web
and saw the shirt
he wanted to buy the hoodie

back is super nice

all black and 'my chemical romace' at a corner

yah the same design they use everywhere

and i wanna buy the bag :D

beams
this is jus great (:
i like the shirt as well
but obviously they arent for girls =/

omg im so pissed
ok this are stuff after sch
when im with them
i never get things done
NEVER
watever i wanted to do at first
it will jus end up like nothing
even if i say a million billion zillion times
its jus never happen
i so perfer going out myself
at least i get things done
watever they are doing
im never in the picture

i jus don see the point
so can i ask
why shld i actually bother
why did i even bothered trying in the first place
it just might be the stupidest thing
next time, i keep my mouth shut

9:43 PM
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7:25 PM
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7:53 PM
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was roaming round the whole house after my sis frens gone
and yays


i found this
eating this for dinner!!
(:


and something super interesting
all containers for the steam boat food is orange
has an orange lid i mean
so gonna love the steam boat this yr


my heritage badge
cant even see the thread right!!
pro me (:

k la go study liao

cont.
hes such a hypocrite..
deprive ur own child of chair
so that ur other child's fren have a chair to sit
acting like such a loving caring father
when actual fact is that
u are far from it
at least my mom is a good host
not a hypocrite..
why do people act like that
human nature..
its so horrible

yah that make me go on to think that
i got split personality as well :D
lovely
because life's like that
THE ADVANTURE OF PING AND PONG!
lolx
they are super funny
out of point anyway

learning to type in proper language even in blogging
don get too used to it..

5:15 PM
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more songs at the side!!

so sorry i cant upload videos from youtube
but
go watch welcome to the black parade mv
its nice :D
super funny..
rocks (:
and famous last words oso
woo
i like gerard voice (:
but not when he make it weird

PHYSICS IMPACT BOOK IS A KILLER
last time i tot its still quite ok..
do-able
now is can die
i got so demoralised that
every single qn i do, i say omg im not sure of the ans
sometimes i get it right
but most of the time i don
i do static electricity chapter
first page finish give up liao
wth!!
i wanna score of physics de!!
will impact book actually help
i sort of think it will
cos qn super hard
and 2 qn came out for finals last yr
and i ans same as impact book ans
though i don even understand
and got it right?
lol this is crap

gonna mug whole day tml
anyone who see me online on sunday 250207
please help kick me out
o-ne-ga-i (:

12:13 AM
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happy thinking day (:
celebration at indoor stadium

i woke up super late
meet at 1040 i woke at 10
by the time im out of the house
its 1030
but i reached at 11
pro or pro
thanks to mrt train (:
it never fails me

90th thinking day
saw yingshan and yanting!!
super funny
the car they came from
that person from the front seat
suddenly jus call us and say happy thinking day
all of us were like huh-ing
then saw yingshan and yanting come out
lolx
sky guides sky guides

lots of nice pic
but sad i no cam phone lor
the world flag is super huge
need like wat 10 ppl
and the performace this yr no bad yah
compared to last time
but there is one performace.. i don get the point of it
funny =/

crescent sec 2 and 3 performed!! not bad
sky guides as well!!
they included sec 4s in lor
why crescent don have
i rather not actually (:
our sec 1s are quite horrible
they actually said its boring
wth..
ask them cheer when sheryl was getting the award
no one cheered at all
only the sec 4s
and the number of sec 4s who came are pathetic
qiwei's hair become funny after wearing the hat for so long
so flat

this is so funny
sheryl borrowed my shoe.. coz hers wasnt canvas
then after the whole thing
i went off
reach the gate then realise im wearing her shoe
ran all the way back
and were wearing the shoes in the middle of no where
lolx
fun

my hair is so guai today!! <3

5:33 PM
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lit was ok.. i didnt study much, too much to study anyway
so i jus read through the theme coz all classes taught by ms azlin
says study theme
but it end up that the qn
is a quote of mrs stockmann
she said 'without truth, what good is the truth?'
refer to the incidents in the text and show how the statement is proven
it is way too off theme
lol
but i jus ans anything i can think of
:D
and donno who say ms goh say
that qn
need ans in
'power of authority, power of majority, power of media'
which is actually how i answer!!
but i added in lack of power of mr stockmann
and the tyranny of majority
im so proud of myself
but.. i got the points right, but my analyse will be like.. cmi
lolx cant wait to get results though it jus ended

geog was total crap
i couldnt memorise a single thing
so practically use my common sense
which i lack off

argh no more humans
next is science and maths
can kill
i didnt a amaths paper, the emaths paper
and 1 extra amaths qn
lolx
in wat 6 hrs
LOL
abit pro la =/
if a paper is to take an hour
how many papers shld i have done..

GO READ ANGELS AND DEMON
the things don really make sense
but entertaining
the illuminati and stuff
religon vs science
woots.
i jus love the illuminati ultimate diamond
im so amazed by their brands
words that look exactly the same even if u rotate the paper
cool!!
"Without darkness, there is no light. Without evil, there is no good."
if anyone every remember, i actually said something like
'without present, there is no past' very long time ago
:D isnt that amazing
its almost the same as the ones in the book
though mine didnt make sense
and i don even know why i said it

ok 2 more months
i can post any pictures i wan
no jus stupid pic i can take at home
so retarded..
i shall survive it (:

8:15 PM
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im going to rant..
shoo if anyone cant stand it

seriously.. i cant stand it anymore
an elder sister in my life, is totally redundant
REDUNDANT
not needed
extra
without a reason at all
my blood is near boiling
wth
holding a KEY will cost her life
make a PHONE CALL will cost her life
put my jus WASHED CLEAN SHOES on her table will kill her as well
when she don even use it at all

jus what the heck is wrong with her
hello?
the key, u took it, u open the door, u KEEP it
if i took my own key, i will happily keep it obviously
and wats wrong with U holding the key

and when i say ask mom to fetch us
u jus say go call her
cant u SEE that im studying
and u wat
watching tv with the phone right beside u
moving u big butt will kill u?
will u feel like u jus ran 2.4km if u jus make a freaking call?
i could have jus walked home myself
to hell with ur rubbish

and i washed my shoe that day
it wasnt dry enough
so i put on ur table where the fan will blow as it rotates
i didnt put the shoe directly on the table
in fact its on TWO tissue box
not a SINGLE part of my shoe is even TOUCHING ur table
u jus happily threw out the window
HOW ON EARTH WILL IT EVER DRY CAN I ASK

ITS NOT UR STUFF
U DON CARE
FINE
UR STUFF ARE NOT MINE EITHER
WHY SHLD I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT
U ARE JUS REDUNDANT IN MY LIFE

doing every single thing to piss me off
not helpful in any single way
not even an example for me to follow

fine u prove urself during sec 2 and got into tri sci
so wat?
u went poly in the end by failing english
is that called proving urself?
no freaking way
gor took double sci, he got into wat njc
yi ge tian, yi ge di
in wat freaking way did u ever prove urself
we shall see
i will jus look at my o level result and compare with urs
i can say, through my 16 years, im even better than u in many ways
ok i didnt get into tri sci, so wat, gor didnt either
his sch didnt allow tri sci at all in the first place
and ur tri sci? ur sch standard u mean?
make me laugh
u are 4 yrs ahead of me
u cant even help in my sch work?
shldnt it be like me teaching pri sch work?
in wat freaking way have u proven urself?!

if you ever see this post of mine
please kindly LOOK and REFLECT on YOUR OWN behaviour
before you even look at mine
it is fully explained there
and do not even TOUCH my thing ever again

i rather not have a relationship with someone like that if it continues
say that i don treasure relationship
say that im looking on surfaces
but wat is there to treasure when she don even care
how more deeper can i dig when every thing is already shown

8:28 PM
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YAYNESS
no pe tml coz of thinking day
full u full u
new badge!!
sewn by myself :D

ok.. tell me that its not happening
its going way way wrong
its not supposed to be like that


did i mention that i finished half of angels and demons in a day
a day
which actually conclude that i can finish the whole book in less than 2 days
coz i stop alot while reading


ang baos!! these are the cutest among all
sad right


finally got back my super old files
jus wan to put up the nicest one

i donno where this come from
but isnt it sweet?



tsubasa <3


can u imagine jus how many ppl will fall in love with them
if they actually become manga
this is so cool (:

oh its good to have blocked nose sometimes
becoz u wont be able to taste the chlorine in water cooler water
and u wont even get to taste the char shao in ur lovely rice
=/ good or bad

5:40 PM
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cheers people
for once when blogging, i have absolutely nothing to talk about
n-o-t-h-i-n-g
...
...

ok heres something
random facts
hairband rocks because it keeps irritating hair off ur face
welcome to the black parade is addictive
my chemical romance rocks

talking about random facts, i went to search for them:
Cat's urine glows under a blacklight
the dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle
Charlie Brow's father was a barber.
the volume of the Earth's moon is the same as the volume of the Pacific Ocean
ingrown toenails are hereditary
A pregnant goldfish is called a twit
111,111,111x111,111,111=12,345,678,987,654,321
a goldfish has a memory span of three seconds

ok i abit too free huh.. -.-
haven even finish hw and common test is on fri
great job!!

11:36 AM
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why are there ppl who obviously have the potential, yet look down on themself, not believing in themself jus a little more. they can do it, its jus their confidence..
and here, there are ppl like me, i donno if i have the potential, i wanna trust myself, but i don even know if theres anything for me to even trust. sometimes i jus feel like going all the way, but sometimes jus feel like giving up, on every single thing. it will land me no where, i know it myself as well. but will someone jus tell if i can really make it or not, will wat i wan come true if i try my best? if someone can give me an answer, i will really do it. even doing things i might not like it myself. very good example: quit even going online. i know maybe some ppl will say that i will nvr quit, but i wan to try. BUT WHO ON EARTH CAN TELL ME IF IT IS POSSIBLE FOR ME TO EVEN SCORE A 8 POINT FOR L1R5, WHEN I MYSELF DON KNOW AT ALL? with bonus points minus off.. im scared.
the things xinyi yanyue farhani said at mac that time.. kinda scared me
getting emo again

winners never quit, quitters never win
quoted from shermain blog
argh.. im stuck between both
someone.. pull me up please

9:48 PM
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ERSY SIS IS FREAKING LUCKY OMG
she got a photo with Fahrenheit
=/
not like im totally into fahrenheit
i jus think that aaron is cute
and their songs not bad

LOL
anyone watched wan quan yu le dou jin zhu?
SUPER FUNNY
LAUGH NON STOP
lol!!!
k i continue watching
funny..


ok this is random
my niece p4 liao..
omg like im so old =/
and i same age as bing bing
and hes so tall =/
fine im short
qiu ling hair is nice!!!
:D


kays heres the pic

rose from moni!!


dragon fruit flower
its huge


pretty


shes very very cute!!
at this moment she was sitting on the shoe cabinet
throwing the 'bomb'
[aiming for pple shoe]
shes so cute
but she was throwing temper almost the whole day =/
she look ULTRA cute when wearing a hairband my cousin gave her
something like a xmas tree on top


okay
look at this and tell no one :D
gor is a gaint
giving that stupid face
lolx
is our little nephew take one
he so tiny
took my mom phone and start snapping pictures
pro right
i think hes only 4..
and he knew how to use the phone Oo
stood right in front of gor and took the pic
lolx so cute

1:30 PM
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happy chinese new year
back to malaysia
only got one sentence
why am i so freaking anti social

went to the factory there the dragon fruit 'farm'
hell lot of plants
lots of ants as well
the flowers are freaking huge
put up next time
and and and and the stars are so so so so bright
saw sagittarius
coz its the easiest to spot anyway
lolx
i wanna see those stars again..
and the whole sky full of stars lor
no clouds at all
say wow

no even 50 bucks for ang pao money
somemore is rm
hope can get more (:

I OFFICIALLY APOLOGIZE TO XAVIER
i said the wrong thing.. sorry

12:22 AM
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yays new skin
yays this skin don have blogger nav bar
yays i donno how to remove that pop up
cant find it
yays i love black parade
yays 2 more roses from ka
yays that >> date thing look death note-ish
lolx

seriously yay
yeechern said that our class had to third spot check of the year yesterday!!
and its fun to be doing chem prac with full u..
if full u get any solution.. good luck
plus jus nice the solution we need warm..
will squrt out itself..
my book kana abit ):

and i woke at 0650 today
good job!!
normally i wake at 0615 which is already very late
now im super late
i take wat half an hour to be ready at the doorstep normally
and today i took 7 mins
abit siao i know
wonder how i did it
LOL
anyway good job becoz
i reach school on the dot 0720 :p
then i realize theres silent reading
^&(*^*&^
but mdm ong saw alot of ppl without books
so she let us off :D
thankyou
shes nice
though shes strict =/

and yup
halfday today
the school claim that its for our good o level results
which i think is true coz when i went home at wat 2
other sch pupil start coming out
went to queensway shopping centre
finally got fbt
and i found nice shoes!!
adidas orange strip with white base
:D
donno allowed or not
but im still glad i found it
though it cost 119 =/
and adidas sneakers too

wth i wan bigger shirts!!
wear so small for wat
can i jus wear class t for cny -.-
or obs even nicer

im so rich now..
coz im putting the money in ang paos =/

3:23 PM
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My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade

When I was a young boy
My Father took me into the city,
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when, you grow up,
Would you be the savior of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

He said, "Will you defeat them,
Your demons and all the non-believers,
The plans that they have made?

"Because one day, I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son, when you grow up,
Would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me,
And other times I feel like I should go.
When, through it all, the rise and fall,
The bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know,

We'll carry on, we'll carry on.
Though you're dead and gone, believe me,
Your memory will carry on, will carry on,

We'll carry on, we'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it,
The anthem won't explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back,
Let's shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end?
We hear the call to, to carry on;

We'll carry on.
And though you're dead and gone, believe me,
Your memory will carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on.

And on we carry, through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers,
Ooh oh ohhhh,
Take a look at me, cause I could not care at all;

Do or die, you'll never make me.
Cause the world will never take my heart.
You can try; you'll never break me.
want it all, I'm gonna play this part;
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only...
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero!
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song;
Just a man, I'm not a hero!
I don't care!

We'll carry on, We'll carry on.
And though you're dead and gone, believe me,
Your memory will carry on, will carry on.
And though you're broken and defeated,
Your weary widow marches on,

Do or die, you'll never make me.
Cause the world will never take my heart.
You can try; you'll never break me.
want it all, I'm gonna play this part;

we'll carry on.

Do or die, you'll never make me.
Cause the world will never take my heart.
You can try; you'll never break me.
want it all, I'm gonna play this part;

we'll carry on.

11:13 PM
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HAPPY UG DAY TO ALL UGs :D
sad la
they say wanna take photo [i mean 2c2'05 ug (:]
last time we all wearing full u together
but in the end no time
I LOVE ALL UG MEMBERS :D [all uniformed groups]

but seriously im sad to say that
im sick of this
seriously
SICK
juniors are like
i don wanna say
wth in senang diri position
move here move there
turn around talk
WTH U ARE A TOTAL DISGRACE PLEASE
yes im pin pointing at SOMEONE
when everyone is standing still
jus one little movement is so freaking obvious
yet she jus move here move there
like we all blind la?
we cant see a thing?
ok i lax abit liao
but after our chem lab
we going up class
freak
she change her shoes and jus walk around like tt
full u with sports shoes
do u even have a little respect for guides?
ok fine maybe ure going to the toilet to change
but how about change ur uniform before the shoe
wat will others think when u are seen walking around
with full u but sports shoe
but i seriously cant stand her attitude
not happy jus quit please
noone wans someone like that to stay
u are jus redundant if this goes on

sad mrs lee didnt let us off before her speech =/
she almost made us stand until the sch finish the silent reading -.-
ok..ok..
GOOD LA
STUPID
sec 3 got the total defence bronze badge
WHICH IS PINNED ON THE UNIFORM
WHY OURS VELCRO
I WAN THE PIN ONE!!!!
CANT WE CHANGE?!
&*^(*&^(
don like =/
and sec 2s got even more badges than us
BECAUSE
we did so many things
but now dear ms azlin need to check everything again
say yay man..

but anyway
happy valentines day
happy ug day
happy chinese new year
happy common test days
happy days (:

8:51 PM
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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!
lovely!
sad its common test
so guides didnt sell balloons ):
got lots of chocolates?
lots of flowers?
no?
too bad then coz we got alot (:
lolx
reach sch that time see all tables got chocolates and stuff
lolx
but sad i reach late then had to rush out.. didnt even know who gave wat
edlyn gave ferrero rocher,yeechern gave this donno wat sweet =p
elleen gave this yupi sweet,ka gave a few different mixture
moni gave red rose,cheryl gave some chocolates
a get fat day in another words?
but who will get fat with jus these? lolx
happy!!
thamjieen got ego all over again
me and ka went to disturb her while she was doing chem
[siao so hard working]
then she started her ego thing
like wat 'i know u an lian me.. i know'
go and die
and moni decided not to give her the red rose instead
she got the purple one

and for the first time i gave alot of ppl alot of presents
ug got rose and that softtoy like thing
and i jus realise yy got rose softtoy and chocolate
then gave chocolate to almost every i can think of
qiwei got softtoy
(:

anti EGOTJE FC
it means anti ego tham jie en fanclub

5:13 PM
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cross country!!! i see them run i oso feel like running..
though we didnt run, after the whole thing
so super tired =/
bronte won champ for banner but not overall BECOZ
donno which stupid lvl not enough ppl for competitive running
stupid la get disqualified like tt
no points at all how to win =/
fry won overall.. not bad (:

:D im proud of myself
qiwei was super moody in sch coz the number of ppl who came is like so little
but i gave the carrot in the bus
got bear dog and carrot to choose.. but i gave carrot
coz i know she will torture the animals
and she was like 'eh how u know!?'
lolx hey im not such a bad fren ok..
though i know im not that observant actually
i think this brought up her mood quite alot :D
she didnt really scold anyone or get angry with little things
partly becoz there isnt really anything to be angry abt
but even when the sec 2 and 3 didnt take initiative to help us
she didnt really get angry
she jus ask them to help
thus im so proud of myself!! :D
and edlyn hugged and kissed me when i gave her the doggy
aww so sweet :D
but she was full of yellow and white paint
so i kissed her hand, the only clean part instead!!
lolx and cynthia was extra
coz i didnt give her.. so she went
'nvm i shall hug u instead'
and she didnt wan to let go =/

and our very pro bus came an hour late
totally sit there and rot plus a sec 3 fainted
semi conscious but cant even stand properly
ka say this is the third time she faint during guides
first time was during thinking day rehersal
and she said she didnt eat lunch
but this time she ate =/
hais

tml common test
gonna die
english don have summary
100% FAIL
chinese full paper 1.. -.-
ss seq OMG
siao la
but im going queensway shopping centre for my shoe and fbt
if i can get any
that brought up the spirit a little :D

say yay

3:55 PM
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happy!!


hope everyone have fun running tml becoz we student helpers do not need to run (:
and its half guide u.. yayness ((:
plus i finally bought the presents
im so glad that they don have price tag on them
coz i will have so much fun taking it off theres like 10 of them =/
they are cute.. especially the strawberry and carrot
so fat (:


i was bring such a guai kid today
that i swept the floor though its not my duty (:
and i swept till my index finger skin came off
didnt even realise till it hurts
coz the broom too short and i have to hold the edge of the broom
for once i say im tall (:
moni the first aider help me put one a plaster!
lolx



and we got a peacock feather
by mrs lee
so thats whr all the sec 4s last time get the peacock feather
she give all sec 4 classes
yupp and obviously abt results
when on earth has the sch cared even a little abt us
its all about their reputation
and their reputation
i had to cut my feather coz someone broke it
but its better coz i wont look like some siao person
walking down the streets holding up super long feather
like tangyanyue (:


and they say the whole thing is from the peacock
which includes that 'stem' like thingy
i was shocked
are they serious?
coz its so disgusting
i know its not plucked off them
but it feels weird
so disgusting!!
and the feather smell of bird =/

yayness

8:45 PM
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very long post =p

my handwritting is horrible..
'n','v','r' are not visible when im doing maths
my n become r
and v and r look exactly the same =/



meet my new fren strawberry flavor lip balm with spf 15 and
mentholatum wth is this?
anyway
its coz i lost my old fren the blue colour apple flavor one :D
and starwberry was cheaper

jus don understand why ppl like to choose white on black
i mean the fonts
its jus too striking
mines white on grey still not so bad i guess
but white on black give lines in ur eyes after reading



Fahrenheit
aaron is jus cute
and jiro is abit like act cool kind..
cant blame him, he was once a model
shld be quite proud of that himself huh?


<33!! the main point of the magazine :D


K One
darren is a online gamer too :D
and that kido.. extra person
everyone's hair was like brown near black
he go dye his orangey gold
ugly can!!
dye back dye back!! ):

jingwen the crazy girl started asking ppl abt their bro
she asked me if my bro and hot
hes tall [considering the fact that im short]
hes skinny like bamboo
hes naturally smart
but hot? no way
then she asked eunice abt her bro oso
but she was at the other end of the table so i didnt bother listen
crazy girl =/


with more rubbish in my notebook
by adelicia chua
and lots of pencil markings done by yanyue

i seriously cant wait for my 5300
camera and music are my life can
[when i actually said i don bother abt camera last time]
2 months more or else i will use my own money
i can say i save money one ok.. :D

and i totally forgot abt this
GRATS TO OUR GREAT GREAT SOAPY IN CHINESE
A1 A1 ALL THE WAY
soap must get 10 a1s for Os :D
u can do it



i jus love common test
isnt the orange great? :D

im abit sian with every single thing
im sick of festivals
becoz they are 千篇一律
f-o-r-e-v-e-r the same
and paritally coz i hate the crowd
my mom pull me to this shop
i see so many ppl
wah i don wan buy can..
i don see the point of squeezing with other ppl
right im simply ultra anti social
to strangers
but a siao person with ppl i know
huge contrast

let us have fun
taking common test on valentines day
and studying for common test
during cross country
during new year celebration
120207 - chinese and emaths test
130207 - cross country [how great that we don need to run]
140207 - common test
150207 - in-school cny celebration?
no bad
and im seriously not going back to jps
rubbish system
write ur name down the paper
LIKE FOR WAT
u only can stay around these areas to find ur teachers
WAH WE COME BACK PRI SCH SO THAT WE CAN GO AROUND THE SCH AGAIN CAN
so as to not disturb our students
WAH AS IF THEY WILL BE HAVING PROPER LESSONS PLEASE!
cant take it

should i or should i not do it
i fantasize on some things that will never belong to me
thats the point of fantasizing in the first place actually
but i got so used to it that i wan to continue fantasizing about this
yeti don wish to continue fantasizing
i wish to break through
wat will actually happen
a dream come through, a dream falling
or continue fantasizing
SO SORRY THIS DON MAKE SENSE AT ALL(:

10:37 PM
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20070210

arh cant stand myself
after so long still not used to it?
i go mlg
i click on 'sec 3'
someone save me..
i wan seniors back!!

i wanna go out
[i need go imm return umbrella and buy val day present
i wan go jurong east entertainment centre for that bleach figuring]
and i wanna go anywhr
but not stay at home
especially during weekends
i rather spend my day rotting in library
standing in the sun asking for donations
or even better, go school

:D very attached to the school somehow
not i like it in anyway
the way things work there
but i kinda love the buildings
sec 1: i wanna go home.. why everyday stay until so late
sec 4: can we stay in school.. don wan go home so early
LOL something said by mrs wong
but i paraphrase la
forgot exactly wat she said

this post is totally jumbled up (:
with something hidden somewhr i donno whr

9:03 PM
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20070209

o levels result

woo deborah ma'am got 7 a1
grats
three cheers for ah gong (:
i had emaths and chem today
didnt get to see even one of the ma'am
wonder how they did..
but..
farhani and ashwaria got b3
for their mt
hais
and that tang yanyue choose to not come today
anyway
our class all hcl ppl got a1
for normal chi la..
good job
cept yanyue and jiaying who didnt come

did u regret not taking higher chi?
sad to say its a yes and no
yes for the fact that my eng is like ****
no for the stress we will get =/
i seriously cant imagine this day
next yr
when we take our result
i was so super scared today
though its not even me whos taking the results -.-

and its totally unfair that
our o level is pushed forward
but we still have first 3 months
plus we are the first tablet batch
plus last yr sec 4 did freaking well for this o level
plus the top scorer through sg is from our sch [heard from ppl]
like WTH
siao ah
can anyone imagine how much stress we will get?
they did so well
we will be expected to do the same
or even better
add in the tablet
the sch will never allow us to do badly
or it will prove that the tablet is a failure..

why us..
jus why us?

8:08 PM
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20070208

super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super super
bad day

like wow please
early in the morning yeechern and i got caught for long nails
and had to cut our nails on the spot
worst of all, its for ABSOLUTLY NOTHING
becoz the councillors spot check the wrong class
we found out later that classes get spot check ONCE A YEAR
this is the sec time
im-totally-against-councillor
but i only blame them for spot checking the wrong class
the clipping nails on the spot is by mdm lim =/

then pe
we had to run like wat 3 rounds of cannal
after so long of not running
wan us run 3 rounds
i ended up finishing in like wat 23 mins
and its donno how much more than 2.4km only
i can jus die for 2.4 liao
that yeechern only ran 2 rounds!!
iylia couldnt run after one run
considering the fact that shes always the one leading
runs in our class..
this is bad
and yeechern couldnt run coz of i donno wat

then amaths is like %^%(*&^)(
err i managed to finish all qns
*for the first time wow
but ans abit funny!!
gonna die!!

and footdrills
we are doing right in front of all levels
and i don think we did a good job
ms lin sort of reprimand us abit
and the sec 4s look totally slack
im already not happy about that
and then everyone jus kept asking me for the guide den key
i have told them like a thousand and one times
that i no longer hold the guide den key!!
and im sorry to say that
i think the campfire banner is a failure

but i know they put in the effort
i wasnt there last time when they did the banner
now i see it.. its like.. -.-
totally not interested in the campfire anymore

one incident to spoil my whole day mood..
thanks alot yah

7:44 PM
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20070207

wats the problem..
i got a big fat problem with sch work
wth wth wth
ok..
my 'study' and 'revise' for test
is simply reading the textbooks
and for languages.. is totally do nothing

so.. i jus don understand
why my chinese can score
i jus don see why my compo and considered good
when i think that isnt mine almost the same as other ppl?
yet i get higher
why?!
and jus got back physic test
14/20
not a bad result
coz i tot i will totally fail it
but i don even know why i pass
i tot my ans don really ans the qn
yet its correct
and yup
other subjects are like
roller coaster
but it doesnt go very high either

therefore
i got problem finding out why i cant score in some subs
and problem finding out why i scored in some subs
how pro can i get

tml amaths test
wat will happen..

and OH
LOL
ss test rocks like woo
i got 2/13
:D
ms malini say everyone range from 2-5
cept nat coz she got like wat 10
crazy girl.. lolx
thus i scored lowest in class
i never expect to pass a single combine humans test
but actually i pass the first lit test
amazing
ss rocks~
coz i don intend to use it in l1r5 :D

we love mugs

8:20 PM
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20070206

o.m.g
can jus scream the hell off
i jus love the mediator
a mistake made by suze brought the real life jesse
from 150 yrs ago back to present
a little thing her dad did, jus to tell jesse to go to the hospital
brought jesse back to life
jus by touching his body
the best part is that jesse believe suze at the barn
he didnt even know her
didnt even know a thing about the future
but he believed her
this is jus sweet
jesse and suze were both mediators in the end
her dad rocks too
stayed for like ten yrs jus so that jesse and suze will be together
actually more like for suze
its jus a wonder about wat ghost can do
like hear mediators calling for them
when all suze did was think about them
ahh sweet

8:38 PM
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20070205

yay finally new guide t
donno how it look like anyway (:

and we played a super fun game
during cme lesson
LOL
its to blow up a balloon..
then
use this long satay stick
to poke through
through the whole balloon
from whr u tie it , to the other end
ya.. ya..
lolx i don even dare to touch the balloon
so yanyue practically did the whole thing herself
but i blew the balloon (:
haa!!
we drew on the balloon
but sad our balloon hole abit too big
awhile later no more air
and ms ong actually allowed us to use our phone to take photos~
haha
quite rare huh
and the words on the balloons are super cute
when its flat
shall get the pic from them next time
fun!!
P.S try this at home
LOL
its safe ok.. as long as u don burst it :D

finally realise
no more go-home-early-day
the most early our lesson end is like 2+
and after that 100% got extra lessons, mastery or remedial
lala..
but not bad la
i prefer staying in the sch
excluding the 'cannot eat in class or whole class demerit' thingy
rules are getting worst

imagine this
primary sch fren
saw his blog through some i oso donno from whr
realise we both love bleach
love hitsugaya
love maple
:D
how interesting

wonder if i shld learn how to play dota
its fun yet confusing =/

NYAA!! here we are :D

8:05 PM
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20070204

ok jus something funny
miss ong was talking about how
she and her bro were named
and she was named after some singers
and danielong yah that perfect 10 dj
was named after a shoe called danny
=/ how fun to be named after a shoe

and yah
practically wasted a day

i saw her blog
yah its a bad thing
becoz
i realise how similar are we
which i totally do-not-like-it-at-all
i jus don like to be the same as others
not that i like to be special or wan attention
please.. not like i care abt those at all?
i jus don like to be the same as others
i wonder why too..
thats jus me

10:18 PM
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20070203

kawaii..

wah wasted 3 bucks on a stupid renji
wth can
got 6 of the figurings
ichigo rukia renji hitsugaya [iforgotwho] and that new girl
whos coming out in movie
they are ALL so super cute except 1
but so zhun me and yeechern get the stupid renji
ugly like @#$%^&*()
and i don like neos

played at ivory heights
opposite yeechern and my nusery
swing playground see saw
i jus love the swing
i feel like a kid again
but not and never will i be
how i wish one can never grow up
life can never be the same

jus drop dead and die

she said shes happy
yet shes crying with something broken

will someone please tell me.
is the world
cold ..freezing..
or
warm..boiling

its so freaking cold..
enough to make me cry

its not where i am able to survive
its neither where i want to be

11:03 PM
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20070202

its flag day tml!!
i so prefer flag day to peace haven
totally doing nothing at peace haven
flag day for cash is so more practical
=p
more like i don really like interaction with others =/

and must every book end with jesse kissing suze?
but its jus so sweet :D
and yeechern say that she love jesse too!!
ahh!! :D
such a popular guy even though he is non existing
LOL
and true
hes silly
but cute
haa
ME WAN BOOK 6!!

and yayness
that guy who practically squeeze me to a corner that day
which is actually yesterday
made a blue black on my arm
coz right beside me was the horizontal pole
wow another blue black
but its neither blue nor black
its
green and yellow
wonderful colours my body and come up with

who knows wat i want?

9:13 PM
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20070201

happy feb =/

i finally realise
my ear really got problem
i know those tests and stuff are for that
but i jus cant tell exactly wat is wrong
they jus say high frequency loss high frequency loss..
but that day gen played this thing
they everyone can hear it
but i heard nothing
well.. so thats the difference huh..
they said its a buzzing sound thats irritating
ha! then shldnt it be good that my ear got problem and cant hear it? Oo

yah and i despise fat ppl
im sorry to say that
but only some
because
being fat don give u the right to
step on ppl's foot
kick their shoe
and bump into them as and when u like it
and it doesnt give u the right to keep squeezing others
to a corner until they don even have place to stand
and u jus keep bumping into them!!
im so freaking irritated please
well, hes beside me
though after i move front abit
he keep bumping into my bag!!
how irritating
never wanna take a bus at 6pm

9:02 PM
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