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20070831


laoshi!!!
bought 2 huge lollipop for her =/

the song made her cry
and made more than half of the class cry
then we went to canteen
and sang it with laoshi again
lolx
almost cried while singing halfway
but i sit in front i don wan cry so obvious -.-
went out and burst
lolx
gave teachers the presents that time
a number of them say we sang well
the lyrics.. in chinese some more?
but i seriously donno our singing good anot
the 'woowoo' part really
embarrassing please................................ omg

last teachers day celebration at cgs
first and last performance for teachers day in cgs

lets mug like crazy ppl for the rest of the prelim
since we have one week break
yays!!

2:57 PM
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20070830


jus freaking get out of my life
freaking
pissed
off
wat
the
hell

if u are those filial little kids
u don wan to read all these

sorry but im not a little kid
u don control my life and u never will
don expect me to listen to all those rubbish
its not one or two things that pissed me off
its every single action of yours
so freaking proud and arrogant and watever
if u think doing that is helping my results
sorry it doesnt
yes i am a rebel but i totally don care about wat u say?
watever results i get for O level
its not ur problem
i don even plan to let u know my results in the first place
wait let me think.. do u even know wat i got for chinese?
i don wanna know
sorry for having such a useless rebel as a daughter
i don wanna give a ----

idiot

my temper is jus getting from bad to worse
adding to all those rubbish, the lack of sleep
i apologize here first if i ever explode at anyone

10:52 PM
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20070828


[ersy] neko penguin dinosaur~ lolx roar!!
[yy] if i compare with u.. oh i didnt quite a number of paper. i compare with ppl like edlyn, omg i didnt do much i can jus die. therefore conclusion is that i shldnt be comparing. LOL random sorry =/

for more information about our prelim examination,
please click on the link 'neko' at the side bar :D
lolx reading ppl complain is so much nicer than typing it out
coz i will have hell lot to say
i rather not think about it

and
u ppl actually have to time to count the marks u lost
i cant even be bothered and i don have the time!!
roars.
sitting in front is totally NOT GOOD
totally can hear the teachers over there chatting away
ok my hearing isnt that good
so i keep hearing some weird sound from that
the buzzing of that mic isnt that bad as well
my hearing totally sucks
but then ah
i don have time to write my name on the papers
for example that stupid amaths paper
i use so many papers that
mz azlin was like getting pissed off waiting for me to write
say next time write before we start
but i don even have enough time to finish my paper
how on earth will i have the time to even write my name
of coz write when exam is over la -.-
some more all i wrote was name index number class
the end
err multiple by i donno wat
totally scribbling away
argh i don wan sit in front liao? =/

4:56 PM
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20070826


kill me for sleeping for 2 hrs
no time to finish geog totally?
and i need sleep at 10 or else tml sure die?
rarr

7:29 PM
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20070825


big problem
i totally allowed my emotion to control myself
nonsensical
wat rubbish
argh
cannot finish studying
cannot finish doing papers
die!

in addition to all that
another big fat irritating rubbish-like problem
argh argh argh
go and die la!!

kinda bad for ppl like me
coz i don vent my anger on anything
so i end up complaining abt
i have no idea wat..
fine sorry

10:11 PM
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20070824


me and yeechern had extra time for exam!
i donno for wat reason
haven ask ms azilah
25min extra for each paper
not bad.. allowed me to write 2 pages
for both compo and functional
speech came out about hostel
and i added in stuff from hana kimi.
LOL

whees we are singing on teachers' day
laoshi~
i thought we sang quite badly
but she still let us in
so.. watever :D
but eileen play piano very nice~
good job good job!!

went imm with yeechern and xinmu
yeechern crushed her specs
and when the person ask how did it break
she was like.. err err ehh
lolx end up nvr ans
funny
then went comic connection roam around
best denki to get yeechern earphones
then old chang kee~ [abit sick of the stuff liao]
and home sweet home
i wan die liao
so long nvr exercise..
all my muscles turn into fats
not like i have much muscles to begin with
but now i cant even walk for long
walk a few hours legs wan cramp liao -.-
die la!

and is studies that horrible that
it changed my temper totally?
i know last few days i keep getting pissed easily
for i donno why and found it stupid
but then today..
wow i talked to my mom nicely on the phone
die..

emaths~

5:18 PM
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20070823


SHE - 魔力

i have you to be with [i have you to be with]
everything will be easy [everything will be easy]
晒的阳光 [再多测验 (再多眼泪)]
淋的雨滴 [再多考试 (再多失望)]
都值得回忆 [都值得努力 (都坚持到底)]
i have you to be with [i have you to be with]
懂心不够近才怕距离 [才懂华文不难 容易学习]
心电感应 [只要坚持]
绝不断讯 [决不放弃]
会如影随形 [会考好成绩 (会如意随心)]

曾灰心以为 [曾灰心以为]
我来错了世界 [梦想无法实现]
太多想法很另类 [太多科目很疲累]
找不到人了解 [只有你能了解]
当我说的感觉 [但是你的热忱]
牵动着你的脸 [加上你的付出]
互动的泪 [打动心灵]
让我们变得特别 [让华文变得特别]

你是我的魔力 [你是我的魔力]
想要勇敢就想你 [想要考好就找你]
一眨眼睛 [一起努力]
把不如意 [彼此鼓励]
都变成流星 [都值得回忆]
你是我的磨力 [你是我的魔力]
心情不好我就想你 [口试不好我就找你]
删除忧郁 [删除忧郁]
复制甜蜜 [复制快乐]
笑容不结冰 [笑容多甜蜜]

幸福是间电影院 [幸福是在课室里]
没有单人的座位 [没有单人的座位]
要肩并肩 [要手牵手]
才能看好戏上演 [才能一起走下去]
woohoo~ LOL

[] - lyrics we will be using
() - lyrics when that part is repeated
woots! :D
fun

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY

woke up at wat 7
coz mom called my phone -.-
and the sky outside look so dark
and i look at my phone and saw that its 10+
wth got a shock la
actually is my eyes blur
i took the 1 for that miss call thing
as the time..

chiong papers

8:39 AM
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20070821


most likely we are singing the song
魔力 by SHE
during teachers day next friday
mainly for laoshi of coz
nat changed the lyrics
pro pro
and the rest edited bits and pieces everywhr
the song is chosen coz
laoshi sang it to us on the last day of chi intensive
tears~ so touching (:

i like singing
but i always cant hear if im singing to the tune
coz i cant hear myself properly
i cant really hear my real voice even when im jus talking
and i always use throat to sing =/
which makes my voice hoarse after awhile
someone teach me how to sing properly!

and i scare we will go out of tune during the real thing
coz the ex sec 4s who sing
always go out of tune =/
sorry la but its true
scared our class will be the same
don wan leh so embarrassing =/

5:58 PM
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20070820


ivanhoh u shut up
not talking nonsense wont make u mute

went clementi eat mac
and guess who we saw
mr tan yew hock
photocopy lady
and the auntie who always close the doors when we leave school
wow Oo

wan die liao
the number of papers multiply by the number of subjects
i cant even keep track of wat paper we have
wat year wat sch
got ans or not
have i marked it?
have i left out any papers?
have i even done watever?
wahhhh
i wan a ring file or each sub to put papers
but i will be like ultra broke if i do that?
coz currently i don even have enough ring files for notes..

7:25 PM
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20070818


whees~
[ivan] it jus happened that my fren talked about that phrase when u said my replies were simple =/ so give u chim one la. im not unhappy? i am cheerful.. yah yah bully all u want =/ wat poem..
[yy] lolx but i gave the credit to edlyn u see.. shldnt she be honored that her name appeared? and can be shown to public? lolx.. ok la i oso don wan complain liao.. found it abit no point =/ lolx okay LJ :p but i tot i might be a nuisance.. yah its quoted by me. don use =/
[xavier] lolx.. but alot of ppl meh? okay gor!! :D
[soap] YEP. laoshi show it to us during our only chi lesson left.. its interesting.. and long =/

chem prac again!!
lol love chem prac
but i cracked another test tube of mine
which concludes that i have one pathetic test tube left (:
banzai~
out of the three qa we did
one was ultra easy
one was super duper hard
one was ok..
the easy one is jus some basic theory stuff
then the super hard one.. practically couldnt tell wat compound it was
tested for carbon dioxide for some
but jus cant get it
until we got some new limewater
then finally got the stupid white ppt =/
ok la don talk rubbish liao?

slept for 2 hrs after doing TWO amaths qn
and headache went away
but my eyes seem out of focus
lolx
but sleeping makes me a happy girl! :D
i ended up helping my mom in dinner
and i decided not to change my tablet pass
even if my sis is so mean =/
alright..
i love my dinner tonight!
almost all the vege i like :D
lovely

going to continue my amaths..
byebye

6:55 PM
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20070817


Do not walk ahead of me.
I may not know the way to follow.

Do not walk behind me.
I may not know the way to lead.

Just walk beside me,
as my Friend Forever.

lolx from a keychain of edlyn's
haha

just talk this once
and u can keep quiet for the rest of ur life

from jingwen..
lolx ok maybe i shld keep quiet for the rest of my life

bet i flunked my oral?
practice till my voice sort of got a little hoarse
yesterday night
but it has shown to be useless since
i still stumble over some words
and pause at weird places
the examiners looked bored half the time
practically crapped my way through the picture
totally don link to the qns at all?
and they asked all three qns which means
i didnt develop my points properly actually?
i jus talk around those few areas only?
nvr link to others?
then conversation..
totally NOTHING of wat i thought about
even ka said it was.............................
i was totally stucked for the first qn!
right.. family.. i have absolutely nothing to say
tried to squeeze something out but doesnt help?
then talked nonsense for the second..
yeechern said i talk quite long in total
but got quantity no quality how..?
some more that amt of quantity
is all crap?

HECK
its over and i can do nothing even if i continue complaining abt it =/
coz i complain enough liao
but found it quite interesting
most probably coz of the hearing impact thing
the examiner totally slow down the speed of her talking to me
and try to make every word clear
lolx quite funny la
and that male examiner..
i see his face i wan laugh i donno why!!
lolx!!

watever la
starting revision tml
doing papers before revising is
totally useless..

and omg i lack of proteins or something?
my little wounds jus wont heal properly!

needing so much confirmations in my life that
i feel kind of useless
its my life isnt it?
shldnt i confirm it myself?
why do i always leave doubts for others
hoping that they confirm it for me
telling me that yes it is like that
or no its not
things that they don even have the duty to do or watsoever
useless
over reliance to others
depending too much
KNOW WAT IS THE FREAKING PROBLEM BUT YET
NEVER ABLE TO SOLVE IT OR CHANGE MYSELF

10:05 PM
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20070816


if you fail to prepare
then you will have to prepare to fail

as quoted from edlyn (:

170807. DIE

9:21 PM
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20070815


[ersy] coz u expected urself to get an A1 thus the result didnt really impact u much. lolx jus talking rubbish =/
[iris] arigatou (:
[yy] i heck u can? and wat improves..? Oo

changing in class is an art that every crescent girl shld have..?
lolx
jus found it sad that
after crescent years, we definitely cant change in class like that
oh when i said that..shuyi gave a super funny expression
which i don wan to explain :D
lolx

人有悲欢离含，
月有阴晴圆缺，
此事故难全。
但愿人长久，
千里共婵娟。
love the last sentence
please don ask me to explain the whole thing
coz there are some that i don understand as well =/

8:33 PM
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20070814


'xiaorong is very nonsense today'

(:

i shall announce here that
the desktop comp is officially dead~
=/

totally in a daze today
stone so many times -.-

and.. xinyi jealous ah..?
lolx didnt know its so funny =/

amaths mock was so.. funny
me and shuyi totally discussing abt the qn
and we still don end up with an ans
LOL

colour my life.

9:43 PM
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20070813


A1 :D

4:19 PM
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20070811


[iris] ohh jap pro
[yy] nvm la u go there urself. then the juniors will see a crazy person there high-ing by herself
[ivan] so early? Oo

woke up this morning freezing
right.. i dreamt abt something this morning which i forgot
i think i can only remember my dream if i sleep too much :D

my nose is killing me

11:13 AM
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20070809


retyped the post

[iris] wats uuwaii?
[xy] wat e wat? i know thats on the back of ur class t..yah..?
[yy] i don wan new stuff..if only my stuff wont spoil at all? and im high becoz im high :D

happy national day :D

super high during national day celebration
shld have occured to most of the sec 4s that
this is our last national day celebration in crescent:D
singing the songs with the class if fun
they started the trend of stepping on that clapper like thingy
and alot other classes went to step on it as well
funny
lolx
btw yc leg was bruised coz
of us =p
were on the see saw then our side stood up
then yc leg was sort of smashed under the see saw
not so bad but i donno how to say
LOL
the skin peeled la..
yah sorry =p

watched secret!
:D eh wat abt the jay's single
i wan..
the movie quite nice
coz jay's acting in it =/
ok la the plot is kinda unexpected
totally thought that the girl was actually dead =/
then yah..
the ending is kinda totally sudden..
but they got together in the end
sweet..

she totally don't know me
i thought that parents were supposed to know their kids the best
what about her?
she only knew my temper is bad
but does she know that why is my temper so bad
what exactly was i unhappy about
she don't bother trying to know
like.. it doesn't really change anything even if she knows
she just took it as if she knew and plant it in her mind that
things are just like that
and things that she said out of rashness
always make me laugh..
wow..
don't regret it please?
i won't mind.
just don't come regretting it when the bills shoot up

i jus hate it
my attitude towards friends and family
tian rang zhi bie.
i even have a question to ask
is this wat they call home?
probably thats the reason to why i love life in hostels
i love camps
i love staying in school
i love staying outside
i jus don have to face all these.

1:18 PM
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20070807


my stuff are like in such pathetic state?
my shoes are like.. half dead liao
then my bag.. dying liao..
gosh.. wan die can?

9:27 PM
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20070806


i knew wat was going on
but i jus don wan to face it
for i donno wat reason

7:06 PM
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20070805


self-centered
selfish
never satisfied
never contented
pushing the blame all the time
never facing reality

i don even know wat the hell am i thinking

itsumo itsumo

i wan my mp3 to come back to life -.-

5:03 PM
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20070804


[ivan] dictionary says that hobo is a traveller. ur sentence somehow made abit of sense.. lolx
[xavier] thats so like u.. LOL
[xy] i tot u already have a hubby?
[iris] ok la then its becoz u are evil and u rock. yep

chem prac intensive
somewhat like chinese intensive but its so much shorter
still.. its super fun!!
i jus love chem pracs
except for the conclusions in qa -.-
those jus make my already very pathetic life worse than ever
coz im jus lousy at theory :D
wonder if i can manage on my own during exams
depending too much on yc liao..

4:05 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20070803


i love mass dance!! :D

10:13 PM
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20070802


[xy] thats why i say xr not xy. if xy ever fail, xr don need to fail =/ erm right..ur hubby.. -.-
[kido] u evil person.. kill ppl
[ivan] watever? u squeezed a hobo.. at sch.. becoz u rock? :D
[horace] YES I ROCK! LOL
[ersy] lolx its super funny :D
[yy] xy is tagging abt the quiz too isnt she? bingo! :D
[iris] not bad not bad. fun (: ur bday.. oct 28 :D i tot urs will be becoz u are evil? =/

ok i admit i wan pon sch today
but it turned out that
im having a fever.
woots =p
packed my sec 3 ws
the floor in front of my table is neater :D
did emaths and amaths
which
doesnt seem to be..alot?
=/

9:18 PM
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20070801


got this from ersy's blog.
its funny :DD

Pick your birthday month:

January = i punched
February = i squeezed
March = i talked to
April = i made out with
May = i kicked
June = i slapped
July = i threw
August = i ate
September = i choked
October = i shot
November = i hurt
December = i killed

Now, the day of your birthday:

1 = an oldie
2 = my teacher
3 = my sibling
4 = an asshole
5 = a limping man
6 = a drug addict
7 = a hobo
8 = a celebrity
9 = my neighbour
10 = my friend
11 = a rotten apple
12 = a stuff toy
13 = a notebook
14 = emo people
15 = a cd player
16 = a toothbrush
17 = my clothes
18 = crap
19 = a guitar player
20 = a skeleton
21 = a tomato
22 = my shot gun
23 = my alarm clock
24 = pete wentz
25 = a canary
26 = a young kitten
27 = a gold digger
28 = a soldier
29 = a bastard
30 = a terrorist
31 = a vampire

Your favorite color:

Black = in a haunted house
White = at my house
Red = in a concert
Yellow = in my friend's backyard
Orange = on a rooftop
Green = in a jungle
Blue = in the ocean
Purple = at school
Grey = in a shopping mall
Pink = in my cousin's room
Multi-colored = in a cemetery
Nothing = in a bar

And, your favorite music:

Rock = because i rock
Pop = because i'm good
Metal = because i'm evil
Country = because i'm sexy
Rap = because i'm a gangster
Soul = because i'm crazy
Rnb = because i keep it real
Punk = because i do it for world domination
Nothing = because i'm a loser
Anything = because i love you

i made out with an asshole on a rooftop because i rock

tell me wat this means. LOL
ersy one is funny as well :D

10:00 PM
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august. 20 days more days

[iris] why tiring for u.. wat u do. lolx. thanks then
[kido] thanks
[xy] CAN U GO DIE? BANG THE WALL, JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING. WATEVER! I NVR SAY I WAN FAIL. DON CURSE ME. WAN FAIL U GO FAIL URSELF. XY NOT XR. XR NOT XY. WTH!
[yy] please don add the 'ves' omg. i don wan to.. watever... omg.. traumatized.. oomgg.. btw who like that paper. everyday oso get to see it everywhr -.-

jus totally show how much i don care abt ss..
yesterday chem mock i was studying totally during lessons
today ss.. didnt even read a page properly =/
heck!

disgusted

my mp3 died! literally died! DEAD! AHH!!
please come back to me.. wats the point of having speakers with a mp3 that doesnt work

i shld have known right?
i knew it all along but i jus didnt take note
until someone said so
i changed
and i didnt really like it
maybe im jus one who love living in the past

e
m
o

slap me for that
doing the wrong things at the right time
and doing the right things at the wrong time.
like totally

remember wat i wan say liao
ester smells nice (:
so love the colours of the experiments today (:

7:54 PM
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