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20070530


farewell today
everyone bringing lots of presents in
and bringing lots of presents out
like exchanging present like that =/
i feel mean for not writing letters for them
i like letters, erm i love getting them actually
but im one who don really know how to write one

adelicia the emo girl!
lolx.
i know i have been waiting to step down since i donno when
but i also know
i will miss guides so much
but im not going to be a YA :D
i will remember the fun times we had
the time we had to cooperate
the time when almost everyone cried but thats not the point
most of all
i will remember how much we actually bonded through all the 'nonsense'
things that we do la :D
guides really brought alot of us together.
i <3 crescent sec 4 guides '07
and not forgetting all the juniors
no matter how much the commanders complain abt them
im sure they love the juniors
lolx!
and i love my dove patrol juniors :D
hope sherlyn is happy with her post
mei didnt even come =/
hope the sec 1 and 2 will have fun in guiding
janice and yiling to stop talking to each other only during patrol corners coz i totally have no idea wat to talk to others abt.
yitong and sabrina to talk more!! though its not like i talk alot -.-
ah watever.
and may yitong stay as cute as ever!
LOL :D
jus how many ppl agree that yitong is cute?
i bet all sec 4s :D

once a guide, always a guide
[i donno how it started, but everyone knows it]
wanpin ma'am wrote it on her letter to me
okay yah.
no matter how much i complained about all the stuff that irritated me
i really <3 guides
especially outdoor stuff like gadget and camps! (:

11:14 PM
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20070529


i forgot to mention that
when i went for my cousin's wedding dinner
i sent out 80 message
becoz im too bored =/
lolx

and his bro who is around same age as me
is freaking tall
more like big size actually
but becoz big size then end up very tall

12:39 AM
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20070528


im happy!!
coz its over!!
not becoz i did well
coz i totally did not -.-

feel like i screwed my paper 1
and my compre open ended.
don talk about it
kays can play all i wan
but before that.
wed is farewell ):
and im broke (:
becoz i bought alot of things for them?
not alot, but becoz theres alot of ppl -.-
and i bought this dove thing for qiwei
and erika and shuyi bought it for me =/
thanks thanks! (:
i find ikea a nice place to shop for farewell presents =/
ok i will upload picture soon
real soon
im too lazy =/

9:15 PM
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20070526


我爱老师。
我们都爱老师。:D

die oso must get A1 for chinese o level! (:
*turn on fighting mode

oh i forgot abt this
fri when lao shi was giving out the 幸运棒棒糖
she said 加油 to me
she really did
so
if she believe in me
why shld i let her down
没信心就没信心
肯拚,就会赢。
而我们,一定要赢。
多一天。

12:07 PM
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20070525


W
E
A
K
!
!

8:36 PM
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20070524


sorry, long post full of rants

for the first time in my life
really
i slept in the afternoon
Oo
but i slept at 10pm yesterday
and i even woke up late today
how can i still be tired

3 more days.
i saw the bus 154 at clementi
0154
fifth table from the front
scary

i asked laoshi if i can get a1
and she said all along i can
but all of a sudden i 松懈下来
and she said i was better when im in sec 3
but i tot my midyear result was actually better
omg
might as well throw me into the sea
i wan to do it once and do it well
but im scared i cant make it
one o level to kill me
this is the only subject i can aim for A
but i wan a A1. not a 2
jus 3 more days wat else can i do please?
jus did a 报章报道 and i think its super badly done
and i even exceed the time by 15min
argh
while u guys are looking forward to holidays
we are looking forward to our O (:
我始终无法把以前的华文气息带回来,对不起,但
老师的幸运棒棒糖,学校送的饼干, 请让我顺利过关,
以前是我咎由自取,但愿这次努力不会落空,希望不会转成失望。
拜托。我已经感觉到,我对华文的热爱渐渐离我而去。
i jus couldnt get it back.

im seriously anti social
really.
they are people i have know for quite long already
yet when i see them
i have nothing to say
i cant even bring myself to greet them
rude

plus
i have ultra split personality
let me think
in front parents, 1
in front of siblings with parents, 2
in front of siblings without parents, 3
in front of relatives, 4
in front of friends, 5
in front of special friends, 6
in front of schmates online, 7
in front of friends online, 8 9
in front of ppl i donno online, 10 [maple i mean..]

i behave totally differently in these cases
i have no idea why
its jus natural for me?
wth
stop the nonsense
volcano eruption

im retaking p.geog, ss, lit
NO!!! i don wan take ss and lit
ss fail then fail la
f9 then f9 la
lit c6 then c6 la
i jus wan to care about geog can?
im going to mug like siao again for my geog
die oso must pass
die oso must get A for o level

7:39 PM
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20070521


wow
crescent is one of the three schools chosen
as the school of the future
jus try telling me why am i not feel even a bit of excitement =/
what has it got to do with us the sec 4s
who are like leaving the school in donno how many months more
grats to them anyway =/
i don even know wat is the school of the future all about :D
wasnt even listening to mrs lee that time
like actually how many ppl were listening?

anyways
went adelicia's house
and altogether
i completed all 05 04 nov and may compre
plus half way of 03 may compre
YAYS
lolx
but we slack quite alot
from donno wat time
been watching tv
we watch 3 channels at the same time
keep changing and changing
lolx
we pro (:

9:23 PM
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20070520


im born in april
and it means that

im trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life.
helpful and steady, able to solve any problem.
my soul reflects : bliss, playfulness, curiosity
my gemstone : diamond
my flower : sweet pea
my colours: yellow and red

lolx!
im trustworthy? sure not
i guess can be considered as helpful, but i cant solve problem
i can only think about solutions =/
yah im playful and curious but bliss? Oo
and yays diamond!
i love diamond (:
its said that the gemstone of aries is diamond as well :D
flower.. wats sweet pea?
i suppose its sweet
my colours are yellow and red, but i prefer them mixed
ORANGE :D
lolx not bad

and i love my si han
wrote quite long
one and a half page
way longer than my gong han
considering the fact that im seldom even write si han =/

2:47 PM
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8 more days.
and im starting to feel scared
i have been asking myself
will i be able to do it?
feel like crying.
argh.

i feel so terrible can
i was the one who started it
and im not doing anything now..
i could see wat u are doing
but seriously
i don have any confidence
i don dare to step forward
sorry
my all words no action must have made u


nvm
i shall look forward to june
coz i get to go malaysia
and going there will only mean one thing
i get to do something to my hair
yays :D
jus too used to going there for haircut and watever already

12:01 PM
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20070518


stab myself and die
not the first time already.

even though im not one who's scared of spiders or lizard
anyone will freak out seeing so many cockroaches
-.-
and they are adults one
wats with all the flats
last time i see baby ones
now.. -.-

5:01 PM
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20070517


argh. headache the whole afternoon
since chinese intensive
lucky for jieen's banana
got to hug it most of the time :D
wasnt really paying attention and my words were like
wat am i even writing =/
and i kinda shouted at those in the guide den today
coz their noise lvl totally
didnt help my headache at all
im sorry. couldnt control my temper =/
anyways.
packed the guide den
jus cant wait to step down soon
and chinese O is nearing.

trying to come online less often.

6:39 PM
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20070515


super retarded!
xumengze and jr
they made that spiderman toy do funny things.
wat twist the hands to the back
fall on the floor
=/
then got this cute panda thing
it can sit up by itself
kawaii
but those two ppl
-.-
the panda say if they wan him to intro himself
touch the head,
then donno wat donno wat
yah they were touching at first
but it ended up to be hitting -.-
mengze totally started hitting the whole panda everywhr -.-
funny.

shld i say it?

10:30 PM
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20070514


super happy
but super sad as well

suppose to go out with yy
but in the end ka en moni all came as well (:
mini ug gathering =p
we went kinokuniya first
don like it!!
i found loveless
but super exp
chinese version is like 7.99
and i saw hana kimi
and mar
and blah =/
i saw ouran as well
book 10 is out
but is jap -.-
ah watever
then we went looking around
and i saw this magazine
NEO
or something like that
i saw the word an cafe
so i started flipping through
turn to the last page
SID!
OMG! :D
and i think im pro
i was totally looking the pics only
and i have no idea if that magazine is in jap or wat
but i suppose its in jap
and it cost $34 -.-
i don mind buying for those pic
if they were cheaper =/
sad!!
but
SID! :D

right this is irritating
that freaking mosquito is flying below the comp table again
and has been biting me since i sat down
*^%&^%*&)

the rest is kinda long so i shall jus summarize
we got shuyi,monkey and farhani's present
and i got my candy machine
yy bought for me and i bought for yy
lolx :D
and i almost got the speakers
but one was too exp
the other cheaper one quality too lan =/
the end
im jus lazy to continue =/

chinese intensive
i wanna concentrate.
guides photo taking tml
10mins to change to full u
yayness (:

5:22 PM
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20070513


im so pissed
with myself
whos the one having the first o level paper in jus a few weeks more
whos the one who want to do well and get into njc
and now whos the one who cant make up her mind
and cant even stop herself from playing
and always end up doing work in front of the comp
not even being able to concentrate
stupid.

but i realise
the main reason why im always online
is because..
plus the songs
i jus cant study without music
but when theres music
the comp is on
and when the comp is on, i cant concentrate
a very perfect cycle.
i jus wonder
if it would be better if i find other means of music =/
maybe

"TALK SOME MORE AND I'LL TURN YOU INTO A STRAWBERRY!"
"DO WE BECOME KANGKONG? DO WE BECOME KANGKONG?"
(LOOKING AT A DOG) "EH! GOT BLACK COW!"
"IF YOU PINCH THE COW TONIGHT THE COW WILL COME AND PINCH YOU!"
from jingwen's blog
from learning journey
SUPER FUNNY!
LOL
inside jokes.
cant stop laughing.
lolx!!!

8:36 PM
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the exact reason as to why i have speak 'so much'
they jus cant see a thing.
i jus cant see the point for even trying.
i give up.
totally.

totally cant stand corns and red bean. yuck.

i need to say something
someday.
jus hold on for a while.

im talking so randomly that
i have no idea whats going on.

12:04 AM
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20070510


forgetting alot of things
anyway
yesterday soap said im totally like one of her cadet
whom i oso donno who
and shes gonna get 5700 on sat!
most likely
lolx.

learning journey today wasnt bad
fun!
mostly because that 'gor gor' was totally an entertainer
lolx
KANGKONG!
and i love the marinabay (:
the future i mean
but it seems it will become super crowded
scary.

but in sch in the morning is like
waste of time thankyou
wat interhouse game
talks talks and more talks
totally like last yr please?
how about do something else
and i got 25 cca points which means
i got A1 which means
i get to minus 2 points off l1r5 (:
trying to do 20hr of cip more
can get 3 more points :D
but seriously wats the point?

6:36 PM
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20070509


before i forget
before prelims, theres chinese o level
and theres 19 days more (:
*%&*^$^$#* i haven touch chi for super long omg!

and today was super fun
emaths and geog paper 1
kinda slack for me :D
then after sch went to ka house
lolx!
before that
we went 'toilet' for wat an hour plus
so that we can get something for ka's mom
wanted to go tiong but took the bus all the way
not even knowing whr it will lead us to
so weird!
anyway
i love ka's mom cooking (:
we crap alot
looked through this very weird and complicated harry potter board game
play game of life
[the life card says that i build a better mousetrap. WOW
and im the president.
and moni invented a new ice cream flavour.
whees]
then we crap alot more
lolx
its so funny

theres so much i wan to do
learn guitar
ice skate
roller blade
swim.
i knew how to swim one lor
but a few years nvr touch totally forgot
and now i don even have swimming costume
and im scared of water

talking about that
reminds me of jus now when going home
went down ka house lift
and
A HUSKY CAME IT
OMG OMG OMG
its so cute!!
i love the fur
its eyes are like beautiful
its tail is so cute
lolx
but the problem is
when the door open.
ok im scared.
i love the dog but im scared of it.
jus like i wan to swim but im scared of water
im the best!

i love husky!!

8:20 PM
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20070508


tml the last day!

lousy dinner
spoil my night =/

'Eleven chapters of Chemistry, Six chapters of Physics and 3 major topics of Geography.'
from someone's blog
it kind of reminds me of the me last time
complain about the so many chps tested
but hey now look at us -.-
practically 25 chapter of chem
[though they listed chps out, its totally like everything that has been taught]
22 chapters of physics
4 chapters geog, as in out of the whole of sec 3 and 4 topics, choose 4 to do
[when u don even know if they will merge which chapter or which chapter is even coming out]
and how about 20 chp of amaths
plus i don even know wat is tested for emaths
and ss which i didnt even study.
woah
lolx now i see this i feel like.
crazy.
but cant help it.
after mids is like
woots prelims here we go.
yays
and i know im going to flunk my mids
im like so dead please.

i wish i can quit
sorry la i don have the determination
jus kill me will do

7:01 PM
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20070506


blue blacks!!
not again!

3:19 PM
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20070505


i don understand myself even
wat do i wan

8:09 PM
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20070504


great.
my [anti-social]ness is coming back all over again.

7:45 PM
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xiaorong deserve to die
because she practically screwed every paper that she has taken.

omg.

Kawabe Chieko - be your girl

2:55 PM
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20070503


next time i should jus study geog a week before exams
one whole day 5 chapters cannot finish
wth
i still at the fourth
cant finish the fifth
and im dead

why am i bring double the load to sch
ppl bring one calculator, one curve rule
i bring two each
the pocket's like
bleah
heavy
lolx
retarded la
stupid calculator always dying on me
during chem mcq it totally blackout -.-
calculator u are that weak are u?
and gor's flexi curve broke!
most likely coz of me
use too much
and have to buy a new one
but i hate the new one
its way too soft
cant even stay in place
draw wat curve
useless

-> sitting near the front for exams in hall isnt a good thing
becoz u get distracted when the teacher on the mic a min before time's up
LOL :D
thats wat i found out today
coz normally im in the middle
today lit half the class not there
near the front
ok i totally can hear the buzzing
im not deaf

11:13 PM
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have i really seen a four leave clover?
i tot i saw it
but donno i imagine things or wat
why will it appear out of no whr
no time study liao

3:44 PM
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20070502


laughing at stupid things
going home that time
got this person
like rushing to i donno whr
then he jus zoom off la yah
then when i reach the playground
i saw him doing pull up at the monkey bars
lolx so funny
almost laughed out
lolx

i hate to associate with her
i totally hate it
justice mean nothing to a hatred heart
lolx something from ss

anyway
im so amazed with myself
i studied like the whole day for chem
for nothing
because the chem paper 1 was super hard
i practically have more than half blanks
when i did for the first time
then ss is like
the qn super straightforward
and i nvr study
like totally nvr study
rubbish!

3:46 PM
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20070501


i cannot study at home
i cannot study alone
can i jus camp in school? -.-

2:45 PM
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