20061031

9:38 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

lol.. nothing better to do.. got this from ersy's blog
cant imagine i actually did it

What time are you starting this? 12.47am
Name? xiaorong
Nicknames? rong, cutie
Date of birth? 04041991
Sex? Female
Height? 1.6m
Eye color? black
Where were you born? singapore, mount elizabeth (:
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? don remember
Pets? none
Hair color? brownish
Piercings? two
Favorite foods? quite alot
Ever been to Africa? no
Been toilet papering? wats that
Love someone so much it made you cry? yah
Been in a car accident? no
Croutons or bacon bits? wat are they
Favorite day of the week? monday, friday
Favorite restaurant? donno
Favorite flower? champagne rose
Favorite sport to watch? none
Favorite drink? sprite ice (:
Favorite ice cream flavor? cookies n' cream
Warner Bros. or Disney? none
Favorite fast food restaurant? mos burger
Carpet color in your bedroom? don have
How many times did you fail your driver's test? nvr take
Whom did you get your last email from? soap
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? don even have credit card
What do you do most often when you are bored? anime and manga
Most annoying thing to say to me? donno
Bedtime? range from 10pm to 3am
Favorite TV show? don really have
Last person you went out to dinner with? went out.. family lor
Been out of country? malaysia considered right..
Believe in magic? yah
Ford or Chevy? none
What are you listening to right now? tv
Have you ever retained? no
If you have, what grade did you fail?
Do you have a crush on someone? yah
Do you have a bf/gf? no. If so, what is their name?
How long have you been together?
What are you wearing right now? pj (:
Would you have sex before marriage? how i noe
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? no
Are you a virgin? -.- isnt that obvious
Do you smoke? never
Do you drink? never
Are you ghetto? wats that
Are you a player? wat player
What are your favorite colors? black and orange
What is your favorite animal? rabbit, eagle
Do you have any birthmarks? yah
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? no
Who do you talk to most on the phone? yy, ka, mom
Have you ever been slapped? no
Do you get online a lot? yah
Are you shy or outgoing? shy
Do you shower? who doesnt
Do you hate school? quite
Do you have a social life? no =/
How easily do you trust people? totally
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? who knows
Would you ever sky dive? guess not
Do you like to dance? quite
Have you ever been out of state? wat state
Do you like to travel? not really
Have you ever been expelled from school? no
Have you ever been suspended from school? no
Do you want to get out of your hometown? no
Are you spoiled? yah
Are you a brat? maybe
Have you ever been dumped? no
Have you ever gotten high? no
Do you like snapple? wats that
Do you drink a lot of water? no
What toothpaste do you use? colgate
Do you have a cell phone? yah
Do you have a curfew? no
Who do you look up to? no one
Are you a role model? during pri 1 yah (:
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? wats taht
What name brand do you wear the most? donno
What kind of jewelry do you wear? necklaces?
What do you want pierced? ear
Do you like takin pictures? not really
Do you like gettin your picture taken? no
Do you have a tan? quite
Do you get annoyed easily? sometimes
Have you ever started a rumor? no
Do you have your own phone or phone line? no
Do you have your own pool? no
Do you have any siblings? yah
Have you ever been played? play wat?
Have you ever played anyone? err?
Do you get along with your parents? not really
How do you vent your anger? didnt really vent before
Have you ever ran away? no
Have you ever been fired from a job? no
Do you even have a job? no
Do you daydream a lot? no
Do you have a lot of ex's? no
Do you run your mouth? huh
What do you want a tattoo of? not really
What does your ex bf/gf look like? don have
What does your most recent crush look like? how to say
Whats her/his name? don wan to say
Have you ever been bitched out? don understand
Are you rude? quite
What was the last compliment you received? don remember
Do you like getting dirty? no
Are you flexible? wat flexible? bones? yah. lolx
What is your lucky number? 7
What does your hair look like right now? they look like air
Could you ever be a vegetarian? don wan..
Describe your looks? how to
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? don wan
Would you ever date someone younger than you? no
Would you ever date someone older than you? yah
When was the last time you were drunk? never
How many rings until you answer the phone? 3
Have you ever been skinny dipping? don understand
If yes, when was the last time?
When was the last time you went on a date? donno
Do you look more like your mother or father? not sure
Do you cry a lot? quite
Do you ever cry to get your way? no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? orh yah ok
Are you the romantic type? not really
Have you ever been chased by cops? no
What do you like most about your body? donno
What do you like least about your body? donno
When did you have your first crush? pri 6
When was the last time you threw up? don remember
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? donno
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? no
What about cleavage? huh?
Is your best friend a virgin? shld be
Have you ever fucked someone up? no
Have you ever been fucked up? no
What theme does your room have? don have
What size shoe do you wear? 8
What is your screen name on AIM? donno
How are you feeling right now? bored
When was the last time you were at a party? never go before
Have you ever given a lapdance? wats that
Have you ever recieved one? huh
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? donno
What is one of your bad qualilties? alot la..
What is one of your good qualilties? donno
Would you marry for money? no
What do you drive? nothing
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? guess none
When was the last time you cried in school? this year after we got back chem paper
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? never
What kind of music do you like? Jpop
Would you ever bungee jump? don wan
What is your worst fear? betray
Would you ever join the army? no
Do you like cows? no
If you were to die today, what would you do? watch anime and read manga
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? ---------
Do you like to party? no
Hearts or broken hearts? wat does the qn means?
Moons or stars? stars
Coke or pepsi? pepsi
Favorite scent? none
Favorite band? WaT
Would you ever dye your hair red? never
How many languages can you speak? 2
What time are you finishing this? 1.03am

12:45 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061030

for the first time when i blog.. i kinda have nothing to say..
shall talk about today ba..
yes we did stay back till 6..
my lessons ended at 1230.. still need stay till 330 then start
waste time..

anyway
physics.. its was kinda retarded.. we learn that static electricity
and wow..
miss ho actually change her explanation to fix with the textbook's explanation
how great.. we might as well study the book ourselves..
wats the point of asking qns when she will change her explanation
but we went through a little only.. for 1 hour

and amaths was a total waste of time
because we actually spent 2 whole hours to go through 5 simple examples
and when she was halfway through the first qn,
i finished that qn already
and when she finally finish the first qn,
i had done the second qn already..
wow
and 2 hours on 5 simple qns..
gosh.. how did we managed to survive
and she spent 5 mins to go through chapter 19
trigo graphs
not much was done though..

and i did physics after lunch
was quite stupid.. i was in the guide den..
coz moni need lock class.. and i did like only 20+ qns
and erika came in.. then we jus started slacking around -.-
she haven eat lunch so we went down..
and after that she started taking out our last yr testworks
and flip through everything
i didnt even realize the time and i actually joined in
by the time she finished flipping, cass came in
and erika took out her report book..
why did i even look at it.. end up not doing my physics..
tml.. morning got time and i don even know wat time i will wake up
haa...

going for sec 3 guides outing tml..
somewhr near ps
donno where is it though
they say pay 5 bucks and get to play the games there
donno wat they have
i nvr even go there before
anyway.. don really feel like going.. abit sian
see first ba.. haha

10:01 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061029

i hereby officially announce that my tablet is considered dead (:
it took like 15 mins to load to the login page
thats pro enough already and i gave up waiting for it to load to my desktop
hey even gor gave up ok..
he went to use jie's laptop instead
haa.. thanks tablet!!
for dying at this time
now i can don do the holiday homework in tablet le ^^
gratz to me
but the sad thing is that gor and i have to share comp -.-
and the problem is that once one of us get hold of the comp
we will use it for the whole day
haha..
demo.. daijobu
guess i wont be using much of internet for like 2 weeks
with lessons, training, activities
might end up going home at 6 every day -.-
nvm.. snatch jie's mp3 and i can survive liao
haha..

trying to download kyou kara maou
alot missing eps..
but those eps..
like last yr out one.. now onli a few people downloading
hey its amazing that there are ppl downloading already..
and i get like 0 or 1kb/s dl speed
when will it ever finish.
and bittorrent keep offing by itself i donno why
maybe i shld jus give up
its not an uncommon thing to see me giving up
since my determination is 0 most of the time
try till end of today
if still cannot and stays at 0kb/s
i give up (:

death note!!
watch the anime
reminds me of movie
I WANNA WATCH
die oso wan watch

5:16 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061028

screwed internet.. screwed tablet.. screwed files.. screwed blogger
sian.. woke at 12 today.. broke my personal record..
lastest was actually 11.. haha
and watch tv till donno wat time.. slack like donno wat..
was trying to get internet and go online

firstly my tablet is sort of.. spoilt..
first time i on my tablet.. it was stuck at the loading page..
i force restart and this weird page came out
'we apologize for the inconvience caused' blaa.
then ask me to choose how to on the tablet
as in start with the original settings
or save mode or wat..
chose like twice then it work
was super scared.. last time it crash before
scared crash again.. some more i nvr back up
eg kyou kara maou
yy say she will delete hers after she send me
and i haven back up
if tablet crash
die
haa..
finally when the tablet work
i quickly go back up all those i can
jus left with bleach and tsubasa manga.. kyou kara maou anime..
but i cant back up liao
hard disk out of space
pro arent i
(:
burn into cd next time
before that, i pray my tablet wont spoil in front of me
onegai!! or else i can jus die..

secondly.. the internet went hywired
gor say in the morning he use still ok..
but jus now totally cannot work
i can get the internet connection but cannot go msn or surf net
donno wat happen
but now can work liao
or else i wont be blogging obviously (:

thirdly. my files are screwed
some files totally cannot transfer to hard disk
but can open in tablet
when try to transfer
it says some error occured bla
sian..

some more.. blogger is screwed too.. for me i guess
cant post properly.. keep having error when i republish..
blah
maybe i shld jus sleep from till
all the way till tml morning
so that nothing else will be screwed

still not used to this kind of typing method
but shall still improve so that my blog wont look weird
make my sentences longer!!
and i think i might try to type using standard english
might help with my compo? lolx
donno
ah... mom cooking dinner.. smells so nice!!
something.. fried.. aiya donno
she say she gonna cook curry..
miss that so much can (:

wan faint.. keep getting out of breath today..
walk awhile feel dizzy kind of thing..
like last time do footdrills halfway faint..
the dizziness is the same..
somemore that personkeep smoking!!!
wanna die.. bet i will die so much earlier than normal ppl
pity myself.. lolx

and i seriously need to train on running
so super long nvr run
some more our mass run i cant be bothered..
always walking with yeechern
haha..
2.4km.. i wanna train.. but kinda lazy to go out
nearest stadium is 2 mrt stations away
then jie and gor don really wanna go
jie is super lazy
gor got train in sch.. somemore now A lvl
train = waste time
eeks.. go whr train..
and i got the sudden urge to swim
all of a sudden
maybe coz i had of dream
about me learning swimming
in that dream i was learning swimming
and the first lesson
i jus got into the water and started swimming
banging into ppl
LOL
wats the point of learning swimming when i know how to already
that dream is weird..
some of my primary sch frens appeared in there too
haha..
guess i miss them.
but was wondering.. even if i see them.. i donno wat to say
antisociality..

if that was a lesson learnt, i rather learn nothing

4:45 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061027

posted like 4 times today
morning noon night midnight
put them together..
lolx

finally
gonna finish watching
e mo zai shen bian
borrowed it since like
after common test
and lets see
still at ep 18
2 more to go
lolx..
the grandma so nice..

number 27 is nice
love that number..
my old index number..
in the old class..
great class
standard super high oso?
for overall results
in 2c2 my avg was 64.5
class position 26
in 3g1 my avg is 60.5
class position 18
can die..
ka avg is 58. something
in 3c2 class position 36 i think..
crazy..
huge huge difference..

wanted to skip dinner again..
jus hate chicken rice totally
so freaking oily and disgusting..
yucks
but aiya..
donwan keep skipping dinner all the time..

tsubasa gonna be showing on channel u!!
tsubasa roxs..
trying to find see who got dl tsubasa..
if have.. i think i will start dling the rest of tsubasa
since ouran end liao

eww chicken rice is so disgusting..

ahh tsubasa~
cheryl roxs
she said she watch till 50
then i try to find
since 47
is all raw
lolx
she can understand a bit
told us the story
gosh so nice..
syaoran vs this king
for sakura (:

kyou kara maou.
so sad
from 60 to 78 all don have liao
but i love the second season opening
konrad!!
he is so nice!!!
was so sad when he betrayed maou..
but he came back anyway
it was jus an act
to get the box
and i cry when he came back
at the same time saving maou
so touching..
(:
yellow and brownish colour so suit him

good luck for o level..
im kinda sad i didnt make it to take higher chi
it will be such a help to me
since my eng totally cmi..
higher chi sure can help
no point now anyway
focus on others ba (:

5566 on zhong yi da ge da again
sort of mi ni yan chang hui
their zhuang tai abit not good
the first song they dance..
abit not organize..
first album.. maybe don really
remember the steps?
lolx
first time see
tou xin yes i love you
de dance
yay~
i still like 56
renfu roxs (:
lolx
so funny
whole thing very funny!!
like the army thingy
they changed and sang bai se hua yang (:
they wore yellow
-.-
yellow is err.. ugly
though our sch uniform oso got yellow
lolx
wee mini fireworks
they put slow mo some more
lolx
and shaowei still very the jiao di di
lolx
<3 5566
mayday going there for next ep!

'*---My fairyland.._ -'
this thing
die oso will remember
forever and ever
my fav..
i will never forget it

finally..
after
like donno like long
i changed my blog
but
i save the old blog template
still like it though
(:

oh need to change my style of writing
need to be longer..
coz this blog so wide
if type abit then enter.. my blog will look funny..
old blog is so much smaller
need even them out abit

my problem..
i always have problem bonding
always..
i got into that safety zone
and i never wanted to get out
but sometimes i will even hide myself from the safety zone
i donno why
cant last for long like that..

12:25 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061024

studentsurvivor

12:36 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061023

omg joycelyn chua hui min!!
she came back to sch today
and she was super skinny?!
more like skeleton-like..
like bulimia? aneroxia?
omg..
she was originally quite skinny already..
yet..
tian ah
ip life so stressful meh..?
didnt even know it was her at first
but never see kaiting and lava..
boo..

boring guides as usual =/
preparing for south division day competition
sian stress like siao
last yr
all sec 3s
kitchen, outdoor cooking, coy identity...
everything gold
sec 2s which im included..
cheerleading and i forgot wat
all bronze
which means
practically we won something for all sections
and won overall champion
THEREFORE
this yr super stress
if nvr win anything
will be like.. total disgrace?!
ahh
doing shoe rack
and its totally retarded
we got the shoe rack design
good..
and they wan us to shelter it from element!!
how on earth are we going to do that
i mean
if use poncho or wat still can
but they never specify if we can use other materials
so we ended up trying all kinds of ways to jus use poles
to shelter them
stack two layers of poles..
water still go through
THREE layers
still go through
they are poles..
they are made of wood
HOW TO SHELTER?!
will die..
if cannot think finish by then..
ahhh

10:23 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061022

jus love writing essays
the feeling of accomplishment
after writing so many pages
full of black words
though its not neat
but it looks so nice
lovely (:

ahh
that reminds me of final year essays
stupid english!!
they go mark by o levels standard
everyone was complaining
we are sec 3s!!
not sec 4s!!
this is not o level!!
if is sec 3 standard,
i get 18/30 for compo and 18/30 for letter
if o level standard
i get 14/30 for compo and 16/30 for letter
wahh
end up failing compo?!
but still quite happy abt chi
compo and letter add up 46/70
quite good i guess
and overall A2..
not A1 but at least highest in our class
err but the c2 ppl who come out class for chinese
got 2 A1s
pro ppl get pro marks
lolx

im glad i my g1
compared to c classes
so much stress
still got china scholars
who always get highest among all
our whole sch amaths results
almost all their names
except wong chu ting~
the pro
her amaths..
is yah.. very very high
among top ten..
but she didnt really look very happy
maybe she could have gotten even higher?
=/
g1 has lesser stress
though i still don like it coz of some ppl
but i still prefer it compared to c classes
but one bad thing
the teachers
i donno why
always compare us with all the c classes
they compare us with c1 with amaths
phy with c3
and english with i forgot which class
part of the reason
is coz we share the same teacher?
but some sub we don
and i donno why they keep comparing us
somemore we the g classes
shld be expected to do worst than c classes
so why they keep comparing us
like demoralising us..
hais
our lives..

11:08 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061021

how i wish our world is that simple
it look simple
it seem simple
but its not
its so freaking complicated
that i feel like giving up sometimes
no one gave me hope
i have to create hope by myself
which normally fails
but theres no reason for me..
no reason to continue..
one day i wish it will change

6:06 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061020

death note death note death note
to those who are bored with life (:
i really wanna watch
crys..

watching channel u that zhong yi da ge da
5566 singing hao jiu bu jian
<3 that dance
so nice so cute they look so pro
(:

twice..
my fav
fav
fav
frameless spec
which so so super nice
AT FIRST
and now
twice!!
kana hit
whole thing slanted
first time was right side
hit by that stupid basketball during pe
and today
hit by shiqi during pe oso!!
this time the ball is the softer one
so i tot wont get hit
but then shiqi hit me!!!
left side
wa my fav specs lor
@#$%^&*(
sobs..
but nvr tell shiqi that she hit me though
she didnt even realise
not her fault oso
jus pity my specs please..
my next specs
i die oso wan go back there buy the same one
maybe change colour
BUT THAT SPECS WAS MY PRECIOUS!!
)':

and
our tablet
they finally provide trade-in
but it is like totally not fair for us
we are the white rats for them
we buy our tablet for so exp
now they finally provide trade in
and we need pay so much more extras
new tablet cost 2.5k
trade in our tablet get back max 500
the least price we can buy our new tablet will be 2k
wa
spend 4k at first for this tablet
now 2k more
crazy ah
but i kinda wan it
coz my tablet is super..
-.-
like use for ten yrs ah?
mine still not so bad
ersy one
full of scratches here and there
then got something broken
but doubt mine can get back much money anyway
donno mom will agree anot
but ah
i think
if she willing to buy a new tablet
i kinda prefer her buy me my creative zen nano
(:
maybe she will buy none =/

me the baka..
a wrong choice made
can tear a heart apart

eat mango~

8:09 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061019

DEATH NOTE IS OUT TODAY!!
but no time to watch
even if got time
en qiao and ka don wanna watch
so its like 3 vs 3
=/

and
headache
breathing difficulty
blocked nose
stupid haze
last for so long
head so pain in so can
cant stay outdoor for long
somemore the air in guide den even worst
no air ventilation
almost fainted..

and my l1r5 is 23 not 24
improve by 1 pathetic grade
baka

my legs are moni and en pillow
and are like paper
for ppl to doodle on -.-
actually i started drawing on yeechern's leg
then she started drawing on mine too
and edlyn joined in -.-
that was yesterday anyway

when i said i don wan go sch next wed
coz of the stupid presentation
my mom say my attitude like donno wat
she cant even say wat my attitude is like
still wan say
wats with my attitude then -.-
but alot ppl ponning too
baa

7:11 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061018

all converted to over 100
added in oral and listening or wat crap
forgot some decimals
but who cares

english : 55 C5 -
chinese : 71 A2 -
emaths : 63 B4 -
amaths :66 B3 -
chemistry : 49 E8
physics : 68 B3 -
pure geog : 50.7 C6 [shit] -
elective lit : 56
ss: 40
combine humans [e. lit + ss ] : 48 D7

L1R5 : 24
WTF
i score the same as ka?
could have done so much better can
geog was totally
unexpected
i tot will get like a B
then my l1r5 wont hit 20
now my mp3 is gone
heck

am i suppose to cheer up?
everytime i try to smile.. eyes became wet
the moment they say don cry kay..
or are u ok..
i start tearing
bleah
always opposite of wat i wan
opposite of wat i expect
onli bad things that i predict will come true
am i a jinx or wat

well at least manga managed to clear my mind out of results
was reading absolute boyfriend
then en interupted
and ask 'are u ok?'
and yah.. -.-
i wan music..

9:06 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061017

wanted to say something about yesterday
and i forgot everything
my mind is totally..
blank?
i don even know why myself..
got back some results today
all change to over 100
emaths - 63 (B4) [could have been better]
amaths - 66 (B3) [surprised]
ss - 40 (E8) [expected]
english - 52 (C6) [I PASSED]
i donno..
i donno myself
while getting back the papers
i was like
so crappy
we were drawing on yeechern's leg
scribbling more like..
but after getting back the papers
i was totally down
my mind was totally blank
i can think properly
i donno wat to talk
i jus..
mei you xin qing
and i first think i thought of
after i went back to class
was.. i wan music
surprisingly not anime or manga
music..
i didnt even feel like watching death note movie le la
really cant continue..

9:10 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061015

slept at 5
on the sofa somemore
wokeat 7
went back to my bed
sleep till 11
break record
lolx
6 hours of sleep
and im hungry
haa
touya jus roxs!! :D

12:08 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

touya is so super sweet!!
he always bully sakura
but he is so sweet and protective
he protect sakura when Fly was creating all the wind
and the next moment
he told yukito
that sakura is heavy and wont be blown away
gosh..
and he bought a motorbike
but he don drive it to sch
becoz
he knows that sakura will try to follow him
with her skaters
and it will be dangerous for sakura
so he still use the bicycle
sweet!!
and
he gave yukito aka yue
his power..
his power made him able to feel the presence
see ghosts
and lots of things
but he gave it to yue
so that yue can protect sakura
in the end he is always tired.. wanting to sleep
he didnt even realise that sakura wanted to kick him
normally he would have know
and avoided it..
but he didnt.. and got kicked hard by sakura
his power was useful too
coz without yue,
sakura wont be able to change the clow card
of Dark and Light
to sakura card
and the world will sleep forever
its so sad..
but touya is such a sweet brother..
aww.. (:
lots of things he did
jus for sakura
so sweet!!
but sakura don really notice it
only for the part
where he gave yue his power
then sakura knew
so sweet~ (:

3:27 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061014

ye shen yue..
yagami light..
raito..
kira..
God..
YUE!!
OMG HOW CAN HE DIE
WTH
but i don think L shld die either
but sad thing is
yue won L
near and mello won yue
i jus love calling him yue..
coz of chinese version manga de influence
but donno the chinese name of near and mello
anyway
yue winning L was quite expected
since at that time
it was still the starting of the manga
they cant let yue die
and now
yue died
bleah
it was a fierce competition between
near+mello and yue
near and mello were enemies too
they were fighting to surpass L
but they both individually are not able to do so
in the end
they cooperated
to meet the same goal
that is to catch kira aka yue
they managed to
becoz
near and yue
knew exactly wat each other was thinking about
and planned to far ahead
at first it seemed near ahead of yue
but the next moment
its like yue ahead of near
they were totally unpredictable
the story is great
anyway
mello died too
didnt like his attitude though
but
ahh yue and L shldnt die!!
i will pull anyone i can find to read death note
i will bombard moni and soap about the ending
and how yue and L shldnt die
lolx
baka shinigami
to get rid of his boredom
he made use of yue
but yue is stupid enough too
lolx
jus becoz of a word 'bored'
cost so many ppl's lives
millions?
billions?
many (:
haa
and he was the one who killed yue
!@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!

but thinking again
i didnt really thought that yue did the wrong thing
but again
i think he did wrong
its like
killing criminals and bad people
it isnt wrong
its justice
and since he have the ability to do so
he has the right to do it
however,
he is really not God
no matter wat
he don have the right to take a person's life
well..
shinigami have the right coz they exist to do so
but a human shldnt have the right to kill another
so funny!!
hais
YUE~

now i will be back to tsubasa, ccs, bleach, naruto..
endless -.-
but death note still got movie!!!!
haven end haven end~
and anime too
downloading ep 2 halfway
yay

and i love the quotes
of the coverpage of each chapter
'like catching snow, can i catch your heart?'
ehh something like that
forgot le
love it so much
syaoran is sweet, caring
sakura is cute
fye is mysterious
kurogane is shy, kind and observant
the witch is super powerful
mokona is retarded
LOL
no la..
mokona is super funny
sucking lots of things through its mouth
the witch so cunning
take their clothes and don return unless they give
a white day present
haa

i suddenly very scared of monday
it was yesterday
that i was reminded
hey mom will buy me creative zen
if shes sastisfied with my results
omg..
heartbeat 200!!
:D
very scared
super
i donno wat else to say?
i really wish it will be mine (:

death note
yue..

11:29 PM
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20061013

tian ah..
cant stand it!!
i cant wait for 191006!
omg!!
i wanna watch death note movie
now now now
im not interested in the ppl acting there
i jus wanna watch the story and stuff
coz its like
this kind of story
if it happen in real life
i cant imagine it!!
gosh i wanna watch~
><
going crazy everytime i see the adver
and yy is going crazy too
not becoz she wanna watch too
but coz she don wan me to temp her
i keep asking her to watch and read death note
she die oso don wan watch
(:
coz she watch too many animes and stuff
cant stop
and she got o level and piano bla bla
lolx!!
so she say she don wanna watch
lolx
ahh but i still cant stand it
i wanna watch~

anyway
they went through amaths paper today
and i felt that im dead too~
i know that at least 14 marks are gone
coz i totally never do the questions
and im stupid!!
i know how to do the qn when i look at it again today
wat rubbish
i was stuck that it for i donno how long
then i read the qn again
i know how to do
bleah

i say bleah when im irritated
i say baa when im bored
haa (:

and..
i fell down that time during sept holi
and it was a blue black
and now
the blue black is gone
but my leg is still numb -.-
wonder if it will get well?

9:55 PM
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20061012

hoho school roxs
firstly, they made us sit in the hall for 8 hours straight
secondly, they did not even give us time for lunch
thridly, they give us solutions for the exams but don tell us our results

and we rocks too
firstly, mrs heng actually praise sec 3s that we were well behaved
secondly is for our cant-be-bothered attitude throughout the whole day
thirdly, this is the first time that i know.. we need a retest for final yr exams

wow~
sch is really crazy..
i know there are talks for our post exam activities
but i didnt know that
it will last the whole day
and
they will make us miss our lunch
jus becoz the talks dragged..
they let us have recess super early
like who on earth will wan to eat
and don even give us lunch
during the emaths thing..
no one even bothered to listen to them
partly coz they are going through the ans
but not telling us our results
bla
anyway
there is retest for us
erm some ppl
but donno who
guess we really did super badly?
even ppl from C classes need the retest
wow
but it was quite funny today
me and yeechern having cat fight throughout the whole thing
said by ersy and xinmu..
lolx
i donno how it started
i think is during recess
me farhani and yy were playing with the beads thingy
digging out letters
and yc jus suddenly walk behind me and smack my head with her book
that book was super thick -.-
then i jus grab her book and smack her leg
pain lor -.-
then the talks continued
and i seriously forgot wat happened
me and yc jus suddenly start hitting each other
and i hit her leg so hard.. that my finger marking stayed there
(: lolx
this jus continued all the way
till emaths
lolx
AND
i must really say that
sitting cross legged on the floor is bad for health
omg can anyone imagine..
my backbone almost wanted to break
so pain!!
also
mrs heng praised us -.-
dots
i donno why
she all of a sudden say we very well behaved..
when we cant even be bothered abt wat they were saying
so we go off first for 'lunch'
which is onli like 15 mins
and the whole sch will be down there
and how are we going to eat
bla

and i was going 'baa' all the time today
im turning into a sheep
haa

7:54 PM
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20061010

and i found out something!!
my blog don have the underline stuff
when i open from desktop com
so must be my tablet got prob
*beams

9:01 PM
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physics paper was totally..
freak
im not the onli one who said so
almost everyone
even soap the pro
but it was really crap?
mcq was do-able
i tot it was quite easy
but they say its tricky
i didnt even spot a tricky part?
im dead once again
maybe i shld jus put my target at a jus pass
at least when i get my results
i wont cry like shit again
thinking about that was super..
embarrassing?
cant imagine that
hais
how i wish that time goes back?
bleh
lets see..
thurs we checking emaths paper
i cant think of a thing
at first i tot it was quite ok
and when they started saying the ans
i felt that mine must be wrong
and im dead
and my amaths sux
i tot my ans is correct for that graph
but it was wrong
I KNOW HOW TO DO DE LOR
but always
i onli realize it after the test
stupid
kill me

anyway!!
its marking day today!!
and tml too
stayed at home the whole day watching anime and manga
(:
caught up with bleach and naruto
in both anime and manga
and watch death note!!
omgomg
rocks la
erm to me
(:
so happy~
eh..
need to burn another set of bleach
abit lazy
nvm
gonna burn tml
anyway the comp will belong to me till gor comes home
haa

i wan go train 2.4
im like running slower and slower
maybe coz of mass run
the sec 1 and 2 are like chionging like mad
but all sec 3 cant be bothered anymore
jus like last year sec 4
but hey we were better?
at least we ran abit
the sec 4 totally heck
erm actually coz the teachers were totally fierce
thus
everyone ran onli when they are near a teacher
how cool
they shld jus remove mass run
waste of time

i cant wait for annual camp
but i don really feel like going
abit sick of it
guide camp is forever so slack
i cant stand it
its not organized at all
everything is last min
unless this yr
theres rock climbing or flying fox
or else
i will be having the sian look throughout the four days
and the ppl in my group will have a hard time
thats sad for them
but i wan rock climbing
the next time i climb
i wan to climb to the top (:
cant wait
for rock climbing only ^^

8:39 PM
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20061008

yes i have been studying these two days..
BUT
im super distracted while studying
halfway go watch tv
listen to music while doing
chat with ppl
smsing..
bleah
i donno why am i doing all these
when im suppose to be studying!!
i don understand a thing abt pressure in phy
but i know the formulae
and donno when to use them
jus like the stupid identities in amaths
they are like..
cant stand it
how to score like tt
my amaths and phy suxs
how i wish i can stop studying
i once said i don mind exams
but currently
im having serious problem
that i have so many topics of assessment book not done
cannot finish one lor
got to pick topics again?
i practically picked topic for every subject
which is not a good thing!!

there are things i say but they arent true
i can say things
so as to not make ppl feel so bad
i can say things
so that they wont think that they are the worst
i can even say things
to make they feel that 'theres someone worst than me'
but sometimes they arent really true
but as long as
they feel better
i think its worth
oh well..
its better to make them feel better
that allow them to work harder doesnt it..?
but if it made them feel proud
i rather not do anything..
let them feel sad.. let them feel that they are the worst
even so.. i don wan them to feel proud coz theres someone worst
its totally different
depending on that person

i was reminded of this
that time
moni actually could say
how i react when im angry
and it was really true
i thought no one will know?
i thought they cant tell my emotion?
i don even know that they know who i actually am
but moni did
moni know how i will react to things
that make me angry or happy..
moni make me feel that like
'hey.. someone understand u..'
well.. about the other ugs.. im not sure
but moni made me feel great
she also said how my laughter actually made them laugh
i never realise it at first
i actually thought
im jus another person beside them who wont make a difference
but she made me realise
im not
im not..
it will surely be different without me around
didnt know my laughter could be spreaded
but provided i really laughed out

5:03 PM
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20061005

Go mangavolume
it roxs la!!
so many manga there~
sad no cardcaptor?
LOL
quite slack today
coz i sort of finished chem?
except some parts which i will reread
then geog.. study le la
lolx

2:44 PM
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20061003

hell..
life is like.. omg

seriously
that was not my ability
it was not..
i believed so..
i dare say
i can do so much better than that
wth
cant they jus stop saying that
keep saying wat im so smart watever?
hello its jus a few subjects that i can do well?
onli one or two more like it..
my 'well' or 'good' is actually a1
so everyone who understands me..
shld know that i don think im doing well at all
but seems like no one did..
i got like 19 for l1r5 for jus a common test?
and they say i did very well
imagine i get that result for o level
i will jus die..
19!!
and soap say that we shld aim for a 10
im so far off those targets
im really really not doing well at all
but i know i can do much better
coz last time
my 'study' and 'revisions' are
read tb and ppt..
and the results i get will be b and c..
but this time
this time...
i actually did quite alot of practices..
and i can actually spend one whole day on a subject
i believe it will help
totally..
but the problem is that
i don think my results will be of much difference this time
coz i started quite late..
i donno if its considered late to others
but i think its quite late..

example emaths today
its was totally retarded!!
qn from cedar sec 4 prelims came out for our paper!?
and the revision ws ms lin gave
it was exactly the same!!
the prelims one was easy la..
but the revision ws that qn
i understand but i donno my ans right anot
coz i didnt even on my tablet
and cant check ans..
THEREFORE
i shld have done more practices!!!!
...

but its really..
no point talking about it?
i shld start practicing
ha..
see my change of words
last time i will say 'study'
now i say 'practice'
practice makes perfect
i have proven it true
(:
next year..
i must do well
i wan to break my record
of keeping my promise
i always make promise with myself
yet i forget about it
i always think that
there is still time for me to do it
but until one fine day
my dateline was even over
i didnt even kept a tiny bit of my promise
such a disappointment of me..

but im quite proud that
i stayed in school till so late
to do my work
and practices
and revision and stuff
how i wish that
the library opens everyday till 9 or 10
for the sec 4s
how i wish we can stay till so late too
how i wish the school can open till 9 or 10 too
and how i wish we have a hostel right beside our sch
how i wish my study partners can stay out late to study together

aiya
not possible
and actually i don mind exams
i don mind sitting down there for more than an hour
answering those qns and stuff
coz
when i study
i know how to do them
but my time management i donno why..
i cant really finish my papers..
im like ranting abt random craps?
back to studying
gonna study geog the whole day tml

8:31 PM
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