Do not walk ahead of me.
I may not know the way to follow.

Do not walk behind me.
I may not know the way to lead.

Just walk beside me,
as my Friend Forever.

lolx from a keychain of edlyn's
haha

just talk this once
and u can keep quiet for the rest of ur life

from jingwen..
lolx ok maybe i shld keep quiet for the rest of my life

bet i flunked my oral?
practice till my voice sort of got a little hoarse
yesterday night
but it has shown to be useless since
i still stumble over some words
and pause at weird places
the examiners looked bored half the time
practically crapped my way through the picture
totally don link to the qns at all?
and they asked all three qns which means
i didnt develop my points properly actually?
i jus talk around those few areas only?
nvr link to others?
then conversation..
totally NOTHING of wat i thought about
even ka said it was.............................
i was totally stucked for the first qn!
right.. family.. i have absolutely nothing to say
tried to squeeze something out but doesnt help?
then talked nonsense for the second..
yeechern said i talk quite long in total
but got quantity no quality how..?
some more that amt of quantity
is all crap?

HECK
its over and i can do nothing even if i continue complaining abt it =/
coz i complain enough liao
but found it quite interesting
most probably coz of the hearing impact thing
the examiner totally slow down the speed of her talking to me
and try to make every word clear
lolx quite funny la
and that male examiner..
i see his face i wan laugh i donno why!!
lolx!!

watever la
starting revision tml
doing papers before revising is
totally useless..

and omg i lack of proteins or something?
my little wounds jus wont heal properly!

needing so much confirmations in my life that
i feel kind of useless
its my life isnt it?
shldnt i confirm it myself?
why do i always leave doubts for others
hoping that they confirm it for me
telling me that yes it is like that
or no its not
things that they don even have the duty to do or watsoever
useless
over reliance to others
depending too much
KNOW WAT IS THE FREAKING PROBLEM BUT YET
NEVER ABLE TO SOLVE IT OR CHANGE MYSELF