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back to sch days arent fun at all
its wed today and i wanna die
the past few days have been quite ok
normal days
but one thing
the clock in sch spoilt
wats so special actually?
its that
ALL clocks in sch are spoilt
and they ALL stop at 0925
lolx
except the canteen one
lolx its funny
but quite creepy
all clocks.. ALL
woo

and today was
bad
bad
very bad
early in the morning reach sch on the dot
almost getting booked
and ms azilah came to me at the back
and told me something i already expected
yah my mom told them abt me at home and blah
and she talked to ms ng as well
and yah
she handed me the paper thats it
but i was so irritated
i don wanna rant it here..
its somehow abt the same old thing
but i really wan to talk to someone abt it..
i only talked to yanyue abt it
and i realise shes almost the same as me at home?
plus she vent her anger by throwing things
i don do that
but why doesnt her mom do anything
but my mom does this
its irritating

i know im a total rebel
but hey
im the third child already
havnt u got used to a child being rebellious?
maybe not such a rebel like me
but i know gor was once almost the same
and wat did u do to him
nothing
and wat are u doing to me

u only bring trouble to my life and nothing else
i have already given up on things i once wanted so much
but u had never given them to me
so i turn to others
not to u at all
and u are telling me that u tried ur best to give all i wan
u never really know wat i wan
i don like u..

who knows how i cry
isnt there anyone else i can talk to
not face to face?

7:07 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*