20070331

4:01 PM
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20070330

4:38 PM
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20070328

5:46 PM
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20070327

7:17 PM
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20070326

9:48 PM
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20070325

8:46 PM
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heyhey adelicia did the exact same thing to eileen's notebook
write our name at the centre
and wrote 'i love adelicia' at the sides
and eileen did the same.. writing all the 'not's after the 'i love adelicia'
lolx
so funny

jus when i tot no one can be worst than me
i found one
and here comes the exact attitude that i don wan to have
'there are ppl out there worst than me for sure
i cant be the worst'
omg i hate it
not like i wan to be the worst
i don wan to be the best either
i jus wan the best out of myself

i didnt stay up late for i donno how many nights
i didnt on the com 24/7 for i donno how many days
i finished half of my hw yesterday
i wan more improvements

argh how

1:49 PM
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20070324

grad night at hilton might be changed
which is a bad thing i guess
considering peiting's reaction when ms ng announced it
well i haven even been to hilton
so who cares
i jus cant wait to see how everyone will look like in their prom night dress
especially ppl like en :D
at least soap didnt look bad in skirts
but i have never seen en in skirts
other than sch skirt obviously

pringles are addictive
bad
coz i don think i can stuff in my dinner later

im so sorry
seriously
jus wat do i wan

4:52 PM
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20070323

im back to normal!
really!
i can laugh normally now
until monday i guess =/

and im quite amazed by the amount of water i can drink
one whole day even lesser than half a 500ml bottle of water
plus today got mass run
i don even know how i manage (:
gonna get dehydration again!! whees

gor look so funny with that hair!
lolx cant stop laughing
but i shall be sympathatic towards him
he came back coz of fever anyway
aww
bombard him with my emaths later :D

7:28 PM
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20070322

guides was cancelled so that we can go support crescent hockey
i suppose its the championship match
crescent lost
but crescent hockey still rocks (:
i don like the opponent
so rowdy -.-
and its so surprising!!!
sengkang guides came!
mdm rina said any event that need screaming
call her girls
lolx
for our sch.. it will be
anything that need cleaning up
call us
-.-
stupid lor
but sad i cant find any of my group ppl
too many ppl there
and cass is so super popular? omg
all of them shouted for her
lolx
charmaine
yingshan
yingduan
i miss them so much!!
i jus saw yingshan on thinking day
but didnt get to talk to her
sad

5:48 PM
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20070321

back to sch days arent fun at all
its wed today and i wanna die
the past few days have been quite ok
normal days
but one thing
the clock in sch spoilt
wats so special actually?
its that
ALL clocks in sch are spoilt
and they ALL stop at 0925
lolx
except the canteen one
lolx its funny
but quite creepy
all clocks.. ALL
woo

and today was
bad
bad
very bad
early in the morning reach sch on the dot
almost getting booked
and ms azilah came to me at the back
and told me something i already expected
yah my mom told them abt me at home and blah
and she talked to ms ng as well
and yah
she handed me the paper thats it
but i was so irritated
i don wanna rant it here..
its somehow abt the same old thing
but i really wan to talk to someone abt it..
i only talked to yanyue abt it
and i realise shes almost the same as me at home?
plus she vent her anger by throwing things
i don do that
but why doesnt her mom do anything
but my mom does this
its irritating

i know im a total rebel
but hey
im the third child already
havnt u got used to a child being rebellious?
maybe not such a rebel like me
but i know gor was once almost the same
and wat did u do to him
nothing
and wat are u doing to me

u only bring trouble to my life and nothing else
i have already given up on things i once wanted so much
but u had never given them to me
so i turn to others
not to u at all
and u are telling me that u tried ur best to give all i wan
u never really know wat i wan
i don like u..

who knows how i cry
isnt there anyone else i can talk to
not face to face?

7:07 PM
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20070318

2.4km
15.56min
wth
could have been quite alot faster
but i couldnt remember how many rounds i ran
so at the last round when i could have sprinted
i was jogging so slowly
end up i also ran extra 200m -.-
coz yeechern was behind me..
so no one to tell me how many rounds liao =/
hais
nvm

5:37 PM
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20070317

i did it. :D
any idea how happy i am? :D
no prize for the right ans though (:
im really a dummy
but at least im happy :D
kya!! blush*
i don even know why but who cares! :D

10:30 AM
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20070316

suddenly hit by the sadness
ok watever

that phone is not bad
but the problem is
i need to transfer songs to phone memory
then can go memory card
and the max memory in phone is 5.1mb
and the songs are like so much bigger can
-.-
and i drag out quite a few songs to put in phone
and deleted them coz i tot i copied them
so original still at somewhr
but its not
so i go recycling bin
and wanted to restore
and i freakingly click on empty
WTH
LOST THOSE SONGS LA
-.-
all can get from ppl
except to zanarkand
its the nicest song ever
and i lost it
wasted so much effort on getting it
coz im a irc noob
had to ask gor to help
and he spent quite long as well
ALL EFFORT GONE
AND NOW I DONNO HOW TO GET THE SONG
omg
any kind soul who has that song
send me please please please

but :D
987 fm cheered me up!!
lovely
i jus on the radio only
it play my chemical romance famous last words
NUMBER 18
lolx at least it got in top 20
and number 17 it ends tonight
that song is nice (:
lolx :D
thanks alot :D
i love 987 fm

yup and i decided
i wan to do it
no point keeping this
wont result in anything
im not hoping for any results
but i jus wan u to know (:
better come online baka

drama hanakimi is quite crap =/
making nakatsu do things that he will never do
rubbish =/
and i don get it
wats so nice about knowing that wuzun isnt a taiwanese?
i jus don get it
so wat?
my mom jus keep saying and saying
as if its the biggest news on earth -.-
its kinda irritating
I LOVE AARONYANYALUN :D

8:25 PM
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gor's going ns ns ns ns
today
lolx
everyone's making a big fuss over it
but who cares =/
not like kids in our family had been in ns
changed phone with him and i found that theres mp3
:D :D :D :D :D
teehee
he said i can use his bed but nothing else
woots!!
it will become my room during weekdays (:
hes nice (:
and he totally look like a nerd with that specs
why ns so strict specs oso need all black -.-
and towel oso must be green lolx

gor have fun and
あきられません, [akiramasen]
がんばりましょう [ganbarimashiyou]
we'll miss u lots (:

is there gonna be a huge change in my life today?
omg butterflies in my stomach

9:56 AM
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20070315

fahrenheit :D
aaron!! ya lun!!
don smile look so cool
smile and look so cute :D
his smile is so so so mi ren
his voice is the best and
he can really sing
even live one is perfectly perfect :D
hes always crying in events
but still as cute as ever!!
and he play the keyboard

search for 飛輪海 Fahrenheit - 爱到 Ai Dao
posted by yenny86
in youtube
i jus cant post the video in blog!!
):

and i cant stand those kind of fans :D
when they are singing
the fans jus scream their heads off
are they there to watch the performance
listen to their songs
or jus there to scream?
its kinda like..
err ok..
-.-

3:58 PM
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20070314

ok i reread hanakimi
abit bored yah

everyone agreed that osaka gakuen rules are so nice
so slack can
can even dye hair
not like anyone will care how u wear ur uniform
wat kind of hairstyle u have
wat shoe u wear
or whatsoever
they don even have council
our sch leh?
everything
council this council that
irritating
but sad our sch no dorms
its will be so cool if there is
and yeechern said coz they are boys sch
so more slack
eh but we girl sch can!
so strict for wat =/

no fun at all
i wanna go learn roller skating
ice skating
and guitar
im still at the guitar thing ok..
PLUS
the running every sunday
lolx

9:19 PM
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20070313

ok yayness
for i donno wat
maybe for dirtying our hands while painting
or using kerosine to wash our hands
or even getting mosquito bites by jus sitting down there
ok watever
jus yayness
-.-

i love painting
totally love it
but not when the paintbrushes are all so screwed
all harden with the paint
which i donno why they are there
obviously some ppl didnt wash it last time =/
using kerosine to wash our hand isnt fun
it get rid of paints
but
i kept say
can u imagine if it actually catch fire
LOL
and our sch is seriously infested with mosquitoes
sit there awhile only i got 3 bites
one on my chin some more?!

great holidays

9:16 PM
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20070312

random fact
#1 : when i start to whine abt things im really scared, i start crying
#2 : i totally hate ppl who have worst attitude than mine
#3 : im very different from others, and i love the differences
#4 : im jus so random can.. -.-

superiority
its scary

when u do something
do it all the way
either do it, or leave it
don try to hide when u do something wrong as well
clear it up
wats the point of hiding
waiting for others to only find out abt it
its sickening

i-do-not-like-malini-anymore

8:56 PM
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20070311

0001

OMG i totally forgot wat i wanted to say..
yayness -.-
i hate this short term memory of mine
then i shall jus be random

how i wish someone like 'that' will appear in my life
its jus so great
too good to be true though..
but i will still love a person like that..
those actions and thoughts
jus so lovely

if i had a choice
i might do something like that
but i know i don have the courage
im jus like that

that 'cant be bothered' attitude of mine..
i wonder if its jus simply that
pushing everything to 'troublesome'
hey it sounds a bit like shikamaru =/
but things worked out for him
wat will happen if its me

argh
screwed up
how i wish that someday
i will jus go up to him and pour out all i wan to say
accumulating..
but will nvr be said at all
i only know it too well

1357

so pissed with myself!!
due to my carelessness
i burn ouran 1-20 in a dvd
coz i tot theres 24 ep
then all not enough to put in one dvd
so i put 20 in and plan to put other 4 in cd
but actually theres 26 ep
which means i wasted another cd
coz 4ep in a cd
then i got 2 more ep
i don think anyone will get wat im saying
but i feel like killing myself
when on earth will i ever learn to be more careful
i didnt really bother abt it abt first
but now its really annoying me

2301

ok im blogging alot today but who cares!!
becoz i cant wait to say it

veratai!!
we have so much in common
i only tot we were both maplers
and go forums and thats all
BUT
went her blog and realise
-we got the same lovely birthday 040491
-we both are daily bloggers
-i have the exact same animation she has at her profile corner in the blog
-AND i actually wanted to put it in my blog jus that i realise its too big
-our l1r5 are jus as bad
LOL
ok thats not the main point =/
but the birthday thing really shocked me
coz i nvr knew someone will have the same bday as me
well up to now at least
i mean when i was in c2, in fact
i was the only one with a birthday in april
now i know vera has the same birthday
and moni told me her red cross senior also had the same birthday
0404 is such a lovely number!!
yayness :D

ok i compiled everything into a whole long post
jus as crappy as ever

12:01 AM
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20070310

whees!!
:D went to ajisen on thurs
ate miso ramen and some desert
ramen is nice :D
the one i chose i mean
and the desert is omg..
i forgot wat its called
its this sweet soft thingy coated with some powder
one is green tea the other one donno
lolx
<3 jap food

and have i said that
when gor go ns
i exchange phone with him
coz in ns cannot have camera phone
not cannot, need seal it
so might as well bring one without camera
then.. with his phone
i get to trade in to a phone i wan!!
:D
its not a bad thing
coz
when hes out of ns
he get to buy a new phone as well
BEAMS*
its a two way thing
cheers of both of us!!

gonna finish hw quickly and mug like hell for this holiday
and i wanna run.. someone join me please
jus cant find anyone
sad

when someone has a problem
im somehow able to give a solution
its sometimes work quite well
but when it comes to myself
im totally blind
only able to find a solution sometimes
like after i didnt something totally wrong

11:12 AM
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20070307

whees
got back all results with a l1r5 of 26
like which jc on earth can i go
not even yishun or innova
im so dead
but good thing i got 14/25 for english
i acutally passed
and i passed my lit with 16/25
first time
but it didnt make my combine humans pass
which means i have a 7 added in my l1r5

eng 14/25
chinese 42/70
emaths 28/40
amaths 16/40
phy 25/45
chem 34/50
geog 6/25
ss 7/25
lit 16/25
combine humans 46/100

lovely results
everyone's improving yet im not

anyway
yesterday the around the sch gate
was full of dead bees
like omg really dead bees
some struggling to fly
there are some at class corridoor as well
and ppl say behind classroom block alot of ants
insect infected school

remove the interet
i will on the com for as long as i wan even if im merely listening to music
remove the whole com
hey i have my tablet
remove my tablet
im so gonna flunk my whole o level in front of u
i don plan to tell u my common test results anyway
i jus wan to say that
I DON CARE

3:59 PM
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20070305

omg
a day of shock can..
reaching the sch to find that i totally forgot abt white shoe
and i went to ask qiwei if ms azlin was going for guides
she said she was!!
scare the hell out of me
but lucky she didnt come
i still had to run anyway =/
but thanks yeechern ersy cheryl suxian yanyue moni
for actually being bothered to help me find solution
which practically
everyone started by say 'use correction fluid'
woo
almost everyone..
thankyou yanyue!!
for everything today :D

got back most of the results
tian ah..
failed p.geog and ss like totally
6/25 for geog
and ss is like not any better 7/25
but chem cheered me up
32.5/50
first time i pass chem and i got a b3 :D
and gonna add some more mark coz she nvr mark a question
amaths was expected but unexpected
i was thinking of a single digit
but i got 16/40
which is jus a few marks away from passing
i don wan to count my l1r5 for now
since english is not out yet
and im so gonna die for english
ka got 14/25 and i know im worst in english than her
so.. i might jus fail
died

i realise that once one get into sec 4
all we care about is not the marks we get but the grade we get
jus hit a b3
its still a b3
whether u get 69 or 65
its still a b3
such a sad thing

im so so addicted to hanakimi manga
ending super sweet
and all american girl as well
its hilarious :D

7:57 PM
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20070304

gomen gomen!!!
i actually tried to make it a point not to put those kind of stuff
but kind of forgotten and yah..

okok
im so guai today :D
did quite alot of hw
coz yesterday was playing like hell

gor's going ns in 4 DAYS time
aww
NO ONE TO HELP ME IN HW LIAO!!
acutally got..
he can come home like every week?
but not like he will always come home
so i shall accumulate questions till the weekends
then ask him all at one go
he will surely get pissed off :D

back to sch
something i dread

10:28 PM
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because no one can actually imagine how much i hate myself

'when you think that it is very bad, think again as things can be worst'
i know but i cant

1:21 AM
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20070303

finished yet another book
i jus love reading
i wan all american girl book2!!
so envious of edlyn
she has lots of nice books

finished hana kimi
its so sweet!!
but very sudden ending
all of a sudden alot rumours
all that stupid nakatsu's fault
got spell his name right mah?
and ashiya went back america
then sano came to look for her a year later
and another yr later they went back to japan
to attend another fren's wedding
lolx
their life in the dorm is jus so funny

they cheered me up a little
better than nothing
im so hopeless

the more i study
the more i cant see the point of studying
wat is this..

5:24 PM
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20070302

mrs goh was so funny
she was talking abt how to score chem
then she said surgeons need to have a photographic memory
they close their eyes they will be able to see wat veins go whr
they cannot cut open the body then say
i forgot which vein..
or i left my instruments inside
LOL imagine if that actually happen?

got back emath
seriously disappointed
i only got a A2
careless like crap ):
yanyue actually asked mrs gek abt a qn
then it ended up i need minus one mark
was like WTH
and i die oso don wan go to her to let her mimus my mark
it will make a grade difference!!
don wan don wan
rather be dishonest for once
i wan my grade..
and she marked me correct wat..

getting chem and amaths on monday
if i flunk chem
i can jus die
i mean mcq part
amaths we are like competing who will get lower
its a **** paper please
wan kill us oso don need do this wat..

totally like a zombie today after that emaths paper
i didnt even bother going back to class during emaths extra lesson
to get my emaths notes
cant be bothered any more
during physics got better abit =/
edlyn i will cheer up (:
provided chem cheer me up =/

6:10 PM
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speechless
i wanna die
42/70 for chinese paper 2
thats 60% only
im totally deproving like hell
ok theres no such word as deprove but heck
argh
and i know my compo is totally oop
though i totally love my letter
but that doesnt help at all
ahh

reading eileen blog is funny
reminds me that during lit vp and wendytan came our class for spotcheck
we tot is uniform donno wat
then wat food or somthing
and suddenly everyone jus started hiding their stuff =/
one great thing abt our class
-wendytan pull open jiayi bag
there was a container of cny food
-euniceong locker got a milo tin
LOL
our class jus rocks la
wan more rants about our stupid newly implemented sch rules?
go eileen blog
lolx
about the 4 buttons rule
our class say monday go down for assembly that time
all tuck in until 4 buttons
well we follow their rule
we didnt do anything wrong
but ppl like xueyuan and qixuan..
their body so long, bet they cant even pull their shirt out abt
oh that gang of ppl
today after sch were like taking funny pic
pull their skirt so super high
like left with wat 1 or 2 buttons at blouse
wth -.-

new issue
i wanna say it yet i cant
its so freaking embarrassing
but who can i tell
who can comfort me jus a bit

another lousy day

12:05 AM
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