im going to rant..
shoo if anyone cant stand it

seriously.. i cant stand it anymore
an elder sister in my life, is totally redundant
REDUNDANT
not needed
extra
without a reason at all
my blood is near boiling
wth
holding a KEY will cost her life
make a PHONE CALL will cost her life
put my jus WASHED CLEAN SHOES on her table will kill her as well
when she don even use it at all

jus what the heck is wrong with her
hello?
the key, u took it, u open the door, u KEEP it
if i took my own key, i will happily keep it obviously
and wats wrong with U holding the key

and when i say ask mom to fetch us
u jus say go call her
cant u SEE that im studying
and u wat
watching tv with the phone right beside u
moving u big butt will kill u?
will u feel like u jus ran 2.4km if u jus make a freaking call?
i could have jus walked home myself
to hell with ur rubbish

and i washed my shoe that day
it wasnt dry enough
so i put on ur table where the fan will blow as it rotates
i didnt put the shoe directly on the table
in fact its on TWO tissue box
not a SINGLE part of my shoe is even TOUCHING ur table
u jus happily threw out the window
HOW ON EARTH WILL IT EVER DRY CAN I ASK

ITS NOT UR STUFF
U DON CARE
FINE
UR STUFF ARE NOT MINE EITHER
WHY SHLD I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT
U ARE JUS REDUNDANT IN MY LIFE

doing every single thing to piss me off
not helpful in any single way
not even an example for me to follow

fine u prove urself during sec 2 and got into tri sci
so wat?
u went poly in the end by failing english
is that called proving urself?
no freaking way
gor took double sci, he got into wat njc
yi ge tian, yi ge di
in wat freaking way did u ever prove urself
we shall see
i will jus look at my o level result and compare with urs
i can say, through my 16 years, im even better than u in many ways
ok i didnt get into tri sci, so wat, gor didnt either
his sch didnt allow tri sci at all in the first place
and ur tri sci? ur sch standard u mean?
make me laugh
u are 4 yrs ahead of me
u cant even help in my sch work?
shldnt it be like me teaching pri sch work?
in wat freaking way have u proven urself?!

if you ever see this post of mine
please kindly LOOK and REFLECT on YOUR OWN behaviour
before you even look at mine
it is fully explained there
and do not even TOUCH my thing ever again

i rather not have a relationship with someone like that if it continues
say that i don treasure relationship
say that im looking on surfaces
but wat is there to treasure when she don even care
how more deeper can i dig when every thing is already shown