20061230

4:59 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061229

5:50 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

><
woke up last today
tot don need to go sch
but still ended up going
anyway
we going to dance to 3 chorus of dif songs
and omg
one is wang xin ling ai ni
and bet i look funny dancing to it!!
and i cant even remember all the steps properly..
die die die
ahh
embarrassing!! i don wanna go for campfire =/
bet they will use this dance for our annual campfire oso
ahh
><

anyway
this is my 100th post

5:50 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061228

ahhhh can cry!!!!

went for dance prac
a total waste of time
reach cck at like 830
wait all the way to 9
then we don wanna wait
so went to shuyi house
and halfway there
sheryl called and say
that gang of ppl who were late
arent coming
waste our time
and we spent like a few hours
to learn a short chorus part of
ai ni
-.-
lucky can leave at 1130
or else i will jus die

yay plaza sing
ate lunch and
ended up not doing amaths -.-
coz alot ppl
but we did some when soap came
^^

and
death note!!
<3 L!!
the way he talks jus roxs
and the amount of food he has is totally
Oo
and his mask was ultra
FUNNY
^^
so funny can
the whole cinema laugh for donno how long
but
they cut alot alot of things!!
near and mello nvr appeared
sad
i wonder who they will find
near is so like L
(:
and i found a fault in the movie
L could write his name in the death note
for the sake of proving that kira is light
and he wrote that he will die 20 days later
then
why
cant he write his name and write
die 60 yrs later or something
by that time, his life span would be like almost up?
then he wont die so fast wat =/
but the sad thing is that
the guy sitting beside me
keep going 'wah lao' -.-
and the guy sitting beside soap
keep burping
lolx

and
thanks to yy curse
the pepsi
really
spill
and
wet
my
OURAN
OMG I WANNA CRY
MY NEW OURAN
BOOK9
HAVEN EVEN READ
OMG
im buying a new book..

8:02 PM
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20061226

gosh im so so so so sorry
i shld have done thing earlier
im so crap
i do things either too late or much too early.
and it seems as if theres so much to do
i feel bad for not writing a card to those to sent
yah
and i wrote for those who didn send?
wat am i doing -.-
ahh heck

death note on thurs
yep finally
long awaited
but we cant even decide on the place and time
how great are we (:
and
my shelf is getting messier day by day^^

11:33 PM
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20061225

merry christmas!! (: have fun and enjoy the rest of the holidays
pink panters pink panters we rock all the way
(to the tune of jingle bell, its our camp patrol cheer)

a message i sent out almost to everyone
but edits for different ppl
i counted
60 messages sent
wees
in a day
and the sms yesterday was totally
o-m-g
at 12 sharp i totally cannot send out message
sending fail sending fail
wow -.-
and i kinda got pissed
till 0015
i couldnt get the message out..


and doraemon cheered me up haa




kawaii (:

and im finishing kane and abel!!
nice plot
but sucky details and
he totally elaborated the parts we don wan to know
like everyone who read it will know (:

great job to crescent juniors
u have done me a great favour
by spamming the cgs thread in asiasoft forum
thanks alot -.-
receiving donno how many emails a day

anyway~
its christmas!!
and yet i have to clear my shelf
anyway
its now away from the tv
and right beside the comp -.-
wow
i can jus turn around and start playing
even more distracting
but its ok..
and yup
look at my shelf after moving it


jus how clean it is
err more like empty
its still dirty and dusty?
but cleaning it is easy (:


and wees~
lolx
that is all my stuff
how much that pro shelf can carry


a corner of the shelf
almost all the presents i had
since p6? no onli one or two p6..
the rest all this yr and last yr if im not wrong
and some of my own collection
like that milk bottle of stars,
the tubes of chocolate,
ouran manga and bleach torot cards (:
see the mini doraemon dominating the place?
haa
that look alot
and i think that
letters mean more
i prefer letters now =/
coz
i donno how to deal with all these
they look cute and nice and ya
but wat am i going to do with them
and i still have a few boxes of presents
which are too big to be placed there..
under my tablet =/


and yup
UG that tiny keychain
which cost 30 bucks
i mean in total for everyone
isnt it cute
but sad
donno who say her cup broke
but its ok
UG unite (:


and while clearing my ws
i found this
omg distinction?!
when did i have this
its for last yr
wow?
maths competition
did i really?!


and it place me in the top 4% of our yr
wow?!
oh my..
amazing huh
coz even i myself didnt realize that i have that (:

thats all and
it cost me 4 hours to finish packing
its neat
but fully packed
totally
and im unwillingly to take even a second look at it now (:

merry christmas to all (:

5:20 PM
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20061223

so nice..
<3
my mom's xmas present for some event
as in she bought it
sad i cant smell it
not nice to open someone else's present..
4 piece puzzle bath set
kawaii


<3 this
the clear blue is super nice
oh and the other light blue look nice in pic
but its actually dotted with lots of stuff
lolx

anyway
ntuc actually don sell candy cane
that xmas one..
wan buy for our class ppl
nvm
shall search next time
wont see them till next yr anyway
and buy some presents for some ppl (:
i wanna go out on sunday night!!
i jus wan to see those
err
decorated 'cars'
hua che they call it
don really know whr it will be
but i jus wanna go out tml night =/
but i don really like crowded place -.-
hais

i lost my skill of rebarking totally at someone's words
i means
with a good reason
and talking back at watever they say
i totally forgot how i did it..

my existence doesnt mean a thing
i don really care
but
i still care if i mean a thing in my frens heart
=/

a week or more..
a new year starts
will everything stay the same
will anything change for the better
i wish
and wonder (:

8:39 PM
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20061222

yup yup yup!!
^^
i did 2 compos
but actually
2 compos in a day of at least 10hrs
is actually super little
i shld have done 3
=/
but im proud to even finish 2
^^
the two chinese newspaper reports
and i found 2 newspaper articles
^^
its ultra little actually
but
at least i did (:

8:44 PM
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20061221

forgot to say something..
that day went for my ear checkup
wah first time can..
when i listening to the beeps and need press the button that time
the person there
super noisy can
-.-
wth i cant hear the beep at all la
was like..
argh keep quiet lar
but lucky in the end
the report almost the same as last yr
if not
i will tell the whole story to the doc
complain abt the ppl working there
nvr concentrate working
talk talk talk
(:
anyway
this totally prove that
listening with earphones don affect my ear at all
last few yrs oso got checkup
but these few days then started listening almost all the time
report all the same
they don affect me(:

yah then went people's park
gor going bangkok with his frens
10 of them..
was like
pissed
jie can go mymmar
donno how to spell
gor can go bangkok
why i cannot go perth
its a sch trip la
and tell me these 15 yrs whr have i been before?
malaysia and more malaysia
cant i get out of it for once
and go other places
...
next yr if got any trips
i wan try to go
(:

wees~
then went vivo
walk walk only
vivo
is
huge
but the cd shop don even sell a single jap cd
theres rain cd at the display
but other than that
no other jap or korean cd
-.-
yup
i totally can get lost if i walk by myself
and they got nike and adidas shop ^^
didnt go into nike
but they are both
totally
h-u-g-e
very the big
lolx
and nowadays the adidas shoe not nice one..
more like
i don like them
no they not nice
the design abit funny
i still prefer simple and nice
and
wow
second floor
mini toons action city precious..forgot wat
all those gift shops
i means the ones i always buy gift from
lolx
all in a row
oh cocoa tree got sell this jelly bean dispenser..
so cute!!
omg i wanna buy..
wanted to buy some chocolate for xmas present
but everyone walk until leg pain liao
walk for like half a day already
didnt buy in the end
but we went vivomart in the end?
Oo
its big too
lolx
and vivo got
alot of ppl
though its a wednesday..
oh its yesterday
(:
yah
alot alot ppl
if sat sun
bet we cant even walk
and yah
there alot shops for clothes
and i quite like it
its so
grand
(:

9:53 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

yup
wasting my time like crap
but cant help it
lack of determination
first day of sch
i will be in a total panic
wondering if teachers will be punishing me
and donno who to sit with
wait
i don even know whrs my classroom
=/

spending almost the whole day
jus on 2 unit of physics
how useful
and they obviously wont go through it?
shld do structured
plan on giving up
i need
someone's
help
to pull me on
wat can i say

5:55 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061219

gosh..
freaking tired today
i slept at like 3+ the day before
coz after i read kane and abel
i cant sleep
its abit of violence..
and go sch at like 7+
wanted to do amaths
but
ended up not doing
lolx
coz ka gave me the death note poster!!
omg no feelings to do any homework
got lots of pics
but lazy to put it up
ahh
death note poster!!
and omg lor
soap say her sis gonna buy her the death note book
that
book -.-
must u ci ji me with that..
but nvm!
i got that poster!!
death note 2 poster!!
lolx its my treasure and
got the huang jin jia calendar..
jay don suit gu zhuang
he look abit funny
lolx
anyway
we literally danced the whole day
the
whole
day
from 8 to 4
during the last dance we were like..
omg cmi cmi wanna die liao
i think our dance abit dead
coz our actions not big enough
not hyper oso
but thanks to the great chantel and grace
at least we have a dance
make use the guides dancers malu sia
we don even have a dance
even the sec 2s were better than us (:
after dance practice went to popular
buy some stuff and
tried to find k album
wth i cant find!!!
T.T

2 more weeks left and a whole load of hw undone (:

anyway

wat will these do?
err obviously with the help of pen knife and double sided tape


tada~
and wat will they do?


jiang~ sec 1 orientation stuff


and obviously this will be my fav
orange (:




this is from U-weekly
btw the magazine is dated 16 dec
and on this page
theres a lucky draw
which ends at 15 dec


finally
MY DEATH NOTE POSTER~
^^
but sad theres lines on it
coz its folded
and slot into the magazine
but
AHH
lolx
<3

5:45 PM
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20061215

don understand it myself
seriously..
if only things can be understood without words..
how i wish

and
have i been reglecting my frens around
im not sure who actually are my frens even..
ppl whom i tot they were close to me
actually were not that close
ppl whom i tot they were not close to me
actually were quite
who belong to whr..
how will i know
coz me and qiwei are like drifting apart
but she somehow manage to show that we are actually quite close
i tot shery kay edwyna chuting were quite close
but i see their blogs..
we are not
the world is extremely complex
hmm
anyway
i think im getting lots of presents for ppl
bday, valentines(i nvr gave anyone before..sorry)
erm xmas i think
and i cant remember wat other events
hmm
lots of shopping to do that means
and going broke too
Oo
shld be giving to anyone who manage to pop up in my mind
lets see
first of coz en soap moni qiao ka
then yy farhani shiqi
yeechern xinmu xinyi
gloria and baka gang i think?
then qiwei sheryl chuting edwyna kay shuyi adelicia tania chantel grace sherilyn
and it makes up almost half the sec 3 guides haa
cannot forget sherlyn mei yiling janice from my patrol
worst of all i nvr ask for their bday
lolx
and my manitos munyee and amanda choo
woo~
seems like alot of ppl
but quite little
and its not going to end if i continue
but
how on earth am i going to get so many presents for so many ppl..
that chocolate again?
Oo
hmm
chuan2 dao3 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2
bridge will straighten naturally when the boat reach?
doesnt make sense
but haha..
means things will sort out by itself
tv helps in chinese
got that from a drama
pro huh..

K!!

5:33 PM
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20061214

abit sad
abit unhappy
abit pissed
abit angry
but super happy
lolx

sad coz cant buy earphones and album
pissed coz of my mom
they linked yup
after our dance practice
mom came to fetch me
but they haven eat lunch
so
jus nice
i say i wan go popular
when we are near popular
but she don wan
i mean
she can send me to popular
then i go home myself
while they go out to eat
but for i donno why
she don wan
and it onli need a turn
and we can reach popular
wats the problem
ok fine then i follow them go eat lunch
more like watch them eat
wth
k after lunch she go atm..
bla. still ok..
then she walk around the market buy stuff
wth
u make me come along
jus to watch u do all those stuff?
its not like i will make u wait for me
if u send me to popular
i can go home myself
pull me along for lunch for wat
then after that still do this do that
got so pissed
and i refuse to go popular when she finally wan to send me there
still got monday
i will bear with it till monday..

and
super happy coz
erika found the death note 2 poster!!
ahh!!
^^
its in this movie magazine
which is kinda exp
but she might buy it
and i will take the poster from her
AHH
cant wait
rocks
this time
i am
going
to watch
death note
(:
no matter wat

are u avoiding me
or am i avoiding u..
i feel bad inside

5:44 PM
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20061211

yay
finally
i get to use the mp3
with or without letting jie
coz
dad gave her a mp3
which is
much more slim
and small
and most importantly~
none of us wan to use it =/
lolx
i personally find it ugly
well its white
yah nice
but the screen is huge
and words are huge
the controls are weird
and i cant be bothered to find out how to use it =/
yah the mp3 is sort of mine now..
however
my very pro sis
give me mp3 don give me earphones
rubbish la
she got that mp3 shld have earphones oso one lor
but she took the old mp3 one..
i need to buy one..
i wan the creative one
looks nice
but donno whr to buy
lolx

and went to nkf centre today
oh kay has a road of her own
called kay poh road
lolx
went past that road while going to nkf centre
yup
i tot we will be talking loads and loads of crap to patients
chatting with them
worst of all
i tot they will be kids
i donno why
had that impression
lolx
but in the end
we jus learn about kidney failure and such
yup (:
yah we got to give them the letters we wrote
but i didnt give mine
i tot its childish
i mean my letter
most of the patients look so dao
like those will ignore u kind
i super scared will meet patients like that
but not
they were so friendly
that is if u approach them
and as usual~
i didnt
erika approach them
lolx
then me and sherilyn jus stood there
but sherilyn even better than me
at least she went to put the letter on the patient's table
and the patient is asleep for your info
lolx
yah
and dialysis
is
scary
it looks damn painful
with 2 needles in u..
omg
><

and we went to library
cip!
oh and we ate kfc
like so long nvr eat
its like
wow for me
but jus ate popcorn chicken meal
i like (:
but exp
pocket got hole..
ka got the zinger student meal
omg its like onli 4 bucks
and its like
almost the same as mine
when mine cost 5
buy wrong liao
somemore
that cashier was like so in a hurry
when theres like no customers at all?
i didnt even have the time
to tell her to change the drinks
end up drinking pepsi
TT
and
for some reason i oso donno why
i was super full
after eating that meal

nothing much interesting about the shelving of books
jus that
(:
me and ka did shelf reading
which is jus arrange the books
that are already at the shelves
according to the letters
did the JP fairytales
and
it ended up super neat
^^
so happy can..
throughout the rest of the day
we keep going there and look at our hard work
somemore
this is the first time
we actually finish shelf reading
last time
always do letter A B C D E F
then don wan do liao
lolx
coz it takes super long
but this time
A to Z
all done
woo~
and i borrowed Kane and Dane?
if im not wrong
Archer's book
the one we were suppose to read for holiday homework
for the first time
i actually
borrowed a book?!
haa
and i read a book about jap language
abit interest
but
abit
hard to understand oso
coz
i always don have the patience
to read all the jap characters
and memorize them
so im like
yi zhi ban jie
half understand onli
lolx..
quite interesting

8:04 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061210

one thing i didnt say about the camp
that time
we were at the stairs
writing manito letters
qiwei was digonally opposite..
and she said
'very long nvr talk to u'
and i finally realised
how far apart we were
coz we are in the same patrol
Dove
in guides
we always went around together
even szeling last time say
she always see us together
we were such good frens last time
but now
jus how apart are we..
one camp made me realise alot of things

and yup
remember the lessons learnt
not the scoldings..
thanks sheryl ma'am

3:26 PM
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20061209

bursting..
i wanna say something
but i cant
i totally cant
cant say it out loud
cant say it here
cant cant cant
and getting abit emo today
for once
woo Oo

saw sheryl teo's blog
she blogged about the camp
almost cried..
not sure about which part
i think shld be the overall..
im sorry..

and i wan k album..
beyond the sea
something like that
short term memory..
sorry
quite nice ba..
and march 7
if i nvr remember wrongly..
very nice
thanks to ivan for recommanding
the show
yi gong sheng de yan lei
its very very very sad
but
i like all the songs
and their uniform (:
main char that girl hair quite nice oso ya..
lolx
out of point
but the songs are nice!

if only
i went for that
50 bucks a day
that work
omg
if i did
i would have
managed to buy lots of stuff i wanted
since long ago
if only if only
always
only say if only
and do nothing about it
slit my wrist and die

ok about wat i was going to burst..
ahhhhhhhhhhhh i cant say it!!
thought for a super long time..
i jus cant
argh..
ok..
the one who always tease me..
why are u the one..
why why why
i feel like dying..
wondering is who..jus ask me
MAYBE i MIGHT ans..
watever.. been crapping the whole time

10:42 PM
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20061208

yup <<
see that countdown thing
saw it as soap blog
tot of getting one for myself too
but bet its not useful

1:17 AM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

20061207

gonna be a boring post
shoo if u don wanna get bored
long long long time nvr blog at all
slack too much
didnt even touch hw
and i didnt even regret
maybe a bit
but
one month more onli sch reopen
o level next yr
i jus suddenly
feel like ignoring everything..
camp spoilt everything

first thing first..
that time went grandma house
malaysia

[right outside the door]

overview of it
lolx
err i think the bananas
are there
to sun
lol?
donno la


nice (:


a small corner which i kinda like..
clustered with plants (:


one of my fav flower
the texture roxs
forgot the name anyway
and got another kind which is white
and i forgot the name too (:


this look pretty real life
pic.. not nice though


<3!!!
love this so much
i donno wat its called
but i always like to sit and swing on it
at night even nicer
super nice stars above you..
<3 ahh!!

[across the road]

yup
full of fruits plants vege
grandma plant one
nice view huh..
long long time ago
not very long.. im onli 15 ya.. (:
at the side got chickens and ducks..
but now all gone liao

then.. the comb i said

kawaii neh (:

next.. omg the camp
wait
lets say the happy things first
this is my manito present

so cute
and the person who picked me as manito is amanda choo
same patrol..camp one i mean
so qiao
and my manito is munyee
oso same patrol!!
lolx
anyway
manito is a secret friend in camp
whom the YAs let me pick from a bag
which we oso donno who we will pick..
yup
and we write to that fren.. give present
yup

okay.. time for the dreaded
but i'll say it
Day 1
im in group 5
called the pink panther
oh crap i forgot
to take pic of our banner and identity
anyway with
sec 3 chuting, grace lai, me
sec 2 amanda choo, rachel chng, shi xuan
sec 1 grace lee, kanice, munyee
unfair
we got 9 ppl
other group got even 7
at first we got 10
reached school..
not very early
they took out everything already
then we slacked around
coz the bus isnt here yet
and we saw the sec 3 posting board
(for sec 2s de)
sherlyn got into trip
as expected
she got the first in class during sec 1 =/
smarto
my patrol de..
Dove (:
then
ya as usual
we jus carry all the stuff up the bus
we got ourselves dirtied by the firewood
then me tania ka went to wash
and when we came back
everyone was up the bus
we didnt know wat to do
and the YAs nvr say anything
stood there like.. -.-
nvm
we got up the bus and there wasnt a seat for us
at the back got space if we squeeze
but not enough for me and ka
tania was at the other bus
then
omg
miss chan
wan one of us to go in front and sit with her
[sounded pissed]
then i faster go
in case she scold
thanks erika!!
miss chan started
sorting out sec 1s stuff
their badges..
then some nvr hand in
all those
and she started scolding and bla
omg la
oh she tot i was sec 1
but immediately know that im sec 3
maybe coz im so much taller (:
jk
lolx
wa she scolded throughout the journey la
i was so tired
but i didnt dare sleep
scary
we reached there finally
all the usual things..
unpack bus.. bring to louge
pitch tent..
ya and everything was so funny
pick manito thing oso
ka got azlin
omg
qiwei got kay
and she tell kay that she got me
lolx
kay really believe
the fun thing comes up later
then some pltc ppl got to help to show pitch tent
and azlin call us clown la
-.-
then we pitch our own tent..
yah
uncle gah..not sure the name
help us adjust the pegs
our tent was like on the hill
and rachel cant walk straight.. sorry
but
its really not
had the adjust like donno wat
and uncle gah peg wai diao..
and we didnt adjust
coz its abit mean
he help us
we still.. ya
and we got scolded during inspection coz of it
then lunch
our onli meal that
don need cook!!
but egg and fish
-.-
like nasi lumak?
donno how to spell la
i oso don like eat that one..

next is gadget
me and grace do clothes hanger
coz chuting gotta do kitchen shelter
shes the onli one who know how to do
sec 2 do baggage rack
sec 1 shoe rack
im abit disappointed with all the gadget
but the point is that
me and grace had to chop wood in the middle
while the rest continue the gadget
so we cant look after them..
so had to bear with the stuff the make
the baggage rack totally suprised us..
it block half the back door of our tent
we nvr made it like that before
its a square la
we always make rect one..
heck
then dinner liao
gosh
i really didnt know wat to do
chuting made the fire
then i tried helping with the food
but ended up
doing fire oso
chuting need to rest abit oso mah..
then
shld be colours down..
but
problem..
we nvr bring flag
coz its not in the list
azlin didnt really scold us..
so its ok..
we borrow the flag pole
and didnt had colours down
and coz the next day the bus driver drove them to sch
by mistake
so they took the flag and kerosine..
so its ok..
nvr kana bad scolding..
then..
we slack quite alot from now..
i forgot wat we cook
but it was quite ok
we manage to finish everything..
then is the badge thing
public speaking or something
jus crapped all the way through mine..
we bath and sleep
lolx..
thats all for day 1
so enjoyable
coz its slacky
but wait till day 3..

Day 2
everything was quite in a rush
rushing for dragon boating
we woke at 4.45
camp rise is 5.30 anyway
our lvl always wake super early
remember last yr
we woke at 5
got alarm clock some more
then szeling[sec 3 last yr] was like..'wah who wake so early..'
sounded abit pissed oso
coz they all still sleeping
then was breakfast
and off we go for dragon boating
quite happy abt it
coz not like last yr
go bowling -.-
yup
and our patrol did obstacle course first
it
was
totally
boring
like
crap
and i shlnt talk about it
but theres a part
whr
me chuting amanda rachel shixuan munyee
if im not wrong
the trail thing..
we had a hard time
doing this and that
command by instructors and teachers
but we found like 15 qns..
and ansed not many
but guess wat
we got 1st
lolx
totally unexpected..
and
was dragon boating
<3
so lovely
and the instructor was super funny
there was a part
whr he rock the boat like hell
everyone was screaming like crap
and he said something
i forgot
but he say
the front few
which are chuting adelicia sheryl szewai me grace
scream very sharp
his ear hurts
lolx
his own fault lor..
rock until like that
and once we had to even sit at the side of the boat
and hold our partners hand
ah
scary..
then we had a mini competition with the other patrols
they had instructors as the dragon boater oso
they had lesser ppl oso
but we won
(:
i wish to be a dragon boater
and yup i got abit tan
when there isnt even sun
lolx
my socks made the tan line
kana shocked..
no sun oso tan
rocks la -.-
<3 dragon boating
and the moment we went back to camp christine
dinner
i seriously
cant remember wat we cook
onli remember last day one..
yah as usual..
colours down bath
but abit differnt
some of the sec 3
got night walk before dinner
we were talking abt the kitchen shelter gadget
knots are tight
but the main poles arnt
main reason is coz the ground is wet
and we almost had to wake at like 3 to retie
but they say
one more day onli
don need la
and that sheryl
very funny lor
keep making the time earlier
to wake up one..
she from 4
3.30
3
and we started saying
might as well don sleep
lolx
i tot night walk will be like when we were sec 1
that time had to walk in the forest
then got one part had to walk alone
and i almost bang into the tires
but this time
<3 it
jus on the road
and got light stick
torch
thanks YAs
<3 ya lots
and there were stars!!
^^
lovely
a few though
nicole said got north star
but i still cant see which is which
haa
and we heard lovely sound of the nature~
almost fell asleep
lolx
still ok..

Day 3
i wanna cry..
roll call all those were ok..
wide game/kim's game was ok..
didnt know the results anyway
but was quite fun..
and the bus uncle didnt bang us down
lolx
then was
outdoor
cooking
can cry..
chuting started a fire
i started another
yes everything was perfect
but chuting's fire went out
when she go help sheryl group
edwyna was sustaining the fire one lor
then she jus suddenly say 'xiaorong ur fire went out'
omg
the grace took over mine
and i tried restart chuting fire
okok..
manage to fix everything
then ya
cook the chicken at mine
vege at chuting
yes everything is ok..
then edwyna's group totally cannot start fire
i think
coz no leaves no twig
no matchstick
how to start la
so we help with their chicken
[in the end ours was halfcook]
then chuting help other group vege
i tot our group was fast already
but we were quite slow
and qiwei and kay
they almost cried when they couldnt start a fire
azlin said it out
and guess wat
we took like 2 hours for outdoor cooking
it even ate our initiative games time
almost tea time
lolx
then azlin was super angry
YAs oso
then renee saw our halfcook chicken
she ask why uncook
we say 'we help with other group chicken coz they cant start fire'
she say
next time, make sure u are done with ur own things before u help others
yes thanks alot
if we didnt help them
ours will be cook ya..?
true?
im not sure
but
who were the ones
who ask us to help each other
and stuff
now that we help
they say
get done with our own first
sometimes
not abt this incident
but others adding together..
we follow their instructions
they say we are at wrong
we don follow thier instructions
its wrong too
hey was the point of instructions..
wow next was dinner liao
they gave us fish
wth..
how to cook
anyway
ours was totally uncook in the end
threw it away
but
firstly
i seriously donno wat happen
i cant start a fire
yes i can say
i cant start it
why?
there isnt dry leaves
no twig
nothing!
i donno how to start one
so i jus use all the stuff we had
and ya i seriously cant start it
grace finally came
coz she had mc stuff for campfire
and chuting was doing campfire fire oso
we still cant start it
almost cried..
my turn to cry after qiwei and kay
and azlin didnt even bother abt us la
and renee came to our resuce
i wont say that
coz she seem pissed
and adelicia could start a fire
and sheryl teo oso cant start one..
and sheryln!!!
she in adelicia group
and she keep blowing the smoke at us
wherever we are
and renee oso got pissed by that
sheryln didnt even bother can..
wth
im skipped all the parts in front
sickening..
finally
we done
with super amount of vege
and uncook fish
2 mass tins of vege
crazy
luckily
a huge bug went into one mass tin
threw it away~
laa~
ate quite little
coz the rice quite little oso
but
we jus had our outdoor cooking stuff leh
lolx..
then campfire liao
we had orderlies duty
wash everything
and was late for campfire
we always kana all the super bad duty time one lor
sheesh
day 1 wood and water, chop almost all the wood for them..
day 2 very very slack, but no duty
day 3 orderlies
day 4 health!!
rubbish la!!
why so zhun day 4
wash toilet
super dirty some more
last day some more
when ppl busy unpacking
we wash toilet
totally..
campfire was fine..
grace and chantel did a good job..
(: don worry
i wanna skip the whole campfire
everyone was quite dead
i tried pulling up the atmosphere
screaming and stuff
but they were
still dead
even shixuan and ka say im quite high
im not
im seriously not
i jus don wan to make grace and chantel
get stuck somewhr
coz if noone response
its like.. very weird la
i tried my best helping.. =/
thats all..
and this day is totally tiring
and scary
and i wanna cry..

Day 4
its a
oh
my..
roll call kana scolding liao
they say the flag pole face wrong way
then why the last day they nvr say anything?
they totally..
somemore
sheryl and geyi were the ones who make it like that
i didnt even know whrs its suppose to face in the first place..
first thing in the morning
get scolded for totally nothing
then
toilet
-.-
scrub like hell
so dirty
somemore got frog
Oo
heck
and some ppl threw their shirt there
we threw it away
it was adidas btw
who cares
who ask u throw there -.-
then
QMs..
omg
we had to stock check
we didnt even had the list
and
this is
the first time
we been to a camp
as a qm
and we totally
had no idea
of wat we need to bring
and wat we need to do
like bringing the flag and stock checking every single thing
and azlin scolded us like hell
i totally nvr talk back
i know it will make it worst
i know she sure say 'why didnt u ask at first'
but in the first place
we don even know wat we need to ask
it will make things worst though..
had to let her scold
and we lost quite a few things
and azlin reaction was totally scary
she totally like
the don care attitude liao
and thats why
i don wanna go for guides
i scared she will continue scolding
and after that
they gave out the prizes
our patrol got best banner
and i didnt bother abt the rest
i totally
not listening to anything
almost wanna cry..
i wasnt even sure
wat have i done wrong..
then ya
carried everything out
and ya
back to sch
and ya
azlin nvr bring back our key
so we cant pack the guide den
thanks alot
and i took taxi with adelicia and cass home

extra..
everytime we got on the bus
from sch to camp
from camp to sch
from camp to dragon boating
and back to camp
the bus was super noisy
and after a few mins
super quiet
all fell asleep
lolx
and
the bus
every single time
go past my house
-.-
serious..
pissed..
can see cannot go..
><

i guess
thats all..
its quite long i guess?
goodnight

11:26 PM
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*