-.- i actually wanted to stay home all day
but in the end still went out
9+ that time my mom come wake me up
say going to eat breakfast
its super tiring.. so i end up not going
but then they say going to IT mall..
so i tot.. aiya jus go la
and then..
they went sim lim tower, near crescent i donno whr
then go expo..
tot going funan de..
and.. they actually said IT show, not IT mall..
wth
i wanted to buy a tablet bag
but cant find a nice one
more like don even have those kind that i wan
without handle kind
but nvm.. i got a hard disk
not bad ba..
40gb for 135 bucks
but got one that is 40gb for 99 bucks
donno why my dad go get this one
but i kinda feel bad..
coz like that so exp liao
then he bought a mp4 which is 76 bucks
then.. i need tablet bag, and i wan a sch bag
and i need to cut my hair
that will cost alot?!
hell lot
and i need some clothes?
omg.. so exp..
somemore.. dad earn de money..
he always spend alot
and suddenly i felt scared..
we are like.. quite broke actually
then i cant really do well in my study
i felt.. bad
make them disappointed in me
always have to tolerant with my stupid temper
i wonder why
when with my parents
i always fa1 pi2 qi4
with frens.. not really
haiz
shi bai..

and i finally file my ws today?
wow
but it didnt really make a difference
my table still look as messy
and i realize
term 1 and 2..
i actually didnt do alot of ws
i didnt even know i got this ws..
felt quite bad
i made my mom buy assessment books and stuff
yet i don do the sch hw
is that why i didnt do well?
i hasnt been doing well since sec 1..
but this common test..
i think i did more than last time
like doing past yr paper and stuff
and tys all those
last time i don even care
even if got do past yr paper
i will jus heck those that i donno how to do
now at least i got clear my doubt
but seriously..
i donno why i failed my eng
amaths is coz all careless mistake..
i know how to do almost all
argh
then combine humans.. always f9 wat.. heck
so i must do well in geog lor
and miss pham oso said that i showed improvement
i donno is coz paper easy or wat
but coz this time i got do tys
so i guess tys really helped
i must do tys for everything else too
i need to do well for finals
err my mom promise to buy my creative zen if i do well
but currently i cant really be bothered abt that
coz.. i think doing well is really the first thing that shld be in my mind
i changed quite alot actually..
as in the mindset

and i almost wanted to cry while i filed my ws..
its a whole pile of them -.-