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20060928


lolx i suddenly love jap so much
learnt quite alot of new words in sch
coz of moni yy and cynthia
trying to list out all of them
but some donno spelling right anot

watashi / ore[mostly used by guys] - me
desu - am
anata - you
ohayougozaimas - good morning
konnichiwa - good afternoon / hello
konbanwa - good evening
oyasuminasai - good night
sayounara - goodbye
jane - see you
wakata - i understand
onegai - please (informal)
arigatougozaimas - thankyou very much
doo itashimashite - u r welcome
iie - not at all
genkideska - how are you
genkides - im fine
daijobu - its ok
hayaku - faster
ikimashou - lets go
odaijini - take care
ganbatte kudasai - good luck
sumimasen - sorry (formal) / excuse me
gomenasai - sorry (informal
ONAKA GA SUKIMASHITA - im hungry (:
usagi -rabbit
bota - pig
neko - cat

lol
look as if its alot
but not really
so fun
i wan to beg mom let me learn
next yr jan
with yy
jap jap jap~
dono can anot
coz i wanna learn music
then wan learn jap
she sure say i no time to do those
some more next yr o level
daijobu
i wanna learn at least one
is either or
(:

onegaishimas..odaijini
i will try my best too
all that i can

8:34 PM
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20060926


i jus wan to finish my duty in crescent
for another year and a few months
for this, i wanted to tolerate
but i don think i can last for long anymore
wth.. guide cookie oso wan steal
coz en and farhani wasnt in school that day
so i left their cookie at the back of the class
and the next day it was gone
more like on that day itself it was gone already
during phy i left and the cookie was still there
but when phy ended
yy say they saw onli 2 tins
when there are suppose to be 3
and xy say a g2 person came our class before
and great
this stealing thing is not only in our class
but in the whole school
how great!
a year more
jus a year
i will lock my table everyday
and tablet locker too
and remind them to lock their lockers too
i seriously don trust anyone in school anymore
except for my dear frens of coz

and its so retarded today
yy tot her squad fund was gone
30 bucks
and in the end farhani took it
moni is scary too
at first we were watching dogtato
tt ultra funny anime
quite childish
but cheers us up
after awhile
she going home
and she suddenly say that shes no in a good mood
aftering writing some stuff tt i don understand on the board
scary
and donno when
i said cheers cheers us up
cheers is the shop in that patrol station beside the sch
and it cheers us up coz we are happy when we go there
lolx
doesnt it rhyme
and jus nice
rachel pick up yy pencil case which was beside her
which says 'so lame can'
lolx
so funny

how i wish school can be that fun all the time
at least no so bad
not like suffering in that crap
nvm
thinking of the impossible and living in our dreamland
i prefer that
and i almost curse when i was blogging
so.. crap
and i think my blog shld include more on wat i think
not wat happen
coz it can help improve my compo

talking abt compo..
my chi compo got problem!!
last time get 75 now get 60+
sheesh
i think shld be choose wrong question ba
jiayou for final year ppl..
en can do it
moni can do it
soap 100% can do it
ka oso can do it
qiao i believe in her
yy must jiayou
jiayou ppl~

7:11 PM
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20060924


realize that quite alot happened
like.. really alot
and they worries quite alot of ppl oso
its like they revolves around me..
but yet it worries them too
thats one good thing abt frens
they can share ur troubles and everything
but.. its kinda.. i donno how to say
but finals is coming
more like it started already
i think i shld sort of repay them
feel like doing something for them
i tot of giving them the things i made this year
but its for next year..
like o level?
lol
i know i don have time management
so i wont be able to finish them if i start next yr
so its better to finish now
lolx
eh
i tot of getting them chocolates
like wat i did for common test
but its the same thing
like so boring
ahh
err..
im not good at words
though i know those are the best
bleh
maybe i will jus get them something and wrote a few lines
(:

3:17 PM
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20060922


omg..
english final year examination had ended
finally we get the time to rest
been a whole week since everyone last slept well
and right now im almost falling asleep

the exam was quite ok..
at least i can answer them
compo i wrote some lame stuff
but for the first time in sec sch
this is the longest compo i have ever written
considering the fact that my handwriting is tiny
and that i wrote 2 sides of a paper
without leaving lines except for paragraphing
i shld have written around a thousand word
how cool
and informal came out
sad
but quite easy to write coz i crap a lot
then compre
can die
i think is only the first qn is literal
and there is only 1 vocab qn
and the rest are all inference
omg
those are the qn that we hate the most
partly becoz we don really hit the bull's eye
but we think that the ans is logical
and in the end
all the ans are wrong
also!
there is only 13 qn!!
2 passage 13 qn!!
a lot of 2 mark qn
anyway its over
finally~
gonna read newspaper everyday
read at least a book every 2 week
and do at least a compre every week
that is to help my o level english
jus don understand why my chinese can be good
but english sux
moni said coz i read alot of manga
actually its not even alot
jus 8 of ouran high, then 23 dear boys act 2
the rest all in english
manga doesnt help

oh ya
and yesterday chinese test
is super easy
i think i shld be able to get full marks for the first 3 section
hello its like the yan yu and cheng yu are given?!
who wont get them all right
jus the zhong he tian kong
some not sure
and i finished that test in 10 min when we were given 20-30
not being arrogant
jus being happy that my speed of doing work is still the same
coz last time maths
i always can finish on time
when others cant
so i was quite proud of it
but nowadays.. like getting slower and slower
i don think there is any link
but im still happy that i can finish my test fast
fast better than slow
slow = leave whole qn blank
fast = can finish, at most some careless mistake
but careless mistake better then full marks gone right
my theory

and my blog cant put music!
fustrating
coz when the rants and me is clicked
seem like the page refresh abit
then the music will play again
so its like:
page load finish
music play
click on rants
music play once more
so there are 2 of them playing at different timing
which wasnt wat i want!!
tot of changing skin
but kinda lazy to look for one
and cant find one
some of them quite ugly
and i prefer the old one
maybe shld ask ersy help me create
shes the pro (:
create ouran high one?
hikaru and kaoru?
haruhi and hikaru and kaoru?
haruhi and tamaki senpai?
honey and mori senpai?
im practically listing all of them out?
wow
nvm..

lolx
watching dear boys
but i kinda prefer the manga story, but anime drawing
manga drawing like dono wat.. their pants so.. weird
but the story is funny
then anime is drawing nice.. but the story abit different

have been trying to use proper english
like its after exam?!
who cares
guess it might be useful next time

5:48 PM
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20060919


in love with the camp christine songs (:

we have come from near and far, across a distant miles
we are filled with a common dream as with share our friendly smile
in our work and our play
everywhere we go
we jus want
everyone to know
we are friends from around the world
sisters and guides
friends one in spirit
united side by side
friends are for one and one for all
giving our best at camp christine
giving our best at camp christine

Linger oso quite nice (:

hmm~ i wan to linger here
hmm~ a little longer here
hmm~ a little longer here with you~

hmm~ its such a perfect night
hmm~ it doesnt seem quite right
hmm~ it is our last night here with you~

hmm~ here comes september
hmm~ i will remember
hmm~ our guiding days and friendship true

hmm~ and as the years go by
hmm~ i think of you and sigh
hmm~ its jus goodnight and not goodbye

lolx..
my fav songs

6:23 PM
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20060916


nth to talk abt
so lets be on a wheelchair today
kinda funny today
was doing hw for the whole afternoon
coz mom wasnt at home
of coz she wont know
and why do i wan her to know
then at night i was watching anime right in front of her
and she started again
asking me don need do hw bla bla
ignored her and showed attitude =/
shes forever thinking that im not doing hw jus becoz i nvr do in front of her
but why on earth shld i do in front of her
then she started asking jie and gor in that tone again
jie say donno and gor oso sort of ignored her
then i took my tablet to my room
and she kept asking
then finally!!
gor say that i was doing hw
lolx
then mom kept quiet
=p
lolx
arigatouonichan (:

anyway
i realise that
when u actually put ur heart into doing something
it wont take long to complete it
its not even troublesome
was doing emaths and amaths
look like alot at first
sp 14a 14b 14c, misc 11
some more emaths de sp 14 is all graphs and stuff
then amaths de misc 11 is that stupid identity
all like so hard and take so long
and i spent donno how long in sch jus to do emaths
but still cannot finish
and finally i finish it today (:
-though i took quite long -.-

amaths chapter 11
i can say its really quite simple
anyway it was called simple identity -.-
but!
coz is THAT teacher teach one..
so
i don understand a thing
not really don understand
but i donno how to apply them
IF ONLI MISS CHUA DIDNT LEAVE
i know its kinda selfish to say this
but i really wan miss chua to come back
she really really really really can teach
not like this teacher
onli write all those stuff on the board
then donno wat she talking oso
jingwen cynthia they all trying their best
to make her feel abit 'welcomed'
by jus greeting her properly
when the whole class kinda ignored her
they are being nice but
seriously.. i really don like this teacher!!
i wan miss chua back!!
WE LOVE MISS CHUA
really hope she will come back before our o level
or else i scared i might fail..
pray hard.. please?

oh and that time sept holiday
i said the sch was crazy
so busy throughout the holiday
no time to even do hw
now i take back my words
and
i say that
the sch is totally insane
lets see
this week
we got emath 14 a 14b 14c, amaths misc 11, chem wb 3 chp i think, ss ws
thats all i guess
still quite ok..
BUT
wats next
mon chinese ting xie - cheng yu, yan yu, tb words [quite ok la]
tue amaths mock - all learnt chpts [as a revision for finals, i accept it]
wed ss - sec 4 tb chp 1 and chem mock - all learnt chpts [wait.. 3 tests in a week?]
thurs chinese - those ting xie stuff and
a zhong he tian kong and physics - chpt 2 3 4 5 [wth!! so many things?]
fri ENGLISH FINAL YEAR EXAM!!!
wat the heck..
if i have one day of those per week
its still quite ok
but all pile up together
how are we going to study at all?!
and 2 mock exam
that is like so freaking lots of chapters?
how to survive through this week..
can die

10:10 PM
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20060911


jus let me finish bloggin this
or i cant even sleep well

pltc- its jus a three day two night camp
but it change us a lot
a whole lot
her words - mdm i forgot wat
but her name really very long
her words are so meaningful
she said that guides is not the same as other ug
we are not that harsh
we have fun
and from the fun we learn
thats wat we are
and i found it true
it was there but i nvr thought of it
i always thought that guides is super slack
but her words
made me love guides once again
she also said
inject enthusiasm in the people
they will have fun
we will enjoy it too
jus an example
today's guide meeting
we did things really fast
our efficiency was so good
qiwei oso praise us
and qiwei tried being enthu
and the rest joined in too
the whole guide meeting was full of fun and laughter
we can jus laugh of tiny things
like me saying cass and sheryl's group
their table was our shoe rack
and we started debating from there
there was so much fun
i love guides once again
pltc was totally meaningful
and they taught us leadership
for the first time
i as a patrol leader
i actually was telling them my idea
for the gadget
well.. people who know me will know
i nvr say my ideas..
more like a worker instead of leader
PLTC ROX

and yes
today was super tired!!
i slept at 11+ to do hw
then today morning abit awake coz of the ji jing
then after that tired -.-
almost fell asleep
but it was quite fun
the whole class was in chaos
so noisy and funny
then tyh extended the dateline for our compres
he rox la
more like easy to bully =p
but i really cannot finish wat..

and chinese australia thing
it is so super rush
no time
holiday no time for me
then when i got time ka no time
so no choice
we now then try rush finish
jus left the educational stuff
hope we can finish
though my aim is not the trip to australia now
i still hope we can do a good job
at least don throw crescent girls face
crescent is eng sch.. but our chi isnt bad
our o level a1 percentage is quite high too (:

ahh gonna sleep..
i jus love pltc
i love yingshan yingduan charmaine yanting..
aiya all sky guides and those crez guides who went
i wan go nv campfire..
its on thurs and thurs no guides
we wanna go jus becoz we wan see the sky guides (:
and sky guides oso go becoz they wan see us
heard that they say they wont go if we arnt going
arnt they sweet?
sky guides roxs
this is the first time i actually bonded well with ppl from other sch
great job pltc(:

11:36 PM
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20060909


cooperation and teamwork
its doesnt jus come out of nowhere
it need time to develop
it might be harder if we are not closed to each other
jus like wat we can see
on the first day, our patrol did things very slowly
most likely due to the lack of cooperation as we were still not closed to each other
also, we were kinda scared to be embarrassed if our ideas were not that good
so we kept our ideas inside
but as time past
we get to know each other better
and something is pulling us together
we kinda know when help is need here and there
and we will take the intiative to do things
we will tell them the ideas no matter how good or bad it is
is may be lame, but at least they know abt it and can improve from there

time management
its very important
without time management, working will not be efficient
it will be much slower and time is wasted
when we can actually use then for other things
instead of wasting time, why not have a good time management so that we will not need to rush to do other things
also
we can spend those time and do things at our own speed so that the quality of our work will be better too
its best to have a time keeper
to put us forward to get us thinking
it does help

skills
its best to be learning skills every now and then
skills need to be accumulated
and they cannot be mastered by jus learning it once
it also need practices
with more practices
the skills will get deep into our head and that we wont need to crack our brains jus to remember wat we have learnt when we need them
and its good to learn fully
it makes us more confident of ourselves
knowing wat to do is the best

do more talk less
the more u do, the lesser u talk, the more work u complete

4:39 PM
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PLTC
patrol leaders training camp
roxs
(:
anyway i got stm..
might miss out some stuff without knowing

DAY 1
i actually quite look forward to this camp..
coz i tot it will be quite fun
but i didnt really know there will be other schools
we reached camp christine on time
but other sch were late
we started giving ourselves weird names
like names that sound alike
how - amelia
later - shuyi
aligator -me
how again
now- qi wei
brown - chuting
cow - kaygay (: is kay actually
as you - cass
wish - jeraldine
jelly - edwyna
fish - sheryl
cool right
and mine's the most weird one
who will be called aligator in the first place
around like 15 mins.. seng kang guides [sky] came
they look super unfriendly
more like scary..
coz they jus walk past us like they nvr see us
and when we asked them if they need help carrying the stuff
they jus say yes
and let us carry EVERYTHING
wth
they jus left it there and walk off
not even a thankyou from then some more
arrogant -.-
ya.. and northview [nv] guides came even later
they seem quite ok..
then we gathered and got sorted out in our patrol
and yanting and renee is sort of the in charge
yanting is so like kailun
but a nicer version
she always joke around
but knows when to be serious at times
but kailun is forever fierce
yanting is nice (:
im in patrol 1
with yingshang, yingduan,charmaine,syafiqah [sky]
lidya, minxue [nv]
and cass [crez]
i wan be with qiwei at first
but sad got separated =/
felt quite isolated
coz each patrol onli 2 crez guides
and so they gave us instructions and talk
for donno how long
then i donno wat happened next
and we went to pitch tent
yingshan seem to be the leader
telling us wats needed to be done and stuff
partly coz we kinda forgot how to do those stuff
and jus normal pitching
but
we had to change the position of our tent
for like alot of times?
coz at first they say we face wrong side
so change
then flag pole wrong place
then everyone change again
somemore its after we pull the tent up already
nvm
then i guess we ate lunch?
chicken wings again
its forever chicken wings in camp
then we
built our stuff
towel hanger, shoe rack and baggage rack
and we talk abt alot of things
lol
like who yingshan and yingduan like
btw they are not related at all
jus the name same
and i finally know why yingshan can lead so well
shes the cl -.-
company leader ah
cannot lead then wat
and
wow the way they build is so cool
last time we always stick to the normal one
no creativity at all
but now we know new stuff
can use it for annual camp
ha.. i think we played game
need to call that person name then throw the ball to her
and if ball drop
restart
and those ppl who were called already were super pissed
coz can onli call a person once
then its like keep sitting and standing
in the end
we got 5 chances to drop the ball
and we end up
asking 'hey wats ur name'
they ans already then we call and throw
so funny can!!
shall skip to dinner then
we have to cook our own dinner
so cool
we ate rich, cabbage soup(?), and fish
we were quite slow
and so some groups actually almost finish eating while we jus started eating
and forgot!!
some pple went to wash up
and we sat with our patrol
and i donno wat happened
but i scratched my leg
and the wound opened again
and started bleeding like siao
the blood can drip down one -.-
then ms azlin apply something i donno wat it is
and plaster
then i think we did flag and patrol identity
it was really stressful for charmaine
coz shes the onli art student
and the rest werent good at art
so we were like
stuck on the flag for half an hour
then she started writing 'mighty'
all over the flag
our theme is superhero
then our patrol name is jus 'almighty'
then our patrol need do duty
wash toilet
then we rush like hell
coz other patrol can bath liao
and they finish bathing
we have to wash toilet
then after a long long time
then we get to bath
we got time extension
but they still rush us to be faster
thats why we were rushing to bath
then went to bed
i tot today was quite ok..
but i cried almost the whole night..
and cass kept asking me wat happen
she jus don understand
i donwan pple to talk to me when i cry
or else i will become worst
i wanted to go home
i feel weird with other ppl i don know well
i think they were quite nice ppl
but i jus don feel good
i was crying non stop
but didnt make any sound la..
qiwei knows me..
the next day she was like
'can u at least make some sound when u cry?'
ha..
and i forced myself to sleep

DAY 2
tot i will be better when i wake up
but makes no different
i went to wash my face and stuff
then sat outside the loudge and talked to crez guides
then i started crying again
its like..
all of the sudden
the tears jus flow out like donno wat
and its like
drip drip drip
-.-
haiz..
talk talk talk
then finally mrs ong came down
and i finally stopped crying
cooked milo and stuff
then had some time to talk with renee
yanting oso join in for awhile
crescent talk
and i realise everyone is not happy at all
they say sky and nv ppl don really do anything
and they are totally unfriendly
our patrol one quite ok..
is those who did the kitchen shelter
and suddenly i started crying again
but lucky ms azlin wasnt there yet
so onli renee and crescent saw la
and
and sheryl chuting me and shuyi were all qm
then yanting was like
'can xiaorong and chuting's patrol change qm?
almost all the qm are crescent ppl'
lolx
we didnt really decide to all be qm together de mah
and we changed la
we ate bread and milo for breakfast
washed up
crap i donno wats next
i think we made straw tower
see whos tower is taller and stable
and!!!
our tower is totally stable and the tallest of all
somemore we were the first to finish
we even have time to walk here and there
chat here and there
so cool
we can even hang yingshan's bottle there
then i guess is outdoor cooking
yinshan and yinduan did fire
others did food
the food came out quite ok
jus that the pizza was abit overcooked
and some parts uncooked -.-
the rest quite ok
and our utensils got lost
i brought them down to the fire there
then the others brought the plates up again
then utensils gone le
they dam lame lor
donno who got put utensils at the chair near shed
and we didnt get to use it for one whole day
AND
i stupidy fell down
and hit my right leg on the roots
its below the knee
at first was quite ok
jus got a small cut at the knee
but then later
it swell
so super big
compare both legs
right leg like so fat?!
but its bu xing zhong de da xing
coz
after that we had abit of free time
then others were writing manito's letter
and ms azlin put ice in a plastic bag and put on the swell
it made my leg numb
and when i move abit
its even more painful
coz of the numb
then quite ok ba..
the swell spreaded out
so its not that obvious
but still very swollen
AND
the best part is that..
i don get to play games!!
games.. why i say its the best
coz
the game is very weird
everyone form two row
lie down
head in the middle
side by side
hands straight up
and 'transfer' a person from one end to the other
its like omg..
scary
if that person drop
will be on their face lor
-.-
and im so glad i fell
so don need play
and then got this game
that we played in obs
jus hold hands side by side with a hula hoop in between
then jus go through
and next
form a circle
left hand in front link with the right hand of the person in front
right hand in between ur legs link with the left hand of the person behind
it looks totally weird
but anyway
in obs we all from crescent, all girls nvm
and now in camp, guides camp, oso all girls so oso nvm
lolx
then they are suppose to transfer the hula hoop one round
at first they didnt know
then tot is need go through whole body
but in the end
qiwei suggested to jus use their head
and its faster
and yanting nvr say its wrong oso
qiwei pro
then started raining
then they go put down tent
and i still went down anyway
i cant run at all
pain =/
and got camp theory
and.. forgot wats next again
oh and
renee ma'am super sweet
she knew we were unhappy
so she wrote a letter to all of the crez ppl
sweet right
so we oso wrote one back to her
forgot wats next
skip to dinner
noodles and curry chicken
why curry -.-
nvm
then we clean up
and campfire
at first is quite boring
coz all of us separated
not high
then in the end
we taught them how to sing linger and camp christine song
linger they know, but cannot remember the lyrics like tt
then camp christine song they donno wat all
its fun after all
im edwyna's manito
eh for 2 times le
lolx
my manito is mrs ong
and mrs ong manito is qiwei
lolx
and we bath
and its so fun
tonight we get to gather with our sch and talk
as long as we want
as long as theres a guider with us
and we talked and talked
talked to much
and suddenly sky guider came down and said theres an emergancy meeting
and then
they say due to security
WE GONNA SLEEP UPSTAIRS
better than in tent la
coz theres a hole in the fence
dogs can come in
and not far from camp christine theres construction work
and there are loudges with
100+ ppl i guess
from NUS i think
and there are guys oso
and for our security
we gonna sleep upstair
cool
first time
but crescent didnt wan to sleep at the bed
theres enough actually
but we wan the floor
if all sleep bed, then we will split up
then the sky guides were like
'why they sleep one floor, sleep bed la'
then renee and yanting force half of us to sleep on bed
so me qiwei chuting kay shuyi amelia
slept floor
i didnt wan to sleep
but they nvr talk
then i end up sleeping
and qiwei said
when she woke up
she wanted to turn around
but then i was grabbing her hand
Oo
wa
i didnt know that
lolx

DAY 3 [finally]
crez ppl when brushing teeth together
lolx
me, qiwei, amelia were all qm
then we jus started doing those stuff
cook eggs, milo and stuff
then we
do duty
we clean kerosene lamps
loudge kitchen
kitchen shelter
strike gadgets
then strike tent
and strike kitchen shelter
then yanting suddenly came
and ask us go clean the sink behind the toilet
its clogged
kinda disgusting
but we still have to do it
then ours was clean
and we went back to the loudge and collect our utensils
then they gave out the extra food
and prizes
patrol 1 - best overall patrol
somemore 2 best campers are from our patrol
did our patrol proud ya..
got this portable fork and spoon
next time can use that (:
then we said bye and went off
hugged charmaine
sort of my buddy
coz we did quite alot of stuff together
but then no time
then never say bye to the rest of them

anyway our camp is 1-4 dec
sky is either 2-5 or 5-?
sad..
if 2-5 we will meet again!!
if 5-? then sad lor

and do u realize i nvr say anything abt nv guides
coz they don do much
and they complain alot
jus qiwei and sheryl group
the nv pple jus sat at a corner and talked
while the others were busy striking the gadgets
and ours?
minxue jus sat somewhr and chat with her fren on the phone
i think she started crying
but
wth!!
she complain so much
don help us
and started crying
does it help?
no
wan talk talk later la
lame..
thats all
im super tired
and i got lots of hw not done

2:07 PM
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20060905


sch rox like hell
mon lesson
tue lesson
wed mock exam and lecture
thurs fri sat camp
sun HOMEWORK
crazy..
how are we going to finish our hw..
when we have so many things going on in jus a week
its even worst than normal school days
worst for us is that
miss chua left
the best amaths teacher
and change to this 'i donno who' person
i don even wan to know her anyway
i hate her..
i can say ms chua is 100x better than this person
><
i miss ms chua already

anyway
today is.. boring as usual
amaths, break, physic, lunch, emaths, homework
all the way from 8.30 to 4.30 for us..
is till 2.30, but we stayed to do emaths
isnt this worst than normal sch days already?
and finals is coming up..
like so super fast..
i guess we will never get a proper break
somemore our o level is pushed forward..
and therefore, we have less time to study!! (:
oh shld we be happy?
crap
hope everyone will do well.. =/

6:22 PM
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20060902


-.- i actually wanted to stay home all day
but in the end still went out
9+ that time my mom come wake me up
say going to eat breakfast
its super tiring.. so i end up not going
but then they say going to IT mall..
so i tot.. aiya jus go la
and then..
they went sim lim tower, near crescent i donno whr
then go expo..
tot going funan de..
and.. they actually said IT show, not IT mall..
wth
i wanted to buy a tablet bag
but cant find a nice one
more like don even have those kind that i wan
without handle kind
but nvm.. i got a hard disk
not bad ba..
40gb for 135 bucks
but got one that is 40gb for 99 bucks
donno why my dad go get this one
but i kinda feel bad..
coz like that so exp liao
then he bought a mp4 which is 76 bucks
then.. i need tablet bag, and i wan a sch bag
and i need to cut my hair
that will cost alot?!
hell lot
and i need some clothes?
omg.. so exp..
somemore.. dad earn de money..
he always spend alot
and suddenly i felt scared..
we are like.. quite broke actually
then i cant really do well in my study
i felt.. bad
make them disappointed in me
always have to tolerant with my stupid temper
i wonder why
when with my parents
i always fa1 pi2 qi4
with frens.. not really
haiz
shi bai..

and i finally file my ws today?
wow
but it didnt really make a difference
my table still look as messy
and i realize
term 1 and 2..
i actually didnt do alot of ws
i didnt even know i got this ws..
felt quite bad
i made my mom buy assessment books and stuff
yet i don do the sch hw
is that why i didnt do well?
i hasnt been doing well since sec 1..
but this common test..
i think i did more than last time
like doing past yr paper and stuff
and tys all those
last time i don even care
even if got do past yr paper
i will jus heck those that i donno how to do
now at least i got clear my doubt
but seriously..
i donno why i failed my eng
amaths is coz all careless mistake..
i know how to do almost all
argh
then combine humans.. always f9 wat.. heck
so i must do well in geog lor
and miss pham oso said that i showed improvement
i donno is coz paper easy or wat
but coz this time i got do tys
so i guess tys really helped
i must do tys for everything else too
i need to do well for finals
err my mom promise to buy my creative zen if i do well
but currently i cant really be bothered abt that
coz.. i think doing well is really the first thing that shld be in my mind
i changed quite alot actually..
as in the mindset

and i almost wanted to cry while i filed my ws..
its a whole pile of them -.-

9:43 PM
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this is for yesterday

ug outing once again~
as promised..
we went to sakae (:
wanted to go there since donno when
finally..
me and ka went to ps first
walk around to.. i forgot wat happen
oh ka was looking for her ge dou..
5566 -.- she still into them
i don really like them la..
but i like ren fu (:
err nvm..
JAY YI RAN FAN TE XI PRE ORDER IS AVAILABLE~
i wanna order..
but found it ma fan to collect it next time
and fri got camp -.-
ahh
i wan the cd!!
someone buy for me la
=/
nvm
then we met en and went to heeren to find soap
izzit?
i forgot -.-
stm again
then we went to sakae ^^
err ya order stuff la..
quite nice (:
and the sushi is.. big
lolx
nice nice
super nice
but rarely eat is enough for me
im not rich
then we went action city.. taka.. kinokuniya
bla bla
those normal places
ya..
and HMV
I LOVE THEM
they played..
feng, qian li zhi wai, lang man shou ji..
alot!!
almost whole album?
but they don wan stay there
then have to go out ):
my jay songs..
sad
nvm
jay roxs
ya we went everywhr as usual..
and soap gtg
got tuition
so we 'send' her to the mrt station
cool huh..
then we went this orchard donno wat shopping centre
accompany en coz she got dental
and we went.. i forgot whr
and finally found jing huai a wallet
err i guess thats all?
listen to yui's song all the way home
haa.
quite a happy day..

9:34 PM
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